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Dr. Courtney Chellew

Collin "Clancy" Barry

0.0-5.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like, right after that, it didn't lift. 5.0-12.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, well, it did go away, but it took a week or two. 12.0-17.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So it went away in detail. 17.0-23.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So what happened because of the psychosis? 23.0-25.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like, what was your primary symptoms? 25.0-28.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It was really, I thought people talking. 28.0-43.5 MIX: The one talking to me the talking to me. Right. A test? A test? A test for what? 43.5-48.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Just like doing random things across the cycle. 48.0-77.0 MIX: Can you give hearing anything or? And what site board were you admitted to? 77.0-86.08000183105469 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And you came here afterwards. 88.4000015258789-89.83999633789062 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And how have things been going here at water gap for you? Like, what are you working on? 89.83999633789062-104.0 MIX: And. You don't really know what? I don't really know. 104.0-117.0 MIX: They're on Giodon. What's the gap of pension for? 117.0-121.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What's the gap of attention for? 121.0-126.4000015258789 Dr. Courtney Chellew: That anxiety? have a pencil for that anxiety. 128.39999389648438-143.0 MIX: Any other drug use in your life, Colin? Yeah, there is. You smoked it? 143.0-146.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How about now? 146.0-148.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Any recent use of weed? 148.0-150.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, but I'm going to stop the person? 150.0-154.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Are you having cravings to use? 154.0-177.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How much did you typically use before going to pen? This is a small thing. You aware that marijuana can also cause psychosis? 177.0-181.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, but it wasn't this marijuana. 181.0-183.60000610351562 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Is that the first time you used to Iowasco? 183.60000610351562-185.60000610351562 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, I've done a lot of that. 185.60000610351562-189.60000610351562 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Did you hurt yourself? 189.60000610351562-195.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Did you hurt yourself or anything you did it? 195.0-227.0 MIX: I heard myself on that. How many times of sobriety? Why is that? 227.0-236.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How many days of sobriety do you have now? 236.0-237.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Uh, just... 237.0-239.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That's the office. 239.0-243.72000122070312 Dr. Courtney Chellew: That's good meetings or. 243.72000122070312-247.1999969482422 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, I just, I wouldn't say my threat is bad. 247.1999969482422-256.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It was much worse, I was not going to the same thing. And what was that for? 256.0-258.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And what was that for? 258.0-260.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That was for DSM and X-A-S. 260.0-261.0 Doctor Name:: Okay. 261.0-266.0 MIX: How much Xanax did you change? I would think it was three wars a day. 266.0-270.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: But it would have got to a point where I would take like a full script. 270.0-274.5 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, it was bad. 281.0-284.2799987792969 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So you were taking like upwards more than six milligrams a day or how many milligrams a day total of winter tape of Santa? I wouldn't say it was a day because it was kind of broke. 284.2799987792969-301.2799987792969 Collin "Clancy" Barry: But whatever I had money would be. But so how is your cravings for other drugs now besides marijuana? 301.2799987792969-302.4800109863281 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you get cravings? 302.4800109863281-304.8800048828125 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I really have cravings for marijuana. Do you get cravings for other things to? 304.8800048828125-307.0400085449219 Collin "Clancy" Barry: But even the cravings for marijuana or one, 309.8399963378906-310.79998779296875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: you can get some same, that's more honest. 310.79998779296875-315.0 MIX: They burn nicotine. How much have they? 315.0-317.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How much to use? 317.0-324.0 MIX: How much have How much? 324.0-327.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I have been paid for your phone. 327.0-334.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: When you go to stop smoking cigarettes? 334.0-356.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I try. It was a lot worse and most of one. 358.5-360.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How about alcohol? 360.0-361.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I don't really. 361.0-362.0 MIX: It's not. 362.0-364.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: No. Any opiates? 364.0-368.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I was never really. 368.0-370.0 MIX: What would you say? 370.0-373.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What would you say, your drug of choices? 373.0-378.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Definitely at the time it was the exam. 378.0-380.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Very nice school. 380.0-384.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: But now I'd say it's... Okay. 384.0-390.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Um, and in terms of mental health, to tell me like what's happening with that, 390.0-393.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: and wait, you go by Colin, not Clancy. 393.0-405.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Okay. What happened? 405.0-413.44000244140625 MIX: I tried to film myself. 418.1600036621094-436.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: When was that was, yeah, like two weeks ago. What did you do? 436.0-437.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You said you try to kill yourself? 437.0-463.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah. You do his main at the same thing. Sorry, I just thought all of them. The hospital, it kind of got a lot better. 463.0-467.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So you were admitted to the hospital? 467.0-469.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, I would just want to threat a... 469.0-471.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: By a patient? 471.0-473.0 MIX: Or how did you try to hurt yourself? and violation. 475.0-477.0 ollin "Clancy" Barry: How did you try to hurt yourself? 479.0-487.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: And then what happened after did you tell anyone? Yeah. So I sat is. 517.0-531.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So I'm necessarily. Have you had any other suicide attempts? I took you. I saw it. You weren't using drugs then, but you were depressed. You were depressed for most of your life. You're still having psychosis two to three weeks ago. 532.0-534.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, but it's got a lot better. 534.0-537.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That's like the only thing that's happening now is the car. 537.0-540.0 MIX: It's a little bit. 540.0-542.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you see that all day? 542.0-544.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Not all day. 544.0-546.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Just... 546.0-563.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How do you sleep at night? You sleep the night? 563.0-576.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What can you try? Okay, how do you eat? 576.0-578.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How do you take care of yourself? 578.0-580.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I eat what? 580.0-582.0 MIX: I eat. 582.0-597.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That's true. I have ventures, so. I 599.0-604.0 MIX: I have my weather they're called so far. Adiels to shower How for D-Shower? 604.0-606.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Uh-huh. 606.0-614.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Tell me about your family. 614.0-617.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Where are you from, Colin? 617.0-619.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: From Korean Township, Jersey. 619.0-620.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What township is it? 620.0-622.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Great Township? 622.0-636.0 MIX: Where is that in New Jersey? I don't really get along with my dad. 636.0-642.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Why didn't you get along with the cow? 642.0-644.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Uh, me, do you say along with the job? When did you say that? 644.0-654.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: When did your dad make here? 654.0-668.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Sure, the police ever been called or? 668.0-670.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You've called it. 670.0-675.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Why was that? 675.0-677.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: An issue for you? 677.0-678.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Uh, too. 678.0-681.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What happens when you get angry? 681.0-693.0 MIX: Totally I'm sharing. Have you ever been physical with them? 693.0-697.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Have you ever been in a fight with anybody? 697.0-700.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I've got a fight in school, but not I'll study that. 700.0-704.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I got spelled from the school. How old was that? 704.0-706.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How old are you in that happen? 710.0-712.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So this was the high school? 712.0-713.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah. 713.0-715.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Was there a twelve middle school? 715.0-717.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I was there for... 717.0-720.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You graduate? 720.0-724.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, it was a private school. 724.0-727.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you have brothers or sisters? 727.0-728.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I have a sister. 728.0-729.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How does she? 729.0-730.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: She's. 735.0-737.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Are you close with her? Yeah, we're close. 737.0-743.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Did you see your family like for the holidays or? 745.0-747.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What was the last time you saw them or spoke with them? 747.0-748.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Out of family, doesn't it? 752.0-757.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And how was that? 757.0-759.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What do you guys do? 759.0-767.0 MIX: You guys don't really talk much when you're together. 767.0-775.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you have family visits with your therapist? 776.0-777.0 MIX: Your therapist? 778.0-779.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Outside here. Here. 779.0-782.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Oh, you have family's like sessions? 782.0-783.0 MIX: Yeah. 783.0-784.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, I'm sorry. 784.0-785.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah. 785.0-786.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: She's sharing. 786.0-787.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: She's sharing. 787.0-790.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What have you guys been working on? 790.0-792.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Anxiety. 792.0-794.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you have like panic attacks when you say you're, you know? 794.0-795.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah. 795.0-797.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Maybe my dad, no. 797.0-800.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Tell me about your anxiety common. 800.0-808.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's mainly social anxiety, but like public places 808.0-817.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I don't really, like, I mean, I've got situations, really good situations, mainly, it's really good, not such an impact. 817.0-823.0 MIX: How do you do that in like in groups? 823.0-827.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Well, it's a little different. 827.0-829.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: You've always been in and out of... 829.0-851.0 M: You don't get anxiety and group, like, are able to participate and share. You're right, somebody better now? 851.0-863.4400024414062 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Yeah. somewhat better now. They haven't gotten your weight in a really long time. 863.4400024414062-865.4000244140625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you think you've gained or lost in your weight? 865.4000244140625-866.5999755859375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Definitely gained. 866.5999755859375-868.52001953125 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You've definitely gained someone. 868.52001953125-870.9199829101562 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So you're eating three meals a day? 870.9199829101562-878.239990234375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Yeah. Do you think you have any side effects from your medication? 878.239990234375-883.3599853515625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay. You're on Giodon. 885.8800048828125-886.719970703125 Doctor Name: : Remarant? 887.719970703125-888.6400146484375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's not here. 890.5599975585938-891.5599975585938 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How often do you use that? 896.0-905.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Just for insomnia? And then the lithium you take 600 milligrams twice a day. 905.0-910.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Are, and are you aware of like the side effects with lithium? 910.0-911.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah. 911.0-915.0 MIX: Yeah. What can affect the kidneys? 915.0-919.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So you have to stay very well hydrated. 919.0-922.0 MIX: Yeah, I always have a water with you. 922.0-923.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay, good. 923.0-926.8800048828125 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And then there's an important thing to remember with lithium is that you're not allowed 926.8800048828125-931.52001953125 Dr. Courtney Chellew: to take any pain medication other than Tylenol when you're on lithium. 931.52001953125-940.0 MIX: You know that? So no ibuprofen, apoxine, Advil, believe, really only tylinal. 940.0-945.5999755859375 MIX: Really? Does it affect your belly at all? 945.5999755859375-948.3200073242188 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like no nausea or anything like that? 948.3200073242188-958.3200073242188 MIX: No, I was doing the last time your level was checked? 958.3200073242188-964.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's been a, it's since the hospital, two weeks, their tour. 964.0-967.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay. 967.0-972.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And what was your, um, your level at that time? 972.0-974.0 MIX: Uh, normal. It was normal. 974.0-976.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay. 976.0-981.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Because you came on that dose of lithium and then your dose, 981.0-987.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: so it was looks like it was last checked November 11th and it was 0.9. 987.0-997.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Right. So the dose of the Chiodon has been decreased, right? 997.0-998.0 MIX: Yeah. 998.0-1006.719970703125 MIX: Uh, that may be tired. You know that you have to take that medication with food in order for 1006.719970703125-1017.0399780273438 MIX: it to eat right. 1019.5999755859375-1021.5999755859375 MIX: Yeah, so that's kind of an important component of the list. Or the geodon is that you have to take it. 1030.239990234375-1034.3199462890625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Or have to take it. So typically more after if you have time. It like hitches a ride on the food to get absorbed into your body. 1034.3199462890625-1038.6400146484375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: If you don't eat, then it won't get absorbed. I'll kind of go through a little bit. 1041.8399658203125-1043.3599853515625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you have any medical problems? 1043.3599853515625-1047.3599853515625 MIX: Like, no. 1047.3599853515625-1057.5999755859375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: That's really it. No heart problems, belly issues, skin issues, dizziness, headaches, 1057.5999755859375-1058.5999755859375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: nothing like that. 1058.5999755859375-1059.5999755859375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: You get headaches. 1059.5999755859375-1063.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I think it's from other patients. 1063.0-1064.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Often, you get headaches. 1064.0-1068.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It was maybe from stress, even. 1068.0-1072.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's been a lot of that. 1072.0-1074.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's really bad migraines. 1074.0-1076.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Really bad migraines. 1076.0-1078.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Migraines. 1078.0-1080.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And are you getting them here? 1085.0-1095.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Have you ever had surgery? Is there any allergies? 1097.0-1099.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: What happens when you get that? It makes me a manic. 1100.0-1115.0 MIX: What happens when you get manic? I mean, I don't get like impressive, like over like a boy. 1117.0-1128.47998046875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like the talkative or, okay, when was the last time you were manic? 1132.0-1134.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Any reckless or impulsive behavior when you're manic? Spending money. 1142.0-1144.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: I mean, I'll do drugs, but I just don't like. It's not like that's worse. 1144.0-1145.0 MIX: Yeah. 1145.0-1149.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I was younger before I learned to like to say 1149.0-1150.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: that. 1150.0-1152.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay. 1152.0-1157.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So like more talkative, more energetic. Is your sleep disrupted typically too? 1157.0-1158.0 BOTH: If you're more. 1158.0-1167.0 MIX: Yeah, I'll still become that? 1167.0-1177.0 MIX: I'm diagnosed with... That was the first time you got Maddox? 1177.0-1178.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No. 1178.0-1183.56005859375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I would say I don't remember when first man that was, 1183.56005859375-1186.56005859375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: because they all pinched points to be like, 1186.56005859375-1188.56005859375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: my mania isn't that bad, 1188.56005859375-1191.280029296875 Collin "Clancy" Barry: but it's definitely not vulnerable. 1191.280029296875-1194.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And does anybody else in your family have me now? 1194.0-1196.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like your parents or sister? 1196.0-1198.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Not my sister. 1198.0-1205.0 MIX: Is that your dad's sister, your mom's sister? 1205.0-1207.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So that runs today my mom. 1207.0-1210.0 MIX: Okay. 1210.0-1219.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So you have bipolar disorder, social anxiety, generalized anxiety. 1219.0-1222.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Let's see. Okay. 1222.0-1227.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So how do you feel about like where we're at in terms of your medication? 1227.0-1232.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Uh, I like medication. I think it works a lot really well. 1232.0-1233.0 BOTH: Have you had any hallucinations? I think it works a lot really well. 1233.0-1235.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Have you had any hallucinations? 1235.0-1237.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, not full. 1237.0-1238.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What do you mean not full? 1238.0-1239.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's just the carpet. 1239.0-1240.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Just the carpet, like you said. 1240.0-1242.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Any paranoia? 1242.0-1253.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No. I mean, I put my job because of five or what was that? 1253.0-1254.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That was... 1254.0-1267.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What were you doing? How long have you been there? 1267.0-1278.6400146484375 MIX: I was there for about a year. How are you doing here in terms of like the other people? 1278.6400146484375-1279.800048828125 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Like do you have friends? 1279.800048828125-1280.5999755859375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Are you? 1280.5999755859375-1281.800048828125 BOTH: Do you have to go? 1281.800048828125-1285.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Kind of sick to myself. That's kind of the way you've always been. 1285.0-1291.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you have friends that you communicate with or talk to on the outside? 1291.0-1294.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, I do. 1294.0-1296.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Well, not now. 1296.0-1327.0 MIX: I don't know. What happened? I was trying to this program. So I think he's not a minute like that. 1327.0-1335.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So I think he's good, no, perhaps, just times, space. Do you have other people that are close to? 1335.0-1337.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Not right now. 1337.0-1339.0 MIX: Not right now. 1339.0-1344.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Maybe the people were at the other top side of it. 1344.0-1347.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Could you envision going back to that top? 1347.0-1348.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, try to. 1348.0-1350.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: My mom doesn't want me to. 1350.0-1351.0 NA: Why? 1351.0-1355.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That's where I would do draft. 1355.0-1358.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So she's worried about that. 1358.0-1366.5999755859375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And would you go back to live with your parents when you leave here? 1368.9000244140625-1370.9000244140625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And you said that your relationship with your dad's not that good. What about your relationship with your mom? 1385.0-1394.0 MIX: It's so south. Why that? It's better than with my mom. But I just, she kind of enables my 9th to. They'll talk to her, but I can't really get too intact tap some things. 1394.0-1396.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Is your mom and dad work? 1396.0-1397.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: What do they do? 1397.0-1399.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: All some cow work. 1399.0-1400.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: My dad's. 1406.6400146484375-1408.6400146484375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So they're kind of busy like during the day then? Yeah, well, I'm out or she's home. 1408.6400146484375-1410.6400146484375 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's three days of me. 1410.6400146484375-1417.0 MIX: My dad's always home. So I both home, but they're like busy working all the time. 1417.0-1427.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Do you feel safe when you're at home, like living there? Do you have any history of abuse or trauma? 1427.0-1447.0 MIX: Do you have any history of abuse or trauma? Sorry. It's this chair. 1447.0-1449.0 BOTH: Yes, I'll take it. 1449.0-1450.0 BOTH: Yes, I'll take it. 1450.0-1452.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Thank you. 1452.0-1454.9200439453125 Dr. Courtney Chellew: It seems like people have kind of like moved it forward and 1454.9200439453125-1459.0799560546875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: backwards and that they're like, like when people sit they're like worried it's 1459.0799560546875-1464.0 NA: gonna break. Thank you. No problem. 1464.0-1466.0 NA: Sorry about that. 1466.0-1505.0 MIX: What traumatic things have happened if you don't mind? Were you bullied or? Trips. TREPS? 1505.0-1507.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, I had one. 1507.0-1510.0 NA: I had one. 1510.0-1525.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I was picked up by a 5-5-military I went to tackle to look at the HMTs. 1525.0-1534.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: And they like threw me on the throw and like put my 30 on my back and the hip and freeze. 1534.0-1537.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: And what you had a seizure because of drugs? 1537.0-1546.0 MIX: Yeah, I had the bad trip because of seizure. When was that? 1546.0-1548.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That was right before. 1548.0-1557.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's two weeks time you've been admitted before? 1557.0-1561.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, I haven't admitted three times now. 1561.0-1584.0 MIX: What were the other ones. Oh, that was like a rehab? 1584.0-1586.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, it was a rehab. 1586.0-1597.0 MIX: They said they had a growing household program. How was that experience? 1597.0-1602.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: It's different, I guess. 1602.0-1603.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Different stuff? Different, I guess. Different. 1603.0-1605.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So, um, 1605.0-1606.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: um, 1606.0-1608.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: it's rubber gang. 1608.0-1610.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Like, 1610.0-1612.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: screw me out of that 1612.0-1615.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: those constantly, you know, like, 1615.0-1620.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: throwing to your back and their back and the ground, and they'll pack it on the ground, 1620.0-1621.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: stepping out of. 1621.0-1625.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: I was just like a family. 1625.199951171875-1628.199951171875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: How would you when that happened? 1628.199951171875-1629.199951171875 BOTH: 17. 1654.0-1661.0 MIX: What's your longest period of sobriety? How did you do that? And how are you doing now in terms of like participating with AA or any? 1661.0-1663.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: After COVID. 1666.0-1667.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What? 1667.0-1670.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: What was that? 1670.0-1674.4000244140625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: But why did you stop going just because there wasn't any meetings? 1674.4000244140625-1676.4000244140625 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Oh, yeah. We didn't like the online. 1678.8800048828125-1694.0 MIX: How long has it been sober? number. Yeah, I know. 1694.0-1696.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: But that was not the whole. 1696.0-1698.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Anything with your mom? 1698.0-1699.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: No, no. 1699.0-1701.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: That, just one. 1701.0-1711.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay. So. So it looks like your last lab work was done in November. 1711.0-1715.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So we might check that again in like like two weeks or so. 1715.0-1719.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Okay, I got high discharge or do you miss coming up. 1719.0-1740.4000244140625 Dr. Courtney Chellew: I can order it now then but let's do it again. So we won't necessarily change your medication is that? 1740.4000244140625-1752.1600341796875 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Yeah, that's fine. I point on honesty up to the lower dosage of Deodont fells, brain taps, because I missed 1752.1600341796875-1757.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: two days. I if you miss doses, it can cause brains apes. 1757.0-1759.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Got it. Yeah, it's really bad. 1759.0-1760.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Yeah. 1760.0-1763.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: So, yeah, we could leave it. 1763.0-1764.0 MIX: That's fine. 1764.0-1766.0 Collin "Clancy" Barry: Do you have any questions for me, Colin? 1766.0-1769.0 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Thank you for your time. 1769.0-1778.280029296875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You take care. Have a good day, okay? Okay. 1787.0-1792.56005859375 Dr. Courtney Chellew: You can crack it? Thank you see what I was talking about? 1792.56005859375-1793.8800048828125 NA: Thank you, so I was. 1793.8800048828125-1795.1600341796875 NA: Just loose on the bottom. 1795.1600341796875-1796.0799560546875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: Okay, perfect. 1796.0799560546875-1797.0799560546875 Dr. Courtney Chellew: So, thank you. 1797.0799560546875-1798.0799560546875 NA: You should be good. 1798.0799560546875-1798.5799560546875 NA: Great, thanks. 1798.5799560546875-1810.7840576171875 NA: You're welcome. and something like that.

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0.0-4.0 DCC: Because I fought it so much. 4.0-6.0 DCC: I mean you fought it. 6.0-12.0 DCC: I used to fight it because it used to make me tired, so I used to just fight the effects of it and I used to fight through it. 12.0-15.199999809265137 DCC: Well, how much was true are you taking? 15.199999809265137-16.200000762939453 DCC: How often? 19.31999969482422-20.239999771118164 DCC: Not like. 20.239999771118164-23.0 DCC: No, like once a day, once that were a couple days? 23.0-25.0 DCC: Depends. 25.0-29.0 DCC: I don't take it multiple times today though. 29.0-31.0 DCC: Okay, so tell me what's going on. 31.0-34.79999923706055 DCC: PTSD has just been killing me. 34.79999923706055-37.20000076293945 DCC: Presumption's been helping them like them. 37.20000076293945-40.31999969482422 DCC: But I do get overrun very easily now. 40.31999969482422-43.439998626708984 DCC: And like, I feel really overwhelmed and I'll just have to break down. 43.439998626708984-54.0 DCC: Or like, I'll just have a wave of depression and I'll just either shut down or, you know, I'll just cry. 54.0-57.0 DCC: Hey, what do you mean by a breakdown? 57.0-58.0 DCC: What happens when you have? 58.0-59.0 DCC: I'm crying. 59.0-61.0 DCC: It's what's a crying episode? 61.0-62.0 DCC: Yeah. 62.0-73.0 DCC: And it might lead to a fan of the tie and I don't think you saw myself. Wait, the breakdown is that initiated because of PTSD stuff like you get trigger and things like me. 73.0-75.0 DCC: Sometimes it's just a mess. 75.0-77.0 DCC: Like give me an exam. 77.0-80.0 DCC: Sometimes I could just be sitting watching TV. I feel a little overwhelmed. 80.0-83.0 DCC: I'll go and I'll sit in my room and then I'll just start crying. 85.0-88.0 DCC: So that sometimes they're triggered sometimes they're not. 88.0-90.0 DCC: How often are these happening? 90.0-105.44000244140625 DCC: Well, when happened yesterday, the day before I was trying, the day before that, if it's not every day, it's every other day. So they're happening at least four times a week. 105.44000244140625-113.72000122070312 DCC: Yeah. And and tell me what's happening in your life? What's happening with like your brother? 113.72000122070312-115.72000122070312 DCC: I haven't talked to my brother. 117.4800033569336-119.95999908447266 DCC: I've been talking to my father and my sisters. 119.95999908447266-121.19999694824219 DCC: That would be fine. 121.19999694824219-128.0 DCC: It's always been a cigarette. So, okay. I call grandma. It was really cold. 128.8000030517578-135.75999450683594 DCC: I've been kind of distance lately. Like, I don't call unless they call. Yeah, I ask this talk to my sisters, 135.75999450683594-141.1199951171875 DCC: but like what my son, mom, I haven't contacted the time today is also good morning to my father. 141.1199951171875-147.0800018310547 DCC: But like, I think my name, I'm trying to my father, but like I think I'm trying to make me my father okay 147.0800018310547-152.0 DCC: right now because he still has his little attitude and his little comments. 152.0-156.32000732421875 DCC: Like what can I ask him can I use this card? My card is Med card. 157.44000244140625-162.32000732421875 DCC: My card, for my card that I brought here, my credit card, I'm using for Met, so I'm here. 162.32000732421875-163.55999755859375 DCC: Okay. 163.55999755859375-165.27999877929688 DCC: So I asked him, I said, can you find me saying, 165.27999877929688-167.27999877929688 DCC: Cheat's and he goes, no, no, 167.27999877929688-170.9199981689453 DCC: buying a $50 right, and she is, I said, okay. 170.9199981689453-173.67999267578125 DCC: And I was already sad, I was really not okay. 173.67999267578125-176.16000366210938 DCC: And I was like, right, so I called grandma and she goes, 176.16000366210938-179.67999267578125 DCC: you know what, just buy some food. 179.67999267578125-182.63999938964844 DCC: It was open night and I was trying to not blur in my room, 182.63999938964844-186.0 DCC: and trying to just enjoy the moment, right down the neck. 186.0-187.52000427246094 DCC: Did you participate in open mic me? 187.52000427246094-190.0800018310547 DCC: I never do, but I sing along the sidelines. 190.0800018310547-194.0 DCC: So technically yes. Yeah. 194.0-196.0 DCC: But I don't know. 196.0-199.0 DCC: I've just been an emotional roller coaster. 199.0-207.9199981689453 DCC: And if I'm not upset, I get very angry easily. So you're like getting angry at who? I don't know, just any 207.9199981689453-217.36000061035156 DCC: someone can set me out, like people joking around me, just that would be so easily. Are you getting into arguments with other people here? No, nothing like that. 217.36000061035156-222.39999389648438 DCC: You're just feeling frustrated easily. You're not getting into arguments with your family. 223.0-225.0 DCC: Is your all better? 225.0-226.0 DCC: Yeah. 226.0-227.0 DCC: God. 227.0-229.0 DCC: I mean, now I think it's just stressed rashes 229.0-232.0 DCC: because I'll get little ones, but I'll just get itchie and 232.0-235.0399932861328 DCC: and I'll get like patches of bread, but it's nothing to it. 235.0399932861328-238.8000030517578 DCC: Does that happen other times? Like, you know, it's happened in the winter or... 238.8000030517578-243.1999969482422 DCC: No, it's just happened when I get really stressed out for like my emotions are all the way. 243.1999969482422-246.72000122070312 DCC: And sometimes what long you should have been allergic to like 247.9199981689453-249.1999969482422 DCC: wrong oxygen. 250.39999389648438-254.0 DCC: I'm saved at the end. So you, can you do your own laundry? 254.0-255.0 DCC: Yeah. 255.0-256.0 DCC: Can you get your own laundry detergent? 256.0-258.0 DCC: That's I have them in things. 258.0-260.0 DCC: I have them in, uh, 260.0-271.44000244140625 DCC: Con-not-convastation, contraband. Why is it contraband? To have laundry detergent? Well, yeah, I water detergent and I have laundry, the tidepoday things. 275.0-277.0 DCC: Can they get that for you when you want to do your laundry? It could, but. 277.0-282.0 DCC: And how are you feeling? How's your test pain and all that stuff? 282.0-286.3599853515625 DCC: I just, it depends sometimes it hits hard and 286.3599853515625-291.760009765625 DCC: it's been really good lately though it hasn't hurt. That's better but it just 291.760009765625-296.4800109863281 DCC: comes back out of nowhere sometimes and it will just start hurting and I'm like well 297.8800048828125-308.0 DCC: How are you doing taking care of yourself? Is it? Are you getting enough right? I've been doing good. Eating well, exercising, moving your body, meditating, like what's better at eating. 308.0-310.0 DCC: How so? 310.0-317.0 DCC: I used to only, I used to not eat breakfast and just go on my day and just eat dinner. 317.0-324.0 DCC: But now it's like, I try to eat all three and if anything in between I try to eat a snack. 324.0-326.0 DCC: Because I am conscious not really long years. 326.0-329.0 DCC: I gained a lot while I was here last time. 329.0-337.44000244140625 DCC: So my goal is not to worry about that and I didn't just actually eat. But I'm trying to limit myself on apple juice to 337.44000244140625-341.0400085449219 DCC: good. Yes, I mean it's sometimes I think it's hard because there's so much stuff available. 341.0400085449219-344.7200012207031 DCC: Like don't have bagels,'t have cookies I'm not I'm 344.7200012207031-352.239990234375 DCC: tired of baby like now I switch to pancakes and omelets because like I don't 352.239990234375-355.760009765625 DCC: really want we're cheesy eggs because I don't really want to hash 355.760009765625-359.760009765625 DCC: grabs. I don't really do. I don't eat really bacon and sauce. Yeah, exactly. 359.760009765625-363.67999267578125 DCC: Opin, yogurt. Yeah, I have a yogurt today. 364.239990234375-369.67999267578125 DCC: Sure, too. Good. You may not be a healthy yogurt, but it's yogurt. Are you 369.67999267578125-377.0 DCC: exercising? I mean, if exercising is taking walks around the building, then technically. 377.0-380.0 DCC: Have you thought about trying to incorporate that? That might be helpful. 380.0-394.239990234375 DCC: So I don't know. Do you feel better if you exercise? No. It doesn't help you like release some of that stress. I mean, I'm just thinking about ways that you can maybe release. No, I don't. It's like your body is like 394.239990234375-400.4800109863281 DCC: releasing it in other ways. I color, I listen to music, you know, 400.4800109863281-403.0 DCC: walk around building. That down building. 403.0-404.0 DCC: That's good. 404.0-408.0 DCC: Yesterday I grounded myself to a decent level. 408.0-411.0 DCC: I was counting leaves on a plant laying on the couch 411.0-414.0 DCC: because that was like, okay okay not moving because I can't go 414.0-420.79998779296875 DCC: isolated so I was not isolating well yeah I'm not I so I'm trying not to how are 420.79998779296875-425.0 DCC: things going in therapy? I mean, she hasn't been here, so. 425.0-426.0 DCC: Would your therapist? 426.0-428.0 DCC: Chris, oh yeah, she was on the occasion. 428.0-430.0 DCC: I was okay. 430.0-432.0 DCC: We and Tina, we had good conversation. 432.0-434.0 DCC: Tina's very nice. 434.0-435.0 DCC: Love her. 435.0-436.0 DCC: She's sweetheart. 436.0-437.0 DCC: Who did you have last time? 437.0-438.0 DCC: Paris. 438.0-440.0 DCC: So you've always had it for us. 440.0-442.0 DCC: That one. 442.0-446.0 DCC: I just get going very easily now. 446.0-450.0 DCC: It's like anything can either upset me or be mad at this point. 450.0-454.0 DCC: I don't know, because I can ground myself. 454.0-455.0 DCC: It's not the problem. 455.0-459.0 DCC: It's just a fact that I'm tired of the breakdown. 459.0-461.0 DCC: Just leave me alone. 461.0-467.0 DCC: I'm tired of getting up or walking out of the TV or when I'm trying to finish. 467.0-471.0 DCC: I'm determined to finish that was the seasonal good girls on Netflix. 471.0-474.0 DCC: We got season four trying to finish it. 474.0-478.0 DCC: Okay, that's good. It's kind of an impossible. 478.0-480.0 DCC: Are you journaling and that kind of stuff? 480.0-488.0 DCC: I mean, I write things in my notes on my phone because it's safer that way because I can relax them and everything. 488.0-500.0 DCC: But, um, other than that, I really haven't, I really don't, but then again, it just stresses me out. 500.0-508.0 DCC: Why? It's like too much. I've never, I've always done that just to look back at it. 508.0-520.0 DCC: I've never done it to calm myself down, but like I know, sometimes I do it just on my phone just because it makes you feel better and I really like how I'm feeling just. 522.0-525.0 DCC: Any more contact with your boyfriend or ex-poken? 525.0-527.0 DCC: No, trying to contact you. 527.0-534.0 DCC: I mean, you try to contact my sister, but she's only not, you know, my father flipped out on him. 534.0-538.3200073242188 DCC: Yeah, but that's kind of his fault, my father's fault, 538.3200073242188-544.0 DCC: because I told him you got a block on her phone because she's only nine and she can't. 544.0-547.0 DCC: She doesn't know how to stop button, she's just gonna answer. 547.0-549.0 DCC: Because oh, she don't know what's going on. 549.0-552.0 DCC: She answered and he was saying a whole bunch of shit about me. 552.0-554.9600219726562 DCC: How, I don't love them, I don't love him, and he said, 554.9600219726562-557.9600219726562 DCC: well, this is not how this is going. 559.280029296875-561.3200073242188 DCC: But honestly, it doesn't even bother me 561.3200073242188-563.8800048828125 DCC: because I have a good relationship with those kids and I 563.8800048828125-568.4000244140625 DCC: have a good relationship, I have a decent relationship with my parents. Not so 568.4000244140625-572.7999877929688 DCC: much my stepmom but I'm gaining that relationship with my father. 572.7999877929688-577.5999755859375 DCC: I've always had a good relationship with my grandma, so that's my go to always. 577.5999755859375-583.1199951171875 DCC: But it doesn't bother me in that sense, because yeah, I'm pissed off. 583.1199951171875-584.280029296875 DCC: I'm pissed off that night. 584.280029296875-587.2000122070312 DCC: I found out because how you gonna go to a nine-year-old 587.2000122070312-589.8400268554688 DCC: and not playing because she's not going to be therapist. 589.8400268554688-593.0 DCC: She's 18, she's nine, girl. 593.0-594.4000244140625 DCC: No. 594.4000244140625-599.5599975585938 DCC: But I got over it because honestly, as long as she knows the truth, 599.5599975585938-602.3200073242188 DCC: as long as she doesn't have to worry about that, 602.3200073242188-605.0 DCC: dad blocked him as soon as he heard it. 607.5599975585938-612.1599731445312 DCC: But yeah, I'm doing that. 612.1599731445312-615.0 DCC: Are you having nightmare still? I know you said the Prososon has come. 615.0-621.0 DCC: I mean, those are nightmares, but I wake up at like 2 a.m. and a cold sweat and those look around. 621.0-625.760009765625 DCC: And then I'll be able to fall asleep right away, but I don't know what 625.760009765625-630.6400146484375 DCC: waits for you know. So you do fall right back just it's not you're not sweating so much like 630.6400146484375-633.52001953125 DCC: you have to change your clothes or cold or anything. Okay. 633.52001953125-639.8800048828125 DCC: But you're not having nightmares that you can remember? I know. You typically 639.8800048828125-647.8400268554688 DCC: have nightmares? Um, what PTSD I was waking up, but like flashbacks would just come instantly 647.8400268554688-659.0399780273438 DCC: and I'll wake up in a state of panic and just cry and I'm panic ty, anxiety would suck. But lately I've been okay. I still wake up and I look 659.0399780273438-667.0 DCC: around and I'm like, what the hell? But I'm sweating and I'm like, all right, so I go bathroom, my watch friend's days and I just go to bed. 667.0-669.0 DCC: And how are things with your roommate? 669.0-674.4000244140625 DCC: Oh, we're fine. I switched, I switched rooms. Me Me and I saw her roommates anymore. 674.4000244140625-677.2000122070312 DCC: Because I was not falling asleep until 3 a.m. on her snore. 677.2000122070312-678.4000244140625 DCC: So who's your roommate? 678.4000244140625-679.4000244140625 DCC: Me and Beth? 679.4000244140625-680.4000244140625 DCC: And how is that? 680.4000244140625-681.4000244140625 DCC: No, bad. 681.4000244140625-682.4000244140625 DCC: Good. 682.4000244140625-684.0 DCC: All right. So you guys get along. 684.0-686.0 DCC: No, it's smaller and keep me up into 3 a.m. 686.0-687.0 DCC: Okay. 687.0-692.0 DCC: How are you doing with taking care of yourself in terms of like showering, brushing your team? 692.0-693.2000122070312 DCC: I've created routines where yourself in terms of like showering, brushing your team, keeping your size. 693.2000122070312-696.4000244140625 DCC: I've created routines where I'm rusting and these every morning. 696.4000244140625-700.0 DCC: I'm going to put it in Godin on now. 708.5-709.5 DCC: My hair being dyed, I don't, I shower but I don't wash my hair is often, but I do shower. You're trying to keep that. 709.5-710.5 DCC: Yes. 710.5-714.0 DCC: I do shower, because they're already coming out of this side somewhere. 714.0-722.719970703125 DCC: So, but it's also flat, so I'm trying to get it to fade as much as possible before I put the permanent one in there, because I don't want to overview my hair with that. 722.719970703125-732.3200073242188 DCC: Yeah, but okay I'm trying to focus on the following right now. I've been working, I've been, 732.3200073242188-736.0 DCC: I've got a good routine with myself, was taking care of myself. 736.0-739.0 DCC: Okay, that's good. I think your routine is very helpful. 739.0-744.0 DCC: Sometimes in the morning I just don't want to get out of bed, but we get out of bed and 744.0-746.0 DCC: we just do our teeth. 746.0-750.0 DCC: Because I'm like, even though we're half asleep, so. 750.0-751.0 DCC: What time are you going to sleep? 751.0-753.280029296875 DCC: So how much like total time are you sleeping? 753.280029296875-755.760009765625 DCC: I mean, it depends. 755.760009765625-757.47998046875 DCC: Late is 11. 757.47998046875-760.8800048828125 DCC: That's only because I cried watch my joke 760.8800048828125-767.1199951171875 DCC: because lately it's been 11 because us goes to bed and then I don't 767.1199951171875-772.5 DCC: have like I can't put the kini on. She goes to bed so then you have to go to bed? 772.5-775.2000122070312 DCC: Well, no, she goes to bed, and when I go in there, 775.2000122070312-779.0 DCC: I can't put the TV on, so I try to tie them myself out on the couch out there. 779.0-782.0 DCC: I'll fall asleep on the couch out there sometimes. 782.0-786.1199951171875 DCC: It just depends on how tired I am. 786.1199951171875-788.1599731445312 DCC: So sometimes you go to bed 11. 788.1599731445312-790.52001953125 DCC: What's the earlier time that you could go to bed? 790.52001953125-791.9600219726562 DCC: 10. 791.9600219726562-797.6400146484375 DCC: OK. And then you fall away. I don't go to bed before 10. And then do you fall 797.6400146484375-800.52001953125 DCC: sleep? Yeah. Between if you go to bed at 10, your 800.52001953125-803.52001953125 DCC: I'll fall asleep within 20 minutes 20 minutes play. Okay, that's good. 807.0399780273438-810.7999877929688 DCC: It depends if I have a lot of energy or not. It'll take like a movie or 810.7999877929688-814.0 DCC: two, five minutes, like five minutes, you know? 814.0-818.0 DCC: You know, it all depends on what kind of night of this. 818.0-821.0 DCC: But most likely I fall asleep with the 20 minutes. 821.0-823.8800048828125 DCC: Lately it's been like that past three nights. 823.8800048828125-825.280029296875 DCC: Did you get your depot yet? 825.280029296875-825.719970703125 DCC: Yeah. 825.719970703125-826.239990234375 DCC: You did. 826.239990234375-827.8800048828125 DCC: OK. 827.8800048828125-841.0 DCC: When did you get it? Well, I put it in my phone for three months from that date. 841.0-847.0 DCC: Okay. 852.0-853.52001953125 DCC: Um, so it was must have been late last week. Like, what, Thursday or Friday? I think I saw you on Wednesday. I don't think you'd have gotten it yet 853.52001953125-874.0 DCC: on expire. Well, it was Wednesday. Okay, so that was to say. 874.0-876.0 DCC: Okay. 876.0-880.0 DCC: So, yeah, I want to say because it was 880.0-883.0 DCC: try to works. Okay. It was. 884.0-885.0 DCC: How did it work. Okay. 885.0-886.0 DCC: All right. 886.0-889.0 DCC: Any suicidal thoughts, 889.0-890.0 DCC: nothing like that. 890.0-892.0 DCC: Any cravings for drugs or alcohol? 892.0-894.0 DCC: No. 894.0-896.0 DCC: Great. 896.0-904.0 DCC: So what do we want to do in terms of your medicine, Rachel? 904.0-908.0 DCC: I don't know, but visceral doesn't work, so there's no point. 908.0-923.3599853515625 DCC: Well, taking it and it just not doing anything. Like I can ground myself, but like I need that extra at least help to calm me down while I'm grounding myself and it just doesn't do that. 924.9199829101562-927.52001953125 DCC: When I'm just taking it and it just doesn't do anything. 927.719970703125-929.5599975585938 DCC: When is your anxiety the worst? 931.5999755859375-932.2000122070312 DCC: At night. 934.0-940.0 DCC: It depends. Honestly, anxiety just goes from zero to 100 whenever it wants. 940.0-945.0 DCC: Around people sitting there. 945.0-947.7999877929688 DCC: It, there's no real triggers. 947.7999877929688-948.8800048828125 DCC: There's no real time. 948.8800048828125-949.719970703125 DCC: It just happened. 949.719970703125-951.5599975585938 DCC: Have you ever been on Gabba Pinton? 953.5999755859375-956.0800170898438 DCC: I mean, we could try a low dose of that in the morning 957.2000122070312-958.280029296875 DCC: for anxiety. 965.0-968.0 DCC: Can make you a little sleepy is the only thing. 977.0-979.0 DCC: So I'll give you 100 don't like allergic reaction. 979.0-981.0 DCC: I don't like allergic reaction. 981.0-984.0 DCC: So my lips are itchy and they felt like I put Vicks on them. 984.0-986.0 DCC: I was like, I'm sitting back. 986.0-990.0 DCC: We're not going to give you any more limick, so. 990.0-992.0 DCC: So. 992.0-997.0 DCC: All right, so we'll do Gabbapentin 100 milligrams in the morning. 997.0-1007.0 DCC: Okay, so not over to mention to me? 1007.0-1022.7999877929688 DCC: I would encourage you to try to find some type of outlet physically. I'm just telling you when people have a lot of trauma history, things have happened to them and maybe even their bodies that were out of their control. 1022.7999877929688-1029.0400390625 DCC: So like in treatment, learning how to use physical movement 1029.0400390625-1031.800048828125 DCC: or breathing or it doesn't even have to be like physical exercise. 1031.800048828125-1035.9200439453125 DCC: I agree, all of those around. Like that's why like yoga, 1035.9200439453125-1040.239990234375 DCC: you know, you're like really getting not talking about the yoga where you're like sweating bullets, 1040.239990234375-1048.0 DCC: but like you're learning how to like move your body through space and what it feels like on different, you know, sometimes there's a bit of train. 1048.0-1052.0 DCC: It's a little about working out type of person. I don't think I'm out to. 1052.0-1054.280029296875 DCC: I'm not saying you have to like work out, 1054.280029296875-1057.56005859375 DCC: but it can be a way that you release anxiety, 1057.56005859375-1060.239990234375 DCC: process some of the things that have happened to you, 1060.239990234375-1065.0 DCC: like physically process it. There's only so much we can do by talking. 1065.0-1067.0 DCC: Sometimes you need other avenues. 1067.0-1069.0 DCC: That's but creativity and art and all that stuff is about. 1069.0-1072.0 DCC: Yeah, that's usually when I go in color. 1072.0-1074.6800537109375 DCC: I paint and more hops. 1074.6800537109375-1076.280029296875 DCC: OK. 1076.280029296875-1078.47998046875 DCC: So it's a capsule, just so you know. 1078.47998046875-1079.0400390625 DCC: What is that? 1079.0400390625-1079.760009765625 DCC: It's a capsule? 1079.760009765625-1081.0799560546875 DCC: Yeah, it's not like a tablet. 1081.0799560546875-1084.4000244140625 DCC: It's got like that coding on it. Oh, great. 1084.4000244140625-1087.4000244140625 DCC: In the morning. 1087.4000244140625-1090.4000244140625 DCC: So that works. 1090.4000244140625-1094.0 DCC: So that should be here by one. 1094.0-1096.0 DCC: It should be here this evening. 1096.0-1099.0 DCC: Well, it's, you're going to get it in the morning. 1099.0-1101.0 DCC: So tomorrow, hopefully. 1101.0-1106.47998046875 DCC: So usually we'll get to the end like tonight. So you'll set up your 1106.47998046875-1114.0 DCC: fill boxes for tomorrow. Let me know how goes. Have a good day. Thank you. Is that copy in there? 1114.0-1121.0 DCC: Yeah, it's the only thing keeping me up. A little bit of coffee though, it's not good for your anxiety. 1121.0-1127.43994140625 DCC: Just this. No more. Okay. Okay. I limit myself. Don't 1127.8800048828125-1132.6800537109375 DCC: Okay, good. All right. Have a good day, Rachel. Take care, okay? Appreciate it.

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Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910

PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910

0.0-5.0 DCC: How much sleep are you getting, nothing? 5.0-7.0 DCC: Four or five hours. 7.0-10.0 DCC: What's been happening? 10.0-16.0 DCC: What's been happening while you were here? 16.0-21.0 DCC: I just broke up with my stupid boyfriend. 21.0-23.200000762939453 DCC: When did you guys break up? 28.399999618530273-32.79999923706055 DCC: What happened? Why don't you break up? 32.79999923706055-36.0 DCC: It's so a decade later. 36.0-40.31999969482422 DCC: They found out that he had another boyfriend. 40.31999969482422-45.0 DCC: Like, I was very suspicious. like, I kept asking, oh, 45.0-47.0 DCC: I'm, who's that? 47.0-48.0 DCC: Who's that? 48.0-49.0 DCC: No, no, no. 49.0-52.0 DCC: And then he was like, oh, don't worry about it. 52.0-55.0 DCC: That's not a feeling that you were cheating. 55.0-57.0 DCC: How long have you guys been together? 57.0-67.0 DCC: Like a month and a half, but I know him for like, probably 15 years. So how did you find out that he was cheating on him? 67.0-71.0 DCC: He basically told, like, I'm trying to handle about it. 71.0-77.0 DCC: Okay. I'm trying to hand about it. And then you just decided to break it off with me. 77.0-81.0 DCC: And are you guys going to, are you like blocking him like not going to talk to him anymore? 81.0-82.0 DCC: Basically. 82.0-83.72000122070312 DCC: How did he to talk to him anymore. Basically. 84.5999984741211-86.31999969482422 DCC: How did he take that? 86.95999908447266-87.63999938964844 DCC: I don't know. And I don't know. 89.27999877929688-105.44000244140625 DCC: I believe, after we broke myself, but I don't feel like changing myself, but I don't feel like that, that we didn't do anything specifically to, you don't find it, try to find anything to use or 105.44000244140625-115.23999786376953 DCC: are you are you taking your medicine? Yes. 117.63999938964844-120.63999938964844 DCC: Any like hallucinations or anything like that that can happen when people's depression gets worse. 129.32000732421875-135.0 DCC: How are you getting along with like your roommates and the staff here and the history on, um, um, straight on Michelle. 136.0-137.0 DCC: Why? 137.0-140.0 DCC: Like, I, like, I, don't, like, um, class, don't like, 140.0-143.60000610351562 DCC: um, class, don't like but I feel comfortable. 143.60000610351562-147.60000610351562 DCC: So to like, involuntally or whatever. 147.60000610351562-149.60000610351562 DCC: First shift is Emma. 149.60000610351562-160.0 DCC: Second ship is Brittany and third shift is just 160.0-168.0 DCC: Do you feel like you have other people here that you can trust or talk to, like other clients or? 168.0-170.0 DCC: I guess my roommate. 170.0-171.0 DCC: Who's your roommate? 171.0-172.0 DCC: I was. 172.0-179.67999267578125 DCC: And your therapist does Tina and how are things going in therapy? I love them. 179.67999267578125-187.0 DCC: Have you been talking to her. Yeah. So, do you think you have any side effects from your medicine? 187.0-188.0 DCC: Not really. 188.0-192.0 DCC: How are you taking care of yourself? 192.0-194.0 DCC: Are you brushing your teeth twice a day? 194.0-201.0 DCC: Are you showering? Are you eating? Not really. Which one? I'm sorry, I ask two questions. 201.0-203.0 DCC: Eating. I ask you questions. Yeah. Mm. 205.0-207.0 DCC: How many meals are you skipping? 207.0-209.0 DCC: No, like, I don't skip. 209.0-215.0 DCC: Yeah, I just sound like, he's like a little bit like probably like, 215.0-223.0 DCC: like, I'll eat half of what everybody else eat basically. 227.0-229.0 DCC: So how come? When did that start? 231.0-235.0 DCC: Now I was, probably, I think, graduated high school. 235.0-237.0 DCC: Just a little appetite. 237.0-239.0 DCC: Yeah. 239.0-249.0 DCC: Cholesterol looked good good though. 263.0-266.20001220703125 DCC: Like the nurse, she bothered me, like, asked me, oh, um, tea silence paper, well, like, my SGB was those, but like, like, I kept showing no, because that's none of y' none of your concerns. Well, you should get it checked while you're here though. 266.20001220703125-272.0 DCC: We just, you know, doing medical tests like, no, nobody else will know, but if you do have 272.0-274.6400146484375 DCC: some type of problem, we want to make sure we address it. 276.4800109863281-277.5199890136719 DCC: Just a blood test. 280.7200012207031-283.0 DCC: Have you ever been tested for STDs? 283.0-285.0 DCC: When was the last time? 285.0-288.0 DCC: Was anything positive? 288.0-289.0 DCC: No. 289.0-290.0 DCC: Okay. 290.0-293.0 DCC: But they said that they found something about it. 293.0-294.0 DCC: What? 295.0-297.0 DCC: A couple days, I'm going to ask me to say. 297.0-299.0 DCC: Who found something positive? 299.0-301.0 DCC: You're freaking nurses here? 301.0-302.0 DCC: Here? 302.0-303.20001220703125 DCC: Yes. 303.20001220703125-305.79998779296875 DCC: I think they're freaking lying. 305.79998779296875-309.20001220703125 DCC: I don't see anything that was ordered, so. 309.20001220703125-312.6000061035156 DCC: No, I went there on my own. 315.79998779296875-317.3999938964844 DCC: You did have a CD testing done. 317.3999938964844-318.0 DCC: Yeah. 320.20001220703125-321.20001220703125 DCC: I'll ask them about it. 326.0-328.0 DCC: I went to face called Novia, something like that. Okay. 328.0-331.0 DCC: What was positive? 331.0-332.0 DCC: Nothing. 332.0-337.0 DCC: Oh, you said. I thought you said one of the results was positive. That's what they're telling. 337.0-341.0 DCC: Oh, good. Well, how do you know? 341.0-349.0 DCC: There's, um, I do you know? Because, um, like, you know them, L, L. G. H. H. N. Yes, I looked on that. 349.0-358.0 DCC: It said everything was negative and, um, because did butt work over there at the hospital, they didn't find anything. 358.0-365.0 DCC: Now I also did bub work at thement, whatever you call it. 365.2799987792969-368.8800048828125 DCC: And they said, they called me a couple days later 368.8800048828125-377.0 DCC: and told me that they didn't find anything. 380.0-382.0 DCC: Your Jopicoat level is kind of a little bit smidgy high, but not that high. 382.0-384.0 DCC: We're trying to set you up with neurology. 388.44000244140625-390.20001220703125 DCC: So I think they'll set you up with that. 390.20001220703125-393.67999267578125 DCC: I mean, I can increase the dose to your serifo a little bit if you want to try. 393.67999267578125-402.0799865722656 DCC: Yes. We'll go up to 250. Okay, are you exercising? Yeah. What are you doing? 402.0799865722656-407.0 DCC: Um, trying to go and I'll set up. 407.0-408.0 DCC: Okay. 408.0-416.0 DCC: Love is starting that tonight or no? Probably yes. 416.0-417.0 DCC: Yeah, we'll start that tonight or no. 417.0-418.0 DCC: Probably yes. 418.0-421.0 DCC: Yeah, we'll start that tonight. 421.0-422.0 DCC: Okay. 422.0-425.0 DCC: I hope you feel better. I'm sorry about everything with your boyfriend. 425.0-430.0 DCC: You know, that was really hard. Are you able to go to groups and everything? 430.0-434.0 DCC: Gotcha. Why? 434.0-438.0 DCC: It's too hard today? 438.0-439.0 DCC: Yeah. 439.0-442.0 DCC: Well, try to go. 442.0-445.0 DCC: Sometimes it's not good to just sit around and like think about stuff. 445.0-452.0 DCC: Stew about it. You know, that won't really help usually. 452.0-459.3599853515625 DCC: Now, hopefully help you sleep a little bit better too now gee. So we'll do a 50 459.3599853515625-467.0 DCC: milligram tablet. Have you spoken to the pharmacy? 467.0-471.0 DCC: Have you spoken with your family? 471.0-474.4800109863281 DCC: You don't want to talk? be spoken with your family? 490.0-492.0 DCC: You don't want to talk calling you or anything? No. 492.0-497.0 DCC: You rather just kind of hold off like not talk to them? 497.0-498.0 DCC: Yeah. 498.0-503.2799987792969 DCC: If I wanted to talk to them, I wouldn't, I wouldn't be here. 505.760009765625-507.55999755859375 DCC: Am I setting this to Walgreens? 507.55999755859375-508.0 DCC: Yes. 509.79998779296875-510.3599853515625 DCC: Why? 511.5199890136719-514.0 DCC: That's, that's my pharmacy. 514.0-515.0 DCC: That's like my education. 515.0-516.0 DCC: Okay. 517.0-518.0 DCC: Right. 522.0-524.0 DCC: But you are staying at the end, right? 524.0-525.0 DCC: Yes. 525.0-528.0 DCC: I guess your, so your insurance makes you go to Walgreens. 528.0-530.0 DCC: Like you have to go to Walgreens. 530.0-532.0 DCC: Some of the insurances are like that. 532.0-537.52001953125 DCC: Right? Okay. What else did you want to 537.52001953125-546.0 DCC: tell me Naji? Like at the at that my name like he was she and like I felt like it was my fault. 546.0-551.0 DCC: And I wanted to, I already told you about any of my story. 551.0-554.0 DCC: I'm glad you didn't. 559.0-564.4000244140625 DCC: I think that there are other people out there will treat you much better and not be unfaithful. You deserve somebody that will treat you well, treat you with respect. 565.2000122070312-572.239990234375 DCC: Like, I just said, I said boundaries on the day, the day before I found out he 572.239990234375-573.0 DCC: cheating on him. 573.0-575.0 DCC: Oh, you got to set boundaries. 575.0-579.0 DCC: And you should, I don't think you should tolerate somebody that's not being faithful. 579.0-581.0 DCC: You deserve better than that. 585.0-587.0 DCC: I feel like I'm not good enough to anybody. Of course you are. 587.0-588.0 DCC: Of course you are. 588.0-600.0 DCC: Because my first as girlfriend also, so you don't mean my second ex-girlfriend. It was kind of talked to and he's my first boyfriend. 602.0-612.0 DCC: I would say that I know it seems like that has happened multiple times, but you're still young and I think you can find a person that treats you very well and is very respectful. 612.0-621.1199951171875 DCC: I want you all to focus now on yourself. But you 621.1199951171875-625.0 DCC: certainly do deserve someone that is better than that. 625.0-635.5999755859375 DCC: I'm not sure if I, if I, if I like that. 638.0800170898438-640.52001953125 DCC: I think now is the time to think about these things. Think about yourself. 640.52001953125-641.760009765625 DCC: Maybe it's better in some way. 641.760009765625-646.0 DCC: Like, you don't have this person that's distracting you from your treatment. 646.0-654.0 DCC: You know, you can really think about what's best for you and not be focusing energy on somebody else, especially somebody that's like not treating you well. 654.0-657.0 DCC: He doesn't deserve that, your energy and your attention. 661.0-668.5599975585938 DCC: You know, we all make mistakes, but I think that it's good for you to clean someone that 668.5599975585938-683.9199829101562 DCC: respects you. It's snowing. It's pretty. early at now. 685.1199951171875-686.719970703125 DCC: I don't know the one. I want to drive home in the snow. 690.239990234375-694.0800170898438 DCC: All right now, let's try to increase yourq well. I'll see in a couple of days, okay? 695.0399780273438-699.1199951171875 DCC: All right, hang in there. Good day. Go to group if you can. 700.2000122070312-701.2000122070312 DCC: Okay. 701.2000122070312-708.0 DCC: I do take 20 milligrams of melatonin sometimes. 708.0-710.0 DCC: It's still the wips. 710.0-711.0 DCC: Okay. 711.0-717.0 DCC: And I want you to exercise every day that will also help you see better. Okay, all right. Have a good day, Naji. 717.0-718.0 DCC: Bye.

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Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930

PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930

0.0-3.0 DCC: When you can get down to pull her to it. 3.0-7.0 DCC: All right, I gotta go. I'm just kidding. 7.0-9.0 DCC: So I'm discharging today. 9.0-12.0 DCC: You are? That's what Shahrah said. 12.0-15.0 DCC: Which is fine. 15.0-19.0 DCC: I mean, basically, what happened was last week. 19.0-27.0 DCC: I, you know, I showed my cards to Stephen, leaning. I'm like, you know, is the only way I can explain it to. 27.0-30.0 DCC: I'm sorry. 30.0-35.599998474121094 DCC: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you can go back to your mind a little bit. 35.599998474121094-36.599998474121094 DCC: Thank you. 36.599998474121094-37.599998474121094 DCC: Sorry about that. 37.599998474121094-45.0 DCC: Basically, I, you know, showed my cards to Stephen and my mother. 46.20000076293945-49.20000076293945 DCC: I don't know how to explain to sum it up quickly. 50.400001525878906-78.63999938964844 DCC: Okay, when I first came in here, I told you what my triggers are had to do with the school, doctors, you know, Stephen can trigger me with police officers that type of thing. So basically, I was on my game, like I think I decided I want to go to school just like a a like a certified accredited like medical assistant type thing. 78.63999938964844-85.0 DCC: I can, you know, when I get home, you know, there's very different, I could just do like even Instagram works as I have shopping. 85.0-113.0 DCC: Just for like, you know, money I don't want Stephen paying for it or a paper thing, you know, anyway, I have like a whole list of things like to accomplish things set up and like I was I was handling things with the school and with his doctor, and then we had a family session remember I was telling we have a family session. And then Stephen says, well, I'm going to have a, I'm going to have a pad scan of his screen done. I'm like, Stephen, you're not, that's ridiculous. 113.0-116.5 DCC: We're not getting, and then he just, he snapped, like, in that he, 116.5-119.0 DCC: Wait, Stephen was getting a cat skin of his tab. 119.0-121.0 DCC: No, of Logan, so he's saying, I'm gonna get a cat. 121.0-135.0 DCC: I'm like, Steve, we don't, you don't need that we he was just like don't you and his true colors came back don't you get it you're at a mental hospital and you don't make any money you don't make any money, you don't make any money, you don't bring it. 135.0-142.0 DCC: And he he snapped in front of Tina and and his true colors of how he operates came out. 142.0-145.52000427246094 DCC: And then, you know, and thenthen you know and then you know that then it was just 145.52000427246094-150.9199981689453 DCC: wait when was this this is like last Monday or Tuesday and then it backfired you 150.9199981689453-156.8800048828125 DCC: know then Logan's when I, you know, I cancels disappointment with pediatricians, 156.8800048828125-161.75999450683594 DCC: it didn't make sense. It's only been three weeks. Why would he go to the doctor after three 161.75999450683594-176.0 DCC: weeks, you know, four or five week, whatever. It just went spiraling out of control. And, um, basically I went into this like disassociated state. 176.0-188.0 DCC: Like I just became completely, you know, because I don't even, when this happens, I don't remember what's said exactly because I just try to recall it and I can't. 188.0-199.0 DCC: But I went into this like totally not anxious, not depressed, not my vision was blurry. 199.0-202.0 DCC: Remember your vision was blurry when you first got to. 202.0-205.60000610351562 DCC: Yes. I had my, I couldn't eat, I had no appetite, 205.60000610351562-207.1999969482422 DCC: I felt nauseous. 208.39999389648438-212.0800018310547 DCC: I did sleep because I knocked myself out, you know, 212.0800018310547-214.32000732421875 DCC: but I had nothing, like I felt like I was going to throw up. 214.32000732421875-230.0 DCC: My vision was blurry. I just, I, like I said, I didn't feel anxious, I didn't feel depressed, I just felt like, like, just like existing, like really just in that kind of state. 230.0-244.39999389648438 DCC: And then I went back to the end after programming and then it like kicked it that all of a sudden I got like I started getting really this the thoughts started kicking in that like, 244.39999389648438-247.24000549316406 DCC: oh my God, I'm not going to be able to go back home. 247.24000549316406-248.32000732421875 DCC: What am I going to do? 248.32000732421875-250.8800048828125 DCC: I can't be away with my son. 250.8800048828125-263.760009765625 DCC: You know, I would fluctuate between thinking, I can do this, I'd be separate from Logan, and he'll respect me being independent, and then I would go to know I can't he only has two more years left. 263.760009765625-267.3599853515625 DCC: I have to figure it out and I was like going back and forth with it. 267.3599853515625-270.20001220703125 DCC: And then I then that gets me into my depressed mode. 270.20001220703125-286.0 DCC: And then on top of all that, that night, the next morning, and this is what kicks in. And again, this is not, you know, adder all, it's not paranoid. But then the next morning, I go walk over the inn and all the doors are locked. 286.0-292.0 DCC: Now mind you, I'm in the lodge. She can't lock the doors to the watch. It's like a motel type thing. 292.0-296.7200012207031 DCC: But all the doors to the lodge are locked and come to find out, they're 296.7200012207031-315.0 DCC: like, oh yeah, well, we had to lock them down because the police, the FBI, I don't know was blown out, but the police, the FBI, I don't know it was blown out, but the police, FBI, or state police, whatever were there that they were looking for somebody that he went into the that they couldn't find. 315.0-322.0 DCC: So they came up and then I guess supposedly Ryan Brady called and told them to lock the doors and whatnot. 322.0-324.9200134277344 DCC: But that just that started playing in my head. 324.9200134277344-327.7200012207031 DCC: And then I went on, like went on still or water gap, 327.7200012207031-331.20001220703125 DCC: trying to find it in the news, couldn't find anything about it. 331.20001220703125-352.0 DCC: And then when I got here, they were talking about it. One of the text confirmed it. And then another patient said, well, I looked it up. I couldn't find anything either. So I did not feed into it though. I just was like I didn't comment on it. I'm only bringing it up to you. I didn't speak of it. I didn't you know I didn't speak with Stephen. 352.0-354.0 DCC: Or Logan for like two days. 354.0-356.55999755859375 DCC: I'm like, to Stephen, I'm like, we have to communicate 356.55999755859375-358.1600036621094 DCC: the email from now on. 358.1600036621094-359.8800048828125 DCC: There was an issue with the school. 359.8800048828125-364.3999938964844 DCC: It said that Logan was out for next week, this week. 364.3999938964844-368.0 DCC: I started, bless you, I started questioning the school, 368.0-370.760009765625 DCC: then with pediatrician, having to deal with them, 370.760009765625-375.2799987792969 DCC: and then Stephen changing appointments. These are all my like, you know, red flag 375.2799987792969-382.8399963378906 DCC: stuff. But the bottom line is, is that and then on top of it all, 382.8399963378906-384.6400146484375 DCC: I have a sinus infection. 384.6400146484375-388.1199951171875 DCC: It's chronic, it's not going away, 389.3599853515625-391.7200012207031 DCC: and I need to see an ENT, 391.7200012207031-468.0 DCC: and then it's affecting my fatigue, it's affecting that, but you know, and, you know, I'm not going to like let it bring me down like because it's I was talking my mom list and I'm like what do I do like I've been here two months with this sickness going on and like I don't this was not how I envisioned myself going home but in the same token, you know, it has helped it has showed me that you know, still have to go to work, still have to do shit, you know, and you have. And I have, I'm still here exactly, and I have exactly, but that sends a message link, and I've been trying to read more optimistic and help they Saturday me this book on, you know, I don't know the maybe the top my head, but, you know, the bottom line is you, you know, Pete, I've just been so spoiled because, you know, prior to working for my dad's company I I worked, you know, work for law firms. I had, you know, good jobs and I was a normal person and then when I came aboard his company, it just you know, if I had a sniffle or and I did, I did sale so I'd be on the road and make my own hours whatever. 468.0-489.0 DCC: And I just, it just got to the point where, like I just got a lot for not to, you know what I mean, I'm like, and I've always had a good work ethic and I struggled, you know, and it's been, I almost, it's, and I've worked since then, but I'm kind of rambling right now. 489.0-495.3599853515625 DCC: But the bottom line is, is that I have an appointment already said. I didn't know it was just with the 495.3599853515625-512.0 DCC: ENT. No, that I'm going to do. I wanted to find out when I was discharged in here, but I made an appointment for next for the 30th next Monday to meet with a I have. She's been a, she's a therapist and she does net management. 512.0-512.6400146484375 DCC: So it's through my insurance. and she does net management. 512.6400146484375-516.719970703125 DCC: So it's through my insurance company, through Headway. 516.719970703125-517.9600219726562 DCC: This is online? 517.9600219726562-519.47998046875 DCC: This is online. 519.47998046875-521.5599975585938 DCC: Yep. 521.5599975585938-525.0 DCC: And I'm excited. It's already set up. 525.0-528.0 DCC: Maria, Germany, example? 528.0-548.3599853515625 DCC: I have to get the shore, I know that, but it's reaching out. Okay, her name is Maria P I N C A N I, C, A, N, I, D, A, D, A, and she is a therapist. 548.3599853515625-558.5599975585938 DCC: My appointment is for next Thursday. I mean, no, no, next Monday, the 30th appointment. Um, and it 558.5599975585938-564.1599731445312 DCC: is at 9 a.m. And you already signed into this., you're already signed into everything man 564.1599731445312-566.5599975585938 DCC: I didn't it's a zero. Yeah, it's all set up 566.5599975585938-575.719970703125 DCC: I don't have any fee for it because they work with Horizon's the hospital shield. So, um, so is that you're just 575.719970703125-579.1199951171875 DCC: going to have an appointment with her like once a month. No, no, no, no. She's a 579.1199951171875-584.1599731445312 DCC: therapist too. So you'll see her once a week. Yeah, that's once a week, but it's just I didn't, 584.1599731445312-586.1199951171875 DCC: I thought I had to make us another appointment 586.1199951171875-587.6400146484375 DCC: for med management. 587.6400146484375-590.3200073242188 DCC: So I'm really excited that I don't need to do that. 590.3200073242188-591.8400268554688 DCC: That's very cool. 591.8400268554688-606.239990234375 DCC: And what's your plan during the day like how are you going to keep the routine the schedule? Right. Well, my first things first I'm going to make an appointment. I had sinus surgery in 2005 with a doctor. So I'm going to make an appointment 606.239990234375-611.760009765625 DCC: today with Dr. Chu because I want to get this under wraps quickly, like very quickly. 627.2000122070312-639.0 DCC: And like very quickly. And you know what I don't know like I need to you know I need to get I need to feel better. You know, I only know is that like with talking to her, who's her, the new therapist, I want to like highlight on I feel she was very nice and she's whatever but like you're the reason like I stayed here. 639.0-643.0800170898438 DCC: You're the best secret interests've ever, ever had. 643.0800170898438-645.1199951171875 DCC: I mean, you don't, I mean that. 645.1199951171875-646.9600219726562 DCC: It's not because you give me what I want. 646.9600219726562-649.9600219726562 DCC: Not have had plenty of psychiatrists that, you know, 649.9600219726562-651.52001953125 DCC: just give me what I want. 651.52001953125-655.0 DCC: You really, really are amazing. 655.0-660.0 DCC: And, you know, the time you spent with me and everything else. 660.0-665.760009765625 DCC: And I think what resonates with what you said to me is the most important thing. 665.760009765625-666.4400024414062 DCC: Like, look at me. 666.4400024414062-667.8800048828125 DCC: Like, today I'm in pajamas. 667.8800048828125-668.9600219726562 DCC: I just felt like crap. 668.9600219726562-670.5999755859375 DCC: I didn't know what was going on. 670.5999755859375-671.5999755859375 DCC: It's here. 671.5999755859375-683.9199829101562 DCC: I'm here. Yeah, I mean, I felt like crap and I had this like uneasy. That's the issue. Now, suppose I wasn't prepared for this. That's what this place does wrong. And they told me today I was discharging. 683.9199829101562-686.4000244140625 DCC: I could go into a panic, right? 686.4000244140625-687.8400268554688 DCC: I had planned ahead. 687.8400268554688-690.0800170898438 DCC: It just so happened I made that appointment 690.0800170898438-691.4400024414062 DCC: before she told me. 691.4400024414062-703.0 DCC: But that's my criticism of this program that they jerk people around week to week and instead of saying, okay, yeah, and that people complain accordingly, but that's not the case for me. 703.0-725.5999755859375 DCC: But what resonates with me is, is that like, you know, getting up, taking the shower, you know, even if I'm doing nothing I don't feel good. Get up, take a shower, change my clothes. I mean, today, this represents how I was feeling today, like not not even physical, more mental not knowing like having these different balls in the air 725.5999755859375-728.9199829101562 DCC: to my clothing and tea, or I make an appointment with headway. 728.9199829101562-731.1199951171875 DCC: Well, and what's happening with Stephen? 731.1199951171875-736.6400146484375 DCC: Are you both talking? Yes, we are talking and this is the key, like I just can't let him 738.3200073242188-756.3200073242188 DCC: distract me with he's going to try to drive me crazy, like with stuff with my son, with stuff like one of the things that I had said to him about like when we were going to have the, this is what I, this is what I said to him and I said to Tina, I said, 757.280029296875-762.4000244140625 DCC: this is what I will talk to you during family session. Rules, I wrote this to him, do not talk 762.4000244140625-776.5599975585938 DCC: over each other, do not interrupt each other, do not raise voices, stay on topic. Topics I want to discuss before making any decisions involving Logan's physical or mental health, school, education, sports, 776.5599975585938-786.1599731445312 DCC: curfews, house rules, no alcohol and drugs in the house, consequences for disrespectful unacceptable behavior. 786.1599731445312-793.1199951171875 DCC: And I did these things and that like sets Stephen off. That's when he's just like, oh no, no, no, you're not coming back here 793.1199951171875-795.3599853515625 DCC: and changing all the rules. 795.3599853515625-796.6400146484375 DCC: There are no rules. 796.6400146484375-798.9600219726562 DCC: It's like a fraternity or something. 798.9600219726562-836.0 DCC: It's like, you know, and I don't, if I resist against that and I, you know, I mean, I'm his mom, but would I rather be there and just, you know, do my own thing focus focus on school, focus on work, focus on getting back into touch with friends of mine who ask about me, etc, etc. Or do I just like drive myself crazy with him in this gerbil real with him and Stephen. Bottom line is Stephen, you know, I will gain my son's respect once he sees me in school working back with my friends. 836.0-842.0 DCC: Once he sees that, I will gain his respect. As of right now going home, I have no, no chance of any respect. 842.0-856.0 DCC: I'm a person who's been in a hospital for a year. One thing I keep saying to Steve and this really needs to be driven home is that I don't want to hear about me being in a hospital for a year. 856.0-861.0 DCC: Because guess what? Then I'm going to have to talk about the reasons I came to the hospital. 861.0-863.52001953125 DCC: And that's not part of my recovery. 863.52001953125-865.47998046875 DCC: I can't talk about the past. 865.47998046875-868.0 DCC: So you can, and I brought this up to him. 868.0-872.239990234375 DCC: And you know, it's just gonna be hard. 872.239990234375-881.0 DCC: I have to get like teth long when it comes to Logan because Logan's going to say you're you're the sick one. I mean this is what you're the sick one. 881.0-886.0800170898438 DCC: It's manipulative somewhat. Yeah, I mean, I don't know. Um, well, I know you're very 886.0800170898438-891.52001953125 DCC: sensitive sometimes. I'm extremely sensitive and that is a problem and I have to figure out 891.52001953125-895.0399780273438 DCC: head and deal with that. I'm either black or white. I can either 895.0399780273438-901.1199951171875 DCC: make it break me down or I want to, you know, slip my wrist or I can be like, fuck you, 901.1199951171875-904.6400146484375 DCC: Logan. Like, that's how I can be. One way or the other way. 905.52001953125-909.280029296875 DCC: Right, and that can be used against you or to your detriment when you're, when, 910.0800170898438-915.5999755859375 DCC: if he, if Logan knows that, he's frustrated about something, he knows exact place to, oh yeah. 915.5999755859375-920.4000244140625 DCC: I just, I really have to just really, I just want to get my health thing. 920.4000244140625-925.5999755859375 DCC: I, there's something I have to get taken care of like I want this done ASAP. Um, 926.47998046875-950.239990234375 DCC: and I'm not letting things. My problem is, is that anxiety, like just checking emails sometimes or like try like putting this headway thing. It took me five minutes to do. It's no big deal. I've made the biggest production out of that. Like you have no idea. So, you know, 950.239990234375-955.8400268554688 DCC: it's just a matter of doing something. It feels like trying to get my results from Quest 955.8400268554688-958.0399780273438 DCC: and getting frustrated with, you know, 958.0399780273438-960.760009765625 DCC: can you see, did anything come through to you guys 960.760009765625-961.9600219726562 DCC: for some reason? 961.9600219726562-963.719970703125 DCC: It shouldn't have, it was blood work, 963.719970703125-965.719970703125 DCC: but I went with water gap. 968.2000122070312-969.5599975585938 DCC: Because it was last Tuesday, 969.5599975585938-971.1199951171875 DCC: I should have the results by now. 971.1199951171875-972.0399780273438 DCC: No. 972.0399780273438-978.0 DCC: Nothing, right? Not for my narcissism. Right. No, I have something from mid-December. 978.719970703125-985.0 DCC: Yeah, that was from, yeah. No, this is, um, are you at mid-November, you have from the flow probably. 985.0-990.0 DCC: Well, whatever. 990.0-1002.5999755859375 DCC: My point is, I just have to tr-trunthrough it. Things are uncomfortable and that's part of life, that's part of anxiety, you know, that anxiousness like, you know, if I had a P.R. N, like say out of band that I wouldn't do it, like say out of band. 1002.5999755859375-1003.7999877929688 DCC: That, I wouldn't do it. 1003.7999877929688-1006.1599731445312 DCC: Then I wouldn't even deal with it. 1006.1599731445312-1010.8800048828125 DCC: You know, I do wish that the buy-a-vans was higher, 1010.8800048828125-1014.6799926757812 DCC: but I can always deal with the then you got whatever the new person 1014.6799926757812-1020.52001953125 DCC: to talk about that because I think that I should look at that option or maybe 1020.52001953125-1025.3599853515625 DCC: talk to her about like doing it one dose one day and a lower dose because I feel like 1026.6400146484375-1034.0 DCC: it kind of like stops working but I don't really know because I'm not in the day to day. 1034.0-1036.0 DCC: I've gotten used to it. 1036.0-1039.0 DCC: And it does help me focus. 1039.0-1042.0 DCC: It doesn't make me too hyper vigilant like the adderol. 1042.0-1045.280029296875 DCC: So I want to stick with that. I feel like all my meds are good. 1046.1600341796875-1050.719970703125 DCC: Yeah, how are you talking about like the limit doll and all of that? I'm good. I mean, you know, I 1050.719970703125-1058.4000244140625 DCC: delimit even my old psychiatrist, um, he was like he, um, he put me on 1058.4000244140625-1065.52001953125 DCC: the McDall too. I mean, so like, you know, that I just think that's a good drug for me. I think that you know I should be on that 1065.52001953125-1073.0 DCC: It is a good medicine. I know what is your diagnosis. Now, you've had me this whole time? 1073.0-1075.3599853515625 DCC: Do you see that it's not bipolar? 1075.3599853515625-1078.4000244140625 DCC: I think you have bipolar and borderline, please. 1078.4000244140625-1079.47998046875 DCC: Okay. 1079.47998046875-1081.0400390625 DCC: Both. 1081.0400390625-1087.0 DCC: And I think the marijuana thrown in does not help things. 1087.0-1088.0 DCC: Yeah, in the past. 1088.0-1093.0 DCC: I think you have been a lot better since you've been like totally clean. 1093.0-1095.0 DCC: I think your thoughts are clear. 1095.0-1097.5 DCC: I think my control. 1097.5-1099.199951171875 DCC: That's the one thing I have on. 1099.199951171875-1101.9000244140625 DCC: As long as I stay clean and sober, 1101.9000244140625-1104.1600341796875 DCC: I have that trump card. 1104.1600341796875-1107.6800537109375 DCC: Soon as if I, if I smoke weed, boom, I'm right down, 1107.6800537109375-1109.280029296875 DCC: Stephen has control over me. 1109.280029296875-1116.0 DCC: The only thing I have that right now, personally, that is my control that I'm clean. 1116.0-1119.0 DCC: So how are you going to do that? How are we going to stay open? 1119.0-1121.0 DCC: Are you going to do meetings? Are you going to? 1121.0-1126.800048828125 DCC: I mean, you have to take care of yourself that is like... Yeah I 1126.800048828125-1144.47998046875 DCC: mean I would honestly I mean you know meetings like the meetings to help like this meeting I went to this Thursday. I mean Wednesday, last week, it really, really like, I really felt so strongly about, oh my God, it's the only thing I have in my power. 1144.47998046875-1151.1199951171875 DCC: Like, I'm powerless over so much, but it's going to be hard. 1152.1600341796875-1182.0 DCC: But I need to, but we talked about this, like external versus internal, whatever the word I can never think of it, but this is an internal thing. Like I was obsessed with like you have to realize it became legal in New Jersey when I was here. I mean, I my whole life waited for it become legal and now it's legal. So it was like I was kind of like more obsessed with it and you know just waited for the staying my whole life. 1182.0-1207.0 DCC: But now it's a different story because now I have a child who is smoking who's using it, who is now making decisions all of a sudden on you know what he wants to do in college, where he wants to go to college, and it's frightening, and you know, for that reason, and then I've got a husband who's always controlled me with money or drugs. So, you know, that's the truth, you know. 1207.0-1212.0 DCC: So basically, you know, it's my only power. 1212.0-1214.239990234375 DCC: So it's more about claiming your independence. 1214.239990234375-1215.52001953125 DCC: It's claiming my independence. 1215.52001953125-1218.719970703125 DCC: In other words, it's not like, oh, because I'm going to get a 1218.719970703125-1221.719970703125 DCC: QI or, oh, you know, whatever, whatever. 1221.719970703125-1225.8399658203125 DCC: It's about, it's about the only thing I have to hold on to. 1225.8399658203125-1228.8800048828125 DCC: So in that moment, so when I walk in the house, 1228.8800048828125-1231.0400390625 DCC: I go in, I go in the bedroom, 1231.0400390625-1233.5999755859375 DCC: I see Stevens cannabis, you know, 1233.5999755859375-1236.1199951171875 DCC: bong, whatever he's got going on. 1237.1600341796875-1239.3199462890625 DCC: I don't want to lose, I don't want to lose that. 1239.3199462890625-1240.719970703125 DCC: I've cleaned urine. 1240.719970703125-1242.0400390625 DCC: Which is amazing. 1242.0400390625-1248.0 DCC: Yeah, and I want to keep that. And I want to set rules for the house and that's that, you know. 1248.0-1253.3599853515625 DCC: So what will the rules will be about like his can he put it away, lock it up? 1253.3599853515625-1255.9599609375 DCC: Is there are things that you could talk to like, you know, 1255.9599609375-1257.0799560546875 DCC: that you wanna stay so. 1257.0799560546875-1258.47998046875 DCC: Does he want you to stay sober? 1258.47998046875-1260.800048828125 DCC: Well, he's sober. 1260.800048828125-1266.0 DCC: I mean, I know besides marijuana, right? But I mean, alcohol is legal too. So exactly, 1266.0-1274.280029296875 DCC: exactly. That's that's my, you know, I mean, I used to use that as a disadvantage, but I mean, you know, 1274.280029296875-1276.6400146484375 DCC: Just because it's legal doesn't, you know, 1276.6400146484375-1278.56005859375 DCC: it's like safe or. 1278.56005859375-1281.1199951171875 DCC: Yeah, I know, I mean, it's, you know, 1281.1199951171875-1298.1600341796875 DCC: but I mean, can I have a glass of wine? Yeah, I can have a glass of wine. It's not a problem for me. But, you know, he doesn't drink and I take medical I take medications, you know, so, you know, and drinking that I've gone down a 1298.1600341796875-1302.3599853515625 DCC: rabbit hole with drinking when I couldn't use wheat. Like when I was in a program 1302.3599853515625-1307.0 DCC: and they would drug test me and I had major anxiety 1307.0-1312.0 DCC: going on. They weren't prescribing me out of it or San X. So I like that's right. 1312.0-1324.8800048828125 DCC: In 2016 I started, you know, buying wine and pouring it into my coffee cuff when my son came home school or I ran out and I had to run to the store to get it and he was only in whatever fifth grade. 1324.8800048828125-1331.43994140625 DCC: Like that kind of stuff, you know, I that's not how I drank but that's you know what happened. 1331.43994140625-1343.1199951171875 DCC: So I feel like with great medication or medicated, you know, I mean, I think that for my anxiety when it comes down to it, sure, going to the gym, 1343.1199951171875-1346.280029296875 DCC: you know, that kind of stuff is definitely better. 1346.280029296875-1348.5999755859375 DCC: However, you know, it's like, okay, 1348.5999755859375-1350.0799560546875 DCC: what's it gonna come down to? 1350.0799560546875-1351.5999755859375 DCC: Because you can't, you know, be like, okay, 1351.5999755859375-1375.760009765625 DCC: I use weed for this. I don't, you know, it's like I'm gonna, you know, I think that a better choice with me for me would be like at an end or something opposed to marijuana because you know I'm not the kind of I I like I like to when I wake up in the morning and when I go to sleep, I like to have weed. It's not like, but we're at a 1375.760009765625-1384.0 DCC: end if I'm going into a situation, I can take one deal with the or I come out of a situation, can't de-escalate myself, 1384.0-1386.5999755859375 DCC: but marijuana doesn't work like that. 1386.5999755859375-1389.8399658203125 DCC: But I think you can de-escalate yourself. 1389.8399658203125-1392.1600341796875 DCC: No, but I have a very serious anxiety. 1392.1600341796875-1401.0 DCC: I was diagnosed as a kid with it. I know you have bad. I was prescribed Xanax. 0.25 once a day while I was pregnant. 1401.0-1406.719970703125 DCC: That's how bad my anxiety was. I mean, I didn't take it every day, but it was 1406.719970703125-1411.8399658203125 DCC: prescribed. I mean, I'm a serious anxiety disorder. But the question is, it's sure, 1411.8399658203125-1423.1199951171875 DCC: there's ways to manage it and whatnot and stress levels create my anxiety to pay wire and how am I going to manage it? You know, I don't think smoking weed is the way to manage it. 1423.1199951171875-1428.4000244140625 DCC: I think that medication would be, and you know, and you can say, oh, well, you can get, 1428.4000244140625-1430.719970703125 DCC: you can get weed for anxiety. 1430.719970703125-1453.0400390625 DCC: Well, that's a harder, that's it doesn't, that's not scientific. That's just somebody, that's marketing. Yeah, that's marketing. Yeah, it's like saying, you know, my sister-in-law's father's a surgeon. He can't use drugs, but he to like when he got home for anxiety and stress, he'd have whatever, bourbon, 1453.0400390625-1454.9599609375 DCC: because he couldn't, you know what I mean? 1454.9599609375-1457.43994140625 DCC: That's just like trying to say, you know, 1458.8399658203125-1472.0 DCC: well, like, I just think that a better option for it more than half way out, that weeds going to be, 1472.0-1475.52001953125 DCC: things relax me. Because at the end of the day, 1475.52001953125-1483.280029296875 DCC: when I deal with something like school or whatnot, it just all I know is I feel in control right now. 1483.280029296875-1484.47998046875 DCC: You seem in control right now. 1484.47998046875-1486.47998046875 DCC: I feel in control. 1486.47998046875-1488.8800048828125 DCC: And I think part of that is like, you know, 1488.8800048828125-1490.43994140625 DCC: the routine that you're keeping, 1490.43994140625-1492.199951171875 DCC: I know you're doing your best to take care of yourself 1492.199951171875-1494.0 DCC: besides being physically sick. 1494.0-1497.0 DCC: I mean, and being sober. 1497.0-1499.0 DCC: That does just make your mind clear. 1499.0-1501.0 DCC: I mean, Steve goes to me. 1501.0-1515.52001953125 DCC: How I look at it, I'm going to be very busy, but if I'm not busy, I, he goes to the meetings, I mean, you know, but I'd rather like take him to a meeting and like take that hour to go walk on the boardwalk, you know what I mean? And going, you know, that's like his scene, 1515.52001953125-1521.199951171875 DCC: his A, A, scene, whatever. I think if I were into anything like I would make a commitment to 1521.199951171875-1526.6400146484375 DCC: go and like to want any meeting a week because NA is a little bit more 1527.1199951171875-1535.0 DCC: alcohols, drug, needs a drug, you know, and AA, lots of people to be California sober, you know. 1535.0-1536.0 DCC: Let's see. 1536.0-1537.47998046875 DCC: Did you know that's, they call it? 1537.47998046875-1541.199951171875 DCC: I didn't know that was California sober, yeah. 1541.199951171875-1552.5 DCC: So anyway, so yeah. so in fact I am discharging today, then with my refills, I want to tell you this too. 1552.5-1555.0 DCC: Listen, I bought a, it's at the end. 1555.0-1562.9599609375 DCC: I bought a medicine container that goes uprate and it's for 31 days. 1562.9599609375-1563.719970703125 DCC: Okay. 1563.719970703125-1566.8399658203125 DCC: AM PM, which I only take AMPM meds. 1566.8399658203125-1568.760009765625 DCC: So I can do all my meds for the month. 1568.760009765625-1571.280029296875 DCC: I'm not fumbling over bottles. 1571.280029296875-1576.9599609375 DCC: Done for the month, and then they're going to give me the ones we use, which I 1576.9599609375-1581.6800537109375 DCC: can do my vitamins in. And that's the other thing. Do you need to add the vitamins that 1581.6800537109375-1583.760009765625 DCC: I'm taking into this? 1583.760009765625-1586.280029296875 DCC: All right, so I don't have to. 1586.280029296875-1587.6400146484375 DCC: No, I kind of would like it. 1587.6400146484375-1591.239990234375 DCC: So it's so they, like it transpires into what I'm taking. 1591.239990234375-1602.0 DCC: And I want to make sure that you agree with what I'm taking. And I want to make sure that you agree with what I'm taking because, um, okay, so I'm taking, um, I have the fish oil, I take two 1200 ones. 1602.0-1604.0 DCC: All right, let me put it in. 1604.0-1606.0 DCC: Yeah. Fish oil. 1606.0-1608.0 DCC: It's a capsule, right? 1608.0-1609.0 DCC: Yeah, fish oil. 1609.0-1611.0 DCC: It's 1,200 milligrams. 1611.0-1612.0 DCC: It's 360. 1612.0-1615.3599853515625 DCC: You take that in the morning? I take that in the morning, two of them. Yep. 1615.3599853515625-1621.52001953125 DCC: Right. And what's the dose, 1,200 milligrams? Yep. And then it says 30, 360, whatever, 1621.52001953125-1623.56005859375 DCC: omega-3, whatever. It's the same thing. 1623.56005859375-1625.8399658203125 DCC: So fish oil, 1,200 milligrams in the morning. 1625.8399658203125-1626.800048828125 DCC: Two of them. 1626.800048828125-1627.56005859375 DCC: Two of them. 1627.56005859375-1629.719970703125 DCC: Yeah, two 1,200 milligrams tablets. 1629.719970703125-1631.5999755859375 DCC: Yeah, caps. 1631.5999755859375-1634.5 DCC: Okay. Then I take, um, one second. Okay. 1634.5-1641.52001953125 DCC: Put the other one. All right. What's next? I take a woman's, um, multi-vita. And I 1641.52001953125-1644.1600341796875 DCC: put this for women over 50, but let me say. 1644.1600341796875-1647.0 DCC: Multi-vitamin, I'll just do multivitamin. 1647.0-1651.0 DCC: Multi-vitamin. Yeah, gummy. Vite diffusion, multivitamin. Gomi. 1651.0-1653.0 DCC: That's in the morning? Yep, two of those. 1657.0-1659.0 DCC: Let me know we're ready. 1659.0-1660.0 DCC: Multi-vitam. 1660.0-1661.0 DCC: What did you say? 1661.0-1662.0 DCC: Multi-fusion? 1662.0-1665.199951171875 DCC: It is Viter Fusion gummy biter. 1665.199951171875-1666.719970703125 DCC: It's women's malt tea. 1668.239990234375-1676.0 DCC: Right, and it's a, it says, yeah, it's a gummy, yeah, it's daily, okay, in the morning. 1676.0-1678.0 DCC: Yep, two of those. 1679.0-1682.0 DCC: Okay. 1682.0-1690.3199462890625 DCC: I take one B complex, be complex, super B complex, fallagas and whatever. 1690.3199462890625-1694.0 DCC: It's a B complex. See your B complex. 1694.0-1696.0 DCC: Not yet. 1696.0-1698.0 DCC: Not yet. 1698.0-1706.0 DCC: Vitamin B complex, okay? 1706.0-1707.0 DCC: And then I take it. 1707.0-1710.0 DCC: Wait, wait, I'm sorry, vitamin B complex. 1710.0-1711.0 DCC: Oh, sorry. 1711.0-1717.199951171875 DCC: This says with falling acid plus vitamin C. I don't know, but I take vitamin C too. 1717.199951171875-1718.4000244140625 DCC: Should that be 12? 1718.4000244140625-1724.0 DCC: No, it's this is B confidence, right here. Yeah. 1735.0-1737.0 DCC: It's not finding me. Can't find that one. 1737.0-1739.0 DCC: Maybe just put, I'll just put B12. 1739.0-1741.0 DCC: Okay. 1741.0-1746.4000244140625 DCC: Sorry, it won't let me just put in like, yeah, that's in the morning. 1746.4000244140625-1747.47998046875 DCC: That's one of them. 1747.47998046875-1749.1600341796875 DCC: What's the dose? 1749.1600341796875-1757.760009765625 DCC: The dose on it, it doesn't really say a dose because I'll just enter something it's just as 1757.760009765625-1766.0 DCC: complex yeah I don't know okay what's next next one is I take one D3 50 milligrams. 1766.0-1767.0 DCC: G3. 1767.0-1769.0 DCC: Three. 1772.0-1774.0 DCC: 50 milligrams. 1774.0-1779.0 DCC: And then one, let me do your next. 1779.0-1780.0 DCC: Okay. 1780.0-1784.0 DCC: 50 milligrams? 1784.0-1787.0 DCC: Yep. 1787.0-1788.0 DCC: Okay. 1788.0-1806.0 DCC: Almost down here. I take 150 milligram sink. 1806.0-1817.0 DCC: I feel like if I've been taking all this I I wouldn't, my system wouldn't have broken down so much. 1817.0-1821.0 DCC: Wait, how much think are you taking? 50 milligrams. 1821.0-1836.0 DCC: These are all in the morning. Yep. And then I take one, I take one,000 milligram vitamin C. 1838.0-1840.0 DCC: I mean it, whatever. 1840.0-1845.0 DCC: Vitamin C. Let me see, 1,000 milligrams, I take more thrope. 1848.8800048828125-1849.56005859375 DCC: And that's it. 1849.56005859375-1869.6800537109375 DCC: And now, let me ask you this just so this can be in maybe when I went to emerge in care the doctor so when I this organ is transferred he put me on flonase and also zeroyrtec. Can you add those in just so they're in. So funny is it's what one one? One yeah. 1869.6800537109375-1875.52001953125 DCC: Each notch with my doctor call'll call you back. One yeah I do a 1875.52001953125-1880.719970703125 DCC: phone age it's like two two squirts and each nose or whatever it is you know 1880.719970703125-1902.0 DCC: twice a day once a, once a day, once a day, yep. And then the Zyrtec. So you do two of them. Yeah, two in each one, once a day. And then, yeah, the Zyrtec, because I put them in, because they weren't put in, you didn't have them or whatever. 1902.0-1906.719970703125 DCC: I had to tell them each time like, oh, I had to put in my Zyrtec now I can just 1907.199951171875-1924.5999755859375 DCC: whatever I'm going home anyway, but yeah, Zyrtec 10 milligrams. In the morning too, right? Yep. In the morning. Yep. And then that is everything. So before I leave, I'm going to do all my meds as a matter of fact. 1924.5999755859375-1927.8800048828125 DCC: I'll probably be, I probably won't be leaving today with the weather. 1927.8800048828125-1929.199951171875 DCC: So I'll probably leave tomorrow. 1929.199951171875-1932.4000244140625 DCC: So Alicia will do all my meds with me. 1932.4000244140625-1937.52001953125 DCC: I just want to make sure that you gave me your refills, correct? 1937.52001953125-1945.0 DCC: So like I know with my, I just got, I just got, make to all, I just got trials and on. 1945.52001953125-1947.280029296875 DCC: Right, and you're seeing your new doctor in a week. 1947.280029296875-1949.6800537109375 DCC: I am, but I want to make sure I have, well, I will, 1949.6800537109375-1951.6800537109375 DCC: if you need anything, you can always call me. 1951.6800537109375-1954.47998046875 DCC: Right. I will make sure that you run out. Like now the via 1954.47998046875-1960.239990234375 DCC: advance, like that hasn't been reordered yet and there's only there's 11 pills left. I have 1960.239990234375-1967.0 DCC: 11 days more, but that's that's more of a controlled or whatnot. I want to make sure that that is put in for another month. 1967.0-1977.43994140625 DCC: Fair. Where do you want me to send that though? You know, I think I need to switch. I love my little pharmacy, but the bottom line is, 1977.43994140625-1985.43994140625 DCC: it's I think it'll save me money going through CVS. I mean, it's hardly cost anything as it is is but I think to transition back home. 1985.43994140625-1990.9599609375 DCC: Wait, CBS square. In West, let me just say, is it in Spring Lake Heights or is it in? 1991.8399658203125-1999.280029296875 DCC: I usually use my little pharmacy that I like but I need to see the S 18 1999.280029296875-2009.0 DCC: have. Okay so it is. It's it goes under, yeah, CBS. 2009.0-2015.0 DCC: Uh, the dress. Okay, yeah, it's in, it's wall township. 2017.4000244140625-2020.4000244140625 DCC: Wall township. Yeah, it's 18 that. 2022.47998046875-2024.0 DCC: Wait a minute. Let's see. 2024.0-2026.0 DCC: CBS Wall Township. 2026.0-2028.0 DCC: Or comes on this Belmont. 2028.0-2031.0 DCC: And it's not Belmar because it's on 18th Avenue. 2031.0-2032.0 DCC: Yes, that's it. 2032.0-2057.239990234375 DCC: So it's 1801 NJ 9071. Yes, that's it. Okay. Yeah, that's where. So now once I say I leave today then I will I can actually do it on my phone. Transfer all the prescriptions that are at CBS here, just make it from Straussburg to you know what I'm saying. So because like I have a 2057.239990234375-2076.639892578125 DCC: CVS count. Yeah, so and then I want to get a completion letter, but that's not from you. So yeah, I mean, so are you okay with the vitamins someone? Yeah, I would just say like, um, how much you should check your vitamin, 2076.639892578125-2081.639892578125 DCC: your multi-vitimate to see how much is in that. Okay. Because you don't want to 2081.639892578125-2089.0 DCC: overdo like vitamin C or vitamin D. Okay. You really shouldn't have more than 5,000 I use of vitamin D every day. 2089.0-2096.0 DCC: So I don't know how much is in your vitamin 5,000 is that we break that down. Is that 50? 2096.0-2099.0 DCC: Well, it should be I use. Right. I use. 2099.0-2107.0 DCC: So that's an international unit. So I don't know. It should it should say on your bottle, but the doses for your vitamin D and then also. 2107.0-2115.0 DCC: Okay. All right. There it is. Vitamin D. It says 2000. I. Yes. So you should just look on your multi-vitam. 2115.0-2118.0 DCC: Make sure they don't have 5,000 in there. 2118.0-2120.0 DCC: Yeah, because you don't want to overdo it. 2120.0-2125.239990234375 DCC: And then like I looked up sink and it said, she says no more than 40, but I'm taking the 50. 2125.52001953125-2129.760009765625 DCC: You know, so. 2129.760009765625-2132.43994140625 DCC: But make sure that's not also in your multi-bite. 2132.43994140625-2133.52001953125 DCC: Yeah, I'll double check with my 2133.52001953125-2138.159912109375 DCC: multibitam. That's when people can overdo it when they are taking extra vitamins 2138.159912109375-2141.280029296875 DCC: and in addition to a multivitamin. Okay. And you really should work on your 2141.280029296875-2145.0 DCC: healthy diet. That is the best one of those or not- I agree. 2145.0-2149.0 DCC: I agree that, you know, that, that's a homeowner. 2149.0-2153.679931640625 DCC: I don't want to get too wrapped up with my son because they're on your own little, you know, he goes out, 2153.679931640625-2159.919921875 DCC: he has this things where he, you know, whatever, but he likes me cooking. I need to make myself 2159.919921875-2163.719970703125 DCC: have a yogurt in the morning. I mean, I will definitely lose weight 2163.719970703125-2165.719970703125 DCC: as soon as I get home, but I'll drop the weight. 2165.719970703125-2168.320068359375 DCC: Because I'm not eating cash grounds and whatnot. 2169.60009765625-2174.0 DCC: And I get your car, so I don't have a car. You don't have cards. You don't have cards. 2174.0-2178.5 DCC: Okay. I think I do. Good. Thank you. 2178.5-2187.0 DCC: You want to see tina thing? Yes, it's funny. 2187.0-2193.52001953125 DCC: All right, so I have your part now. 2193.52001953125-2195.43994140625 DCC: You put the transfer there. 2195.43994140625-2197.080078125 DCC: You've been awesome. 2197.080078125-2198.919921875 DCC: I'm very honored to work with you. 2198.919921875-2201.199951171875 DCC: Yeah, no, I think you have an awesome to. 2201.199951171875-2202.360107421875 DCC: You know, I wish you all. 2202.360107421875-2204.9599609375 DCC: I feel sorry for the people that don't have you. 2204.9599609375-2207.43994140625 DCC: I look like a rat, but I will send you a photo. 2207.43994140625-2208.43994140625 DCC: You feel better. 2208.43994140625-2209.43994140625 DCC: Yes. 2209.43994140625-2210.800048828125 DCC: And I'm best for luck with you to treat. 2210.800048828125-2212.080078125 DCC: And I know you've worked really hard. 2212.080078125-2214.639892578125 DCC: I really have. You know, and I'm proud of you 2214.639892578125-2223.60009765625 DCC: because I think you came a long way. Yeah, and I didn't flip out about that whole when they said this, oh yeah, the state police were here. 2223.60009765625-2228.1201171875 DCC: It was like literally the next day after all this shit hit the fan, I was sending 2228.1201171875-2229.0 DCC: Stephen emails. 2229.0-2244.0 DCC: I'm like, oh, you know, you made your sister the trust and your insurance and I started bringing up to family and whenever I do that, then it always seems like something happens and so in my mind I was making that connection, but I didn't feed into it because I was like whatever. 2244.0-2246.0 DCC: And me, whether it's true or it's not true. 2246.0-2248.0 DCC: It doesn't make a difference. 2248.0-2250.0 DCC: Right. Nothing to do with you. Right. 2250.0-2252.0 DCC: Keep it in perspective. 2252.0-2254.0 DCC: Keep it in perspective. Keep it in perspective, Doc. 2254.0-2256.0 DCC: All right. Thank you so much. 2256.0-2257.0 DCC: Thank you. 2257.0-2258.0 DCC: I hope you feel better too. 2258.0-2259.0 DCC: Thank you. 2259.0-2260.0 DCC: Let me send up. 2260.0-2262.0 DCC: No, that's okay. Don't worry about it. 2262.0-2264.800048828125 DCC: I'll find somebody else. My friend, Fred. No, that's okay. Don't worry about it. I'll find somebody else. My friend Fred. No, that's okay. 2264.800048828125-2393.0 DCC: Nice trades. Bye-bye. you know, you know, you know, you know. you you know. You know. You. you you.

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Dr. Courtney Chellew

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Dr. Courtney Chellew

Ankit Bagai

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