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best friends dad died yesterday dont know help best friend a lost dad yesterday siblings older younger kinda poor dad hospital ohio live new york family drive there younger brother r stay behind cause family left mom told would probably boring they idea dad would die rs last conversation dad phone didnt know would last convo him yesterday dads parents picked house grandparents drove home sat told horrible news money problems parents worked low paying jobs saw r today little brother m tried best avoid topic fun time them didnt cry could see eyes felt like sht dont know cause want help dont know how guys give advice help this

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feel little less sadi posted couple days ago ended one best things ive done found someone helps feel alone still wanna die pretty regular basis ive got good people now wanna say thank getting day got lot messages helped got talk someone else openly redflag without feeling guilty trapped really nice wanted encourage help please know make difference

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something change undeniable dilemmaim borderline means distorted perceptions means husband goes verbal tirade tells awful am imcant say hes wrong says im abusive son remember said get yell last night home son day recovering minor surgery exhausted stayed night check him asked husband help ask right way overwhelmed exhausted came across bitchy guess yelled yelled yelled ways im horrible already knew piece shit husband thinks too threatened wit telling really thought go there idea ask help properly know borderline quit next months spent planning arranging redflag feeling never goes away im trapped unhappy marriage someone verbal abuses calls abusive one believe im borderline feelings last borderline shelol forget hours anyway nope forget hard forget years wrong bad horrible always causing trouble time go hurt anyone else better mom killed mom thats borderline im going abuse others dead cant leave husband fight custody child support use mental illness pot use me theres way win im going stay way wants mouth shut chore errands everything around house everything kid never ask money anything im going play nice doctors save meds enough bother posting here gives shit stupid fucking borderline one herpes mental illness maybe date gets closer ill come back tell plan maybe post non forum tell theres one less borderline world maybe jump front train today instead sorry wasting anyones time read this borderlines fucking joke people laugh kill myself one help me nothing helping mens help therapy help know else besides ect lobotomy redflag way out find way guts it

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dont want live anymorehello im struggling suicidal thoughts feel alone lot mean friends guess kinda consider acquaintances manly people close im band with ex true friend feel like people dont relate too im years old smoke drink lot manly numb world around me dont get wrong love enjoy beer find drinking much work good job im unhappy working midnights midnights years cant get better shift im it hardly ever sleep maybe hours day really gets years it girlfriend argument something fucking stupid usual ended relationship stress time fight freaked out regret dearly said really mean things hate it would constantly argue everything seems would make feel like cant anything right love much miss im trying hold together stress life routine gets me hate myself hate job hate sleeping hate world sometimes evil ways ive held head several times cant get pull trigger dont know anymore feel empty inside work hours ive sense pm yesterday slept hours yesterday life sucks dont know even talking this guess feels somewhat good get chest makes hate wanting fucked sounds first time ive thought though sat gun hand desire hurt anyone myself sucks ive smoked entirely many cigarettes typing dont even post probably try lay keep thinking ending it im broken dont know fix myself

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give up completelyim years old im old washed up lonely dates friends everyone moved far away plus one ever visits me see anyone unless see them never good anything people seem patronize deem incompetent nearly everything do never felt truly accepted social aspect life sports coworkers clubs etc people gravitate towards way others unless text first hear people whenever try make plan things get excuses ive tried several meetup groups good experience them fired job sucked first junior software position blew it worked super hard get lost fast think im extremely unintelligent takes long learn things also huge problem self discipline motivation never stick anything people mock rejected im stereotypical black person bad tests got low sat score graduated college everything tried told variation im not cut this maybe ______ you make matters worse also suffer adhd aspergers depression mocked too would like children think gonna happen cant meet woman save life honestly gun posting shit would load chamber put barrel mouth pull fucking trigger wanna sleep forever never wake up fuck planet give up

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cant handle abuse anymoreim living childs mother cant handle abuse anymore ive living months im trying scrape together much money get away im employed anymore stupidly took parental leave help son past days constantly insulting berating me calling liar piece shit useless scum worthless telling leave tomorrow else shell call police enough money rent place im living scraps unemployment even kicked yet mention im bankrupt credit good luck finding place love son cant handle abuse either put abuse im homeless homeless god knows long family stay with nobody takes claims abuse seriously im man say suck handle it cant handle it week get days long enslaughts gaslighting insults need out cant anymore hope son forgives hes old enough understand want homeless want put abuse fucking want drive car brick wall lake

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unable cry months idk went wrong felt anything months piled up well still feel good feel horrible little bit better tried best cry forced it cried like mins eyes got pretty tired though physical weakness need take nap help distract myself planning way suicide really hard pick method felt redflaged saw easy end pain cannot keep anymore redflag there used it brought old memories back cried out guess sleep help clear rest whatever one day tomorrow worse one day crying helped

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hate subconscious dreams dreams ever seem remember incredibly lucid dreams girls like problem didnt feel real whenever get one im always wondering real wake up awful recent one last night details little hazy ill best remember im crush friends forget really important afterwards go house group disperses crush waiting parents come get her starts telling medical episode recently highly likely condition causes death basically lie april point tells scared know do moves were couch way put around slump over point basically lying top me says stuff remember wake up apparently hugging myself theyre usually sad normally theyre pretty happy cool overly realistic im loser whos never girlfriend before know talk girls guess ive felt really empty really quarantine going on able see anyone go school helped well thats now stay safe everyone

question going hospitalso im incredibly depressed noone talk to call pessimistic think talking talking someone via reddit seem like would helpful go er right speak someone would entire process like suicidal thoughts everyday courage actually follow it wanted discharged would picked someone im also would discharge me last time went hospital suicidal thoughts transported psychiatric ward private clinic actually called told risk kill myself tldr want go er want held transported elsewhere do

entirely sure doi really want complainer whiner ive really hard time lately im beginning think need help growing whole life revolved around mom jealous condescending way required special treatment colon cancer traveling specialist specialist chemo treatment chemo treatment got used hospital environment soon enough settled fort knox ky louisville ky getting best treatment could best professionals field went well approaching last treatment surgery remove last cancer around colon would free battle shed fought many years long story short last surgery go way doctors planned short stem cancer thought disconnected body fact connected heart slight tug resulted catastrophe year old child hard believe news fact next year rounding corner hope standing porch still lingers joke cruel sick joke corners rounded close times finally set in reality think thats depression began recovered time that senior year college tried taking life due rusty knife self actualization survived day im still struggling pretty poorly depression days good days debilitating cant admit family theyve suffered enough really really want get better im sure do im afraid go psychiatrist therapist im really feeling creep back anyone advice theyve done improve

want stay alive notwhenever tell mother grandmother im depressedhaving suicidal thoughtshaving panic attack either one assume saw something internet made upset theyll tell grow up actually attempt redflag theyll act never saw coming get angry me

idea going back school weeks spiking anxiety given current state world right now understand united states set sending minors back buildings packed minors especially theyre even going right live missouri middle butt fuck nowhere promise high population mean cant cause outbreak mike parson mo gov piece shit literally bare minimum anybody common sense asking mandate masks cant even that nose far trumps ass completely complicit willing sacrifice children school even requiring masks implementing sort social distancing precautions no children immune covid watching world news said closer black children contract covid around hispanic children caucasian children children okay brother biracial black white scared death brother hospitalized asthma times count almost every time catches regular flu hes two weeks sometimes even turns pneumonia cant even begin describe uncomfortable idea friends family going used collateral damage damn near hundred sixty thousand families torn apart cant look past stock market two fucking seconds people stories families past week sixyearold passed georgia tennessee im sure plenty places children made orphans due virus dad heart patient cancer survivor mom sickle cell anemia recurring respiratory problems brother extremely bad asthma grandma one three teachers placed highrisk category governments job protect citizens instead used militia fight invisible enemy guys careful wear mask talk parents administrators unfortunately seems like mess hands now take care

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bf wants febi know im meeting first time we ldr late january hes rough while want lose him want faith okay finally actual good therapist psychiatrist stay together weeks feel like breakdown go im afraid want help him love much

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feel like ive already completely ruined life beyond redemption im basically title graduated college years ago still able get job field went school for top that ive thrown away every opportunity every network had theres way get good job now crushing see peers lead successful lives me im going get blackout drunk tonight hang myself thats way feel relief now

lying everyone yearsi lying closest friends girlfriend amp family years already debt amp telling everyone it okay think might weekend apend little bit happy time loved ones first long story ahead tldr bottom tldr childhood molested sezually fist grade neigbour amp grade verbally amp physically bullied blackmailed shit on pissed on sodomized amp used laughing stock atleast beatdowns week monday amp friday started year girlfriend now ex broke could live behaving like adult trust me either started bunking best friends place months feeling quilty income saving nothing amp freeloading friends lets call jiri place could get back moms place free rooms amp father lived way city transports school there months finalky found cheap rental apartment next school amp also knew move could get enough money welfare pay bils amp get food moved amp first fucking happy life joyfull amp felt good winter came thing called kaamos i dont know wjat call english came sunlight always dark kids started bully school anxiety amp deppression kicked amp could sleep well amp would stay planket ir computer hanging friends lasted month long got expelled school never went there stayed home drowning sorrows playing video games mainly rs friends long jiri tried ask okay always told yeah good months later money behind rent amp bills cash food still sat amp played video games also aunt amp granpa died time took pretty jard started self harm years clean juat beginning managed somehiw get together exgf amp bunked weeks saing i vacation school yeah fucking stupid me got caught threw amp know do visited apartment time payed bills last months so went ro gradmas place amp stayed month summer met soul mate amp new girlfriend friend jiri took back place stay amp promised help anything could told everybody big debt amp unemployed money got went straight paying debts believed told family amp bought it thou father diaapointed me after met talked times date unofficialy living jiri debt collecrors idea was baaically run months even remember it fun playing amp drinking life away jiri johanna amp friends one idea time went fast wa full year since moved ro live own always back head atill self harm drank alcohol remember all one day jiri said we move rental place could move unofficially him happy moved winter amp befire christmas moved new place lie survived officially year already started took toll me afraid phone ringing afraid going public areas amp talked dad months said mom amp everybody else okay nothing happenes while new place drinking playing amp derping around always afraid jiri woild kick money it went debt paying reality done anything ti get rhe monwy evsn toi afraid always helped bdat could amp think enough him im glad best friend summer applied school i forced seek education myself amp knew mistake may ask summer gone amp august school again school needed put address right place house lived jiri see going school started like shit anxiety top gear alcohol amp lie tellling years already evdn believed lie point aftrer one weel school quit it could blt handle it that came envelopes demise bills bills mlre bills wise amp saved money year thought payed all november came bill almost another amp amp on cried shock made bucket list next christmas get contact dad take johanna real first date get jiri something nice christmas fun lt christmas went by always toes january johanna invited place ever since day ca go back jiris place spoke jirk almost month now letters court told johanna anything even jiri one knows this jiri saw letters told okay just fucked badly weeks since last letter amp think next one something bad never wanted hurt anybody never wanted involve anyone else might now regret everything jiri amp family amp friends trough im disapointment everyone lazy fuckerif only could see another way last weeks slept all wake am sure someway im jump balcony know brought upon elementary school amp junior high school learned lie problems time also want worry involve 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july june hi im new here buttoday day ive battling depression literally life past month may honestly worse mothers day hit hard coupled year anniversary moms passing may girlfriend ended breaking icing cake everybody always leaves need most theres attempts past weeks alone last one ended admitted days time called ex told sorry everything response please stop contacting me talk slap face stab back two days got discharged one worse anxiety attacks ive ever had ended breaking telling aunt nightmares ive god brother cousin trying touch little ive never told one family never even got chance tell mom passed away heart broken guys seeing mom pass away front friend getting murdered girl love turning need her everything falling apart around me cant handle anymore know sounds silly hurts id better dead alive everyone would happier without know true cant anymore

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college struggles rock bottomi started first course stem major weeks ago going well all enjoy it causing immense stress leaving derail entire life plan know do change major something interests me would something useless complete rock bottom life massive upturn great gf good health etc shattered now

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deliverance fascinating haunting sometimes even disturbing tale james dickey turned brilliant movie john boorman four businessmen driven manhood machobehavior whore spending canoeing weekend high mountains there theyre faced every darkest side man every worst form human miserypoverty buggery even physical harassment four men intended travel river adventure excitement trip soon changes odyssey violent lurking mountainland completely estranged forms civilisation elements actually make deliverance one nightmarish films ive ever seen everything happens men pray never find similar situation pure talking cinema deliverance important movie well john boormans best closely followed zardoz excalibur still influential film contains several memorable scenes already featured numberless movies think terrific duelling banjos musical score and course unforgettable homosexual squeal like pig rape scene actors deliver haha perfect acting performances especially jon voight must see motion picture

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past days going onto week weird sometimes scary dreams never same one trapped old school bullies could move another semilucid within dream point could kind walk idea was weird dreams coming nowhere really messing depression anyone could give helpful advice really need it weirdscary dreams

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even attempt show willing go edge otherwise pussy incapable killing seeks help weak logical no really also want show self hatred real joke something casual know guess surrounded mentally ill people attempted feel need join order feel validated besides wanted die years now passive suicidal thoughts intrusive thoughts extremely common day day life realize actual option cannot finish jobits weird cognitive dissonance people seek help attempting strong never be and honestly crave hurting often started affect notredflag want destroy everything around me cannot seek therapy help commit suicide

open suicidal thoughts school advice pleasei need advice ive school couple weeks feel terrible ive sick got bad infection im currently using medication right mental health biggest issue feel worthless like killing making wanna leave room anymore school worried absent much called dad today asked could visit tomorrow dont mind visiting me im kinda nervous talk gonna have know mental health crap dont know bad neither psychologist ive told dad suicidal thoughts last year hasnt told school anyone else tell school it people visiting trusted people school know would safe hands dont know honestly guys think

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go social anxiety depression end ok iill try make long me im year old boy ive living social anxiety depression now ive one boyfriend short time ago ive never girlfriend ive never kissed spend almost time inside masturbate much trying stop one friend were close anything school when go school really speak much almost cant connect normal kids whenever go school feel place think lot dying still school life wish could normal normal person normal life normal things person age adults enjoyed time high school dont wish could cant change least completely realistically speaking want couple close friends could call family boyfriend girlfriend there maybe time lol kids hell think id like kids think im asking much many people this seems like complete fantasy could see future saw that could carry life now seems like fantasy it so keep living kill myself least yet went im going ended friends family it get there it since cant kill myself id like little bit hope hold onto mind living people cared me

bruh im never getting help again depressed like months im better ever school still go psychologist cut early autumn bruh well job im getting depressed anymore im afraid now hard explain why mostly get distressed going there

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think every day refuse go would familylike title says struggled heavy depression last years months ago whole life plan wrecked id moved different state follow plans friends feel distant day date romantic interactions since november feel invisible radioactive time thinking lot killing myself thought past depressed lately ive thinking heavily details how when best way least impact family folks know struggling wrestling thoughts think understand serious become much im still thinking it im years old single lonely feel like dying would less painful also feel trapped refuse kill parents pass sister brother law busy family forget easily given time never considered unlovableundesirable within last months really become convinced going alone rest life may way uglier inside initially thought thoughts realizing may alone rest life well knowing go know least impactful possible makes feel stuck idea never talked thoroughly really sorry rambling run mess morning sort thinking things besides sentence structure bear me

idk questioning life ignore want sorry gonna bunch questions parallel universe theory true would creator universe would overseeing one humans optimal species earth would beaten animal wasnt endangered universe infinitely expanding would collapse maybe already wouldnt know shored light fastest would take long time go unknown distance speed light also black homies cool ok peace ill continue tomorrow

even ur getting pleasure life live it youre playing game youre going lose eventually its called death gonna die anyways put effort sustain lifeim tired shit everyday even im good mood dont want keep living know future holds get job work years find hobbies interests make friends relationship on question is whats point gonna die anyways dont wanna live til im id rather die young least drugs kill me im playing boring game called life want early didnt ask here forced stay alive planet earth whoever made planets solar systems etc clearly whoever made humans life wanted us live here im playing rules ill kill teach god whoever made reality game life shitty fuck clouds fuck mountains fuck animals fuck everything beautiful things simply distractions true reality death im going distracted consumerism materialism bullshit things called hobbies interests simply call distractions truth

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