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1 | one person keeping alive hit head desk till bled |
0 | society brainwashed blinded accept genital mutilation babies genital mutilation legal every single country world also known circumcision baby boys condemn circumcision baby girls call fgm whereas blatantly accept boys st century humans rights havent even established men women given right vote fgm banned decades ago yet boys opening genitally mutilated reasons circumcision barbaric cruel procedure cut pierce babys natural genitals knives scissors crosses limits humanityethics circumcision absolute violation human rights violation babys body arent consenting cruel surgery permanently alters body life talk consent abortion sex im pretty sure cutting genitals also violates choice foreskin natural fully functional part penis contains blood vessels nerve endings sensory neurones circumcision decreases sensitivity destroys natural function penis foreskin also acts natural lubricant protective layer fact women equivalent foreskin clitoris hood however considering cutting female foreskin fgm male foreskin circumcision genital mutilation main points |
0 | crying car abandoned parking lot cant explain goodbad feels right now havent cried years lost emotion least know still some wish someone rn cause im gonna go drive movie bit buy pretzels |
1 | dissociationi every number blocked contacts besides mom mangers girl think love who hasnt texted back week social medias people get touch via email soundcloud need want something realized people call friends dont ever really return favor comes listening trying help me feels like everyone thinks im joke always give basic response nothing say really help like help im done talking everyone older brother havent spoke seen years makes high school friend think wont them anyone relate psychotic |
0 | finally get see good doctor ugh finally original doctor awesome retired like new one took adhd meds absolutely fucked over mean cool talk talked anime stuff wasnt great job im fucking happy get back adhd meds yall idea hard quit adhd meds cold turkey like going genius biggest moron earth taken developed depression anxiety paranoia course im failing core classes relief ill finally able just exist normally again |
1 | passively suicidali dont plans end life dont courage im huge wuss paindiscomfort feel like found cancer fatal disease wouldnt care got accident came would feel relief kind want die dont want one end it anyone relate |
1 | cant visualize scenario end ending life sooni picked lot kid home by everyone school where id fight back get suspended blamed home merely defending myself around dad beat living shit nothing since ive reliving every bad thing ever happened mind approached folks depression desire kill myself responded amusement arrogance ive never stopped fantasizing killing anyone else crossed life despite this successful tour navy thought feelings behind went home start school now years tour odd credits great gpa year ive dropped classes despite repeatedly trying get back top gear wonderboy living hell middle year roommate a guy twice age tried moving couple lbs pot across country got caught took rap bailed paid lawyer lingers pretrial limbo tried love weed moral issue selling worlds best drug profits would enough live while course fact wonder could fucking stupid gi bill enough live of im desperate job cant find anything least get seasonal work fedex afternoon im going get longest knife drive chest bleed rio grande someone finds body ive tried treating depression ptsd from iraq war shipboard experiences involving fire since total mental breakdown last december in fact pretty much every year time since getting out really hate talking clinical types say fucking things drugs perscribe ive tried zoloft prozac make feel like im dying im far old friends ive reconciled little folks live part country frankly little late them stick buddy took rap hes person outside service would ever anything like me opposed talk mom hearing voice nails chalkboard hearing opinions life makes want grab neck slam head wall remembering acted needed listen back day im sick matter good im doing theres still endless spinning conflict people even head ill screaming arguments fights inside mind minutes hours catch try remember things really bad even so ever pretended make connection people result feel like never get longterm relationship girl hard im good boyfriend general aspects cant keep long one person course time spend someone novelty wears become distant strange leave hurt anyone ive tried finding work feel like alien everywhere go every trip hunt job uses gas money food money way getting back severely reduce gi bill comes final time end month ill enough maybe help rent bills nothing left anything with get job im going strength keep going much want die free feelings constantly struggling everything im asked either getting nothing losing head ruining opportunity dropped every single class semester girl nearly ran highway flipped off chased way campus full intention strangling death try tell many people worse many people either never ability ive done service people born die trapped one spot either moment lifetime still cant get feeling wanting kill myself want help want die biggest disappointment right theres nonviolent way it meds could use gun quick easy kill im pretty set either hanging tree wilderness knife thing far enough desert one able help bleed death want die house would rather die nature talk vet center therapist little different actual va guys gals even vet center contact kind broken record none therapy fixes problems beginning next month become considerably worse much debt looking horizon thinking ok ive got going work hard keep ok soon never happens everything gets worse either circumstance seeming desire fail end worthless mouthful ill end here wanted get chest glimmers feeling bad sometimes im absolutely certain sometime next year im going end it lived life least travel world experience would really worst thing light pain im feeling would rather die child risk putting himher anything like went through |
1 | really must beyond hope somethingim sorry second post ill made three days im sure taking hint last time aroundhttpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsdioweit_doesnt_seem_like_anything_is_going_to_work im worth advice im truly beyond repair maybe end feeling depressed enough post wrong times day feel somewhat desperate though ive posted again ive spinning control even normal since car got stolen friday afternoon even ive hopeless helpless father others every often get frustrated conclude i understand must want enough get better even knowing need earn money particularly im ever going replace important possessions needed start pulling financial weight regardless enough shake constant depressive paralysis cant it ran problems wrong times life even right ill never able recover enough rate life worth living find existence sadly impractical |
0 | dad sat phone laptop fucking sat pound lookin ass broke laptop cracked phone screen aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa |
1 | feeling ok ion think stay world long cannot keep ugh |
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1 | fruit womb cursed remains cursedfor long time enthusiastically looked forward day could joyously exclaim fruit womb cursed reaps many blessings ive finally come accept fact day simply never come allencompassing peace death brings one blessing least glorious one |
1 | fuck mefuck fuck fuck assholes fuck pets fuck mom fuck world fuck living |
1 | dont deserve helpim victim cant victim youre simultaneously assailant |
1 | every day feel like constant pain mind shut constant discomfort anxieties dissatisfaction understand expected stay alive want end afraid working know else help hear people life want it wish someone could help think feels unbearable keep going want hear people talk |
0 | kids group started playing among us teacher sent us breakout rooms low key said wants play among us playing like bruh live classes |
1 | one want read note im leaving herehi redditors long time lurker here time make first last post feel like leave words significance disappear vacuum anyway probably lived decades longer people kill posting here unfortunate could lived long years majority years quite happy honest circumstances proven best years behind me rather live miserable knowledge life downhill here decided make one last short uphill brief sweet much money saved since someone stole lifes savings enough go s america spend rest cash hookers blow in exact method yet determined suggestions welcome painless quick would better probably able get firearm unless steal one suppose may well try good luck maximum happiness everyone here coming someone older supposedly wiser young still time bet unfuck life still |
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1 | im one year lefti turn sunday july th ever since young teenage years made promise time turn shit still sucks im out never thought day would come im going enjoyable potentially last year life im gonna branch out try new things meet new people stuff depression taken away since want last days best days ive ever had ive enough life now im going live best year ever |
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1 | sure reason live enough anymoremy partner years went lovers best friends their choice mine longer trust made bad choices past i cheated understand viewpoint entirely still madly love them know go on miracle cheated still together trying work it honor trust paramount me know cheating destroyed things im cheater immediately regretted came senses killing option thought partner want make sad figured maybe regain shred honor living them make smile living punish did im sure keep going anymore barely able keep going before thought things mend wrong partner deserves world longer give that want best friend cant make happy give trust like loving relationship can like used have know do think soldier anymore could never bear sight someone else even though know would happier cant anymore im scumbag honorless piece shit cheating deserve die anyways |
1 | contemplate redflag daily basisi contemplate redflag daily basis addicted pot intoxicants everyday lift worse worse cant find fucking real carear enjoy cat find job give kid opportunities asshole abusive father gave me contemplate redflag everyday regret fact lack balls it |
1 | i want end hopefully tomorrow better idk much take |
1 | im completely unloved worthlessnobody loves would care died matter do people like around me even cat hates me tried hold bit nipple bleeding even care want jump bridge sleep forever |
1 | im literally steps killing myselfthats far bedroom bottle pills cabinet takes pills extra strength tylenol cause liver failure id take probably cant keep this cant keep going person matters care person matters even old enough talk please want die cutting helping anymore |
0 | ideas first date ive talking girl sometime cantthink good date id usually go out pandemic chilly temps dont know do probably going bar theyre still open ideas |
0 | clothes uncomfy wtf wasnt living family think id nudist home |
0 | idk questioning life ignore want sorry gonna bunch questions parallel universe theory true would creator universe would overseeing one humans optimal species earth would beaten animal wasnt endangered universe infinitely expanding would collapse maybe already wouldnt know shored light fastest would take long time go unknown distance speed light also black homies cool ok peace ill continue tomorrow |
0 | maria braun got married right middle combat around husband hermann explosion ripped building begin with hermann sign papers pile rubble street perhaps may strike heavyhanded metaphor whats come marriage rocks speak betrothal husband goes war held russian prison camp unbenownst helpless hopeful proud maria keeps standing depressing rubble train station come home others dont sign awaiting hermannbr br trouble arises happens rainer werner fassbinders melodramas one best provocative see maria uncommonly gorgeous hanna schygulla role twoface shell stand man even means working bar american gis and even still hears fellow soldier hermann died still stand sleeps black gi comes close bearing child that is naturally reappears murder occurs takes rap safe working german businessman effectively sympathetic ivan desny becoming sometimes mistress rising star company maria whatever takes successful shell always marriedbr br its hard say theres anything maria fascinating money sex power become interchangeable maria like feminist cake eats sultry smile gets husband less actually lot less last ten minutes film obtaining things man dotes whenever can new expensive house servants secretary money others around getting due already man weak position rise anywhere such secretary played interestingly enough fassbinders motherbr br maria sexy confident alone idealized life going life made shade says two men american soldier poor old sick oswald fond them time stick roses confused soulsearching husband hermann sends canada released prison casts profile feminist would love trounce understand coming going waybr br fassbinder employs inherent contradiction moments maria appear go conventions melodrama for example hermann walking jubilant halfnaked maria gi masterpiece scene marias reaction surprise guilt pure happiness see hes let alone alive sticking guns director highminded technique storyline predictable really like one big metaphor country that war really move normalcy times fassbinder puts sound radio background see maria walking around family house hustle bustle going around her radio speaks divided germany things still unsettled disarray maybe way cope excess maybe thats interpretation itbr br its hard tell really schygullas stare face eyes anyway incredible performance really one showstoppers captures glamor allure oldtime hollywood female star downanddirty ethic girl streets telling opposing costumes one sees one scene finally husband stars one superlustful black lingerie pieces high heels moves dress without even thinking it thats almost essence maria is schygulla wonderfully gets down headstrong somehow loving figure adored perplexed men around her sometimes single sentence fassbinder captures wonderful first part trilogy might overall prefer veronika voss masterpiece maria braun perhaps good character study makes woman tick tock almost nothing lose |
0 | yesterday cried night song song even sad im fuckin cool edgy yes |
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1 | feel even worse used bear mind english isnt native languageso hanging friends today good came back home noticed dont take joy anything dont think im able live like that please help idea do sorry lack context im good writing |
1 | one worst weekends whole year know talk toim crisis mode atm woke friday thinking meeting rush for turns actually online shit me idea going we ended using multicaller phone call phased out meant ask prizes businesses donate week ended time work ones wanted thursday rest friday it also scared sort person told manager id organise saturday eventually got headache front computer long started talking negatively stuff probably minor anxiety attack friend convinced go home rest eating something woke saturday feeling shit cause hot degrees celsius ended getting severe anxiety attack afternoon left crying bathroom floor exhausted try stabbing myself evening rolled around everything seemed amazing woke am friend anxiety attack culminating told im going talking before help cause nothing help anymore wont check phone stay bed feel cut deep inside able go sleep am person live gone bed yet made noise keep night holidays nearly cant cope probably able go church morning im failure able commitments know im going explain this im horrible situation friend know talk to worst |
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1 | waiting opportunitywhenever parents leave alone home im gonna hang im scared |
1 | redflag illusionthe person woke morning person writing now continuity identity sense continuity consciousness false belief self generator pain circle center entry exit stream love utma |
1 | work still depressing still feel overwhelmed left behind lot things know one thing always seem forget get deep thoughts awesome people still side one coworker depressed vented tailgate truck break smoked cigar coworker fine hes inviting people outings told ok could still go together days hes goto lot things feel like losing past month making damn sure keeping thing look forward time time love spending time shooting shit know favorite thing cannot our people get picture harder truly vent get things chest people invited cool again lot shit past month friend would understand hope go next weekend long overdue group thing whenever anyway completely depressed trying hang something know everything ok love coworkers know lose buddy crazy lately need forget things |
1 | im doneive decided im ending it want live anymore im tired picked school home much better im sick feeling like this |
0 | anyone else feel like normal feel like im missing teenager nothing quarantine lately ive realised dont really interesting life maybe two friends occasionally hangout otherwise sports friends live one talk school ive also never hooked anyone ones ever expressed slight interest me feel like life like tv show movie even though know thats unrealistic like ive left behind anyway good night guys thanks listening fellow kids |
1 | ill kill weekim boy friend girl im love her boyfriend told wait see future cant stand pain anymore wants friend moment boyfriend love her do want marry kids her want love survive love without cant much me much love give everytime try give love anyone suffer last hope |
1 | social interactionthose days upvotes random strangers reddit attention get |
1 | want open upi thinki think want tell friends im suicidal addicted self harm im point friendships think open them im sick hiding long sleeved shirts jumpers want wear cuts pride thats fucking am thats me know myself want everyone else to next time post itll tell ive told them really hope im going able post again |
0 | like women like like coffee thick hot scratch hate put oreo crumbs coffee thick weird think burnt mom please come help ill deal consequences failures day |
0 | seniors came back fully school less week schools online td bc covid cases wow less week huh |
0 | try take imdb ratings heart flabbergasted saw rating one childhood favourites wow much family film sweet well meaning movie kids definitely love mind flaws adults guess actor behind character admire subliminal messaging film none film preachy way fact great message added sweetness admit though story thin side scenes like screweyess deathwhich still freaks out may tad scary side animation well average nice colours good character animation music james horner beautiful song featured memorable catchy amusing really liked characters louie probably indepth all dinosaurs least engaging martin shorts clown hilarious emphatic part tells screweyes i quit stitches favourite screweyes though effective villain crafty suppose intelligent anything though wish film kept part explains lost eye scared crows way couldve developed terms depth script oscarworthy funny heartwarming parts keep kids adults entertained voice acting made movie john goodman martin short rhea perlman felicity kendall yeardley smith gave solid performances special mention go kenneth mars absolutely superb screweyes almost unrecognisable all good movie get rating honestly dont sure film perfect good dinosaur movie land time good fun bethany cox |
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1 | fuck lifei getting it stopped watching porn hot back old friend everything getting back together fuck test maths it think clearly id probably done fight stress spiraling thoughts crying gave up completed one exercise without breaking down said fuck send back probably pass math feel like im good stress thoughts prevent it get better time belive me feel like bomb try get life together something bad happens goes shit im gf performing worse worse school parents understand want good grades think every single day redflag see option cant love parents shit me never loved them want escape shit alone without family without anyone |
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0 | good work everyone scriptwriters director cast lovely fun film becomes believable sentimental reasons only good film television cloudy cold wintry days want sit back enjoy |
1 | goodbye postthis post blend rest dont expect anyone see it im simply posting get word one left world listen nothing world alone always alone life meaningless ill pulling trigger soon put something give closure |
1 | get funki want die think lot thing really keeping accidentallyonpurpose death fact roommates would stuck dealing portion rent left tips tricks finding silver lining thnx |
1 | want diei think best thing copy paste wrote empty shell person skin bones organs nothing else there except intruder brain soul even know is know long time made brain home cant seem get leave would swap life anyone die want thats going happen biggest obstacle convincing family best wish could lay chemicals body show ones work ones let belive let alone think ever good enough ones convince happiness belong me ones make feel alone room full people love ones make feel detached everything goes front me ones stop feeling ones make think everyone looks criticising every inch body ones keep night fantasising dying cannot see lives better place living it see benefit bring them longer live spiral abyss depression scars show flaws exposed wake up feel like crap alive god cant save please kill me let go mind peace way tomorrow go pharmacy painkillers sell one box go next pharmacy get another know need two last time oded whole pack ended hospital one pack im going try hardest let throw time work really hard finish dissertation friday saturday get hotel room want grandma find me |
1 | saved mei metro station recent worries life problems waiting train come thinking must jump felt sad moment know why hearing voice said it knew running direction heard him closed eyes let falling last moment catch hand pulled direction train there saved me strange fact man saved girl beautiful one watched silence half minute left followed started crying said must see someone help offered go me know do stranger carrying much ever experienced something like before |
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1 | guys keep itmy parents thing keeping it know theyre people would devastated did even so urge hard sometimes tell keeps going |
1 | ive come accept depressioni longer feel depressed crave death |
1 | hate myselftoday im goin g friends house goes back home viist parents im saaing night work whether want start dating dont hes coming back said friends made depressed suicidal dont know todo wish fucing dead im piece shit anyway im sick hurting people hate sorry writing yself mcuh id ont know feel fucking bad |
1 | life doesnt get fucking better life always gonna horrible pointless even get older doesnt shit comes getting olderwhy keep living human life sufferingive suffering long remember like meant suffer whats point even living |
0 | prc lowest low actually struck gold moody little thriller thing year earlier detour probably one finest lowbudget films ever madebr br strangler basically one set film filled mist shadows technique used poverty row studios hide sets lack thereof here works well ghost charles middleton better known ming merciless lurches around swamp killing involved wrongful execution murder generates sympathy viewer final victim daughter ferrymanhe concentrates wrath directly involved fate relatives wellbr br rosemary laplanche usual imitation someone coma passes acting style offers strangler order put stop killing sop audience strangler sees goodness gesture sign mission complete returns hereafter somewhat chastened ulmerwho directed detour directed strangler would hanging nearest tree stranglers job would done whos complaining story major attraction shrouded sets lighting general moodiness piece stands right behind detour prcs finest hour |
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1 | toi apologize advance use insensitive language first time writing matter familiar terms lost relative redflag year ago painful days ago heard another news high school friend scares much might lose redflag scares especially relative took life one saw signs protect ones care for know loved one danger late good reading non verbal signs strong tendency think everything okay makes blind subtleties would help someones pain |
1 | see next week even tomorrow morning point im empty want anywaysim sitting room alone dark kitchen knife pressed neck feeling empty scared im honest im fucking scared point tonight ill jam knife hope die alarm goes classes morning want keep going like this smiles fake everything fucking far away pointless feel empty im scared im going want live little end tonight |
1 | recover sanitywell ive lately struggling random sanitycordure loss driving crazy used dissociative identity disorder treated got integrated for anyone know imagine disorder fragmentates someones head different people control someones body without even aware since got integrated parts fused complete again happened like half year ago lately random sanity loss breaking mind feel sad cant move bed reduced amount food eat due loss appetite know break pieces again parts might complot possibly kill well actually know alive something good anymore grades going care much like used do got way restore sanity something like that know talking psychologist could help lot ive told mother twice already care enough might even think due age btw struggled years apparently got fixed seems like coming back possibly proper traitment tried deal it entirely myself right now im bed study exams coming week hard even think something remain bed listening music |
0 | male snoo dead hes gone |
1 | every little fucking sets nowafter last years thought getting better turns stopped caring unknown reason started caring cant anything might piss else im deep end shut ffs fucking retard fuxk |
1 | guilt eating aliveso couple weeks back mother episode stopped taking pills cared whole episode eventually bring hospital weeks visit presumed dad going let know going visiting cant drive btw phone good times weeks make sure ok ended getting visit hospital guilt eating alive feel like ending |
0 | someone please put end misery breathed febreze cant breathe without much pain |
1 | luckier most feel selfish home life fucking sucks worst people know would upset left little sister slid note door close fucking broke heart screamed parents stupid useless sit listen whole thing note says love you sorry something birthday wednesday want leave fucking badly want ruin special day turning want fuck rest life bc selfish stick around going kill last birthday end trying reason know friends would miss well boyfriend want make anyone upset cannot keep this escape know going kill eventually known since sisters age going to much pussy actually something end suffering see point anymore life fucking meaningless cycle pain misery resentful parents bringing treating like this force life never asked wanted so tired know people would miss tired |
0 | ever obsessed yeah crush atm litterally cliche might cant stop thinking her every moment think pretty sweet is im like way obsessed shes one friends sit bunch people lunch sometimes catch staring kinda creepy thinking noone really notices almost sure doesnt like barely speaks get obsessed pls guysgals help |
0 | someone please inform fuck happening america friend pennsylvania im worried shit going nuclear treaty america russia expires february im confused means |
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1 | every reason happy im notive always naturally smart know bright future cant pull together lately laziness symptom depression know procrastinate feel guilty feedback loop parents im child im starting care less less financially were terribly well off crater marriage intact mostly me mom want grow without dad still think clean water food money consume throughout hypothetical full life worth could possibly contribute motivated anyone social anxiety cant real conversation anyone every time open someone never works out either take granted make joke it leave me ive sleeping hours every night skipping breakfast every day grades getting worse cant seem snap it cant bring care things like used to death obsession cant stop researching methods degree pain fatality rate stories redflag impossible look tall building without speculating think would say loved ones deed much haunts dreams thought many potential death plans cant keep count many instances hypnotized car headlights ive even gotten middle streets running last possible second every time run over parents would much better pay college ive give passions music sports grades end even grades shit now since siblings succeed thats fucking it worst all overarching meaninglessness everything everyone else does sun decay none this mattered part thinks world would better everyone committed redflag right now all humans done earth bad god real im going hell heaven im going decompose im fucking afraid mother told aborted me could right it im gonna pussy ill once ill right look forward aftermath anticipate most although forget in most month entirety was peace |
1 | crazy di hit hard clinical depression couple months ago extremly intense thankfully last long months utter agony needless say experiance new me knew nothing disorder obvious reasons depressed know depression package good stuff it one suicidal thoughts death depressed person like jumping warm bed long day work raining outside knowing tomorow day got picutre simply sweet heres thing even recovering it feeling sun face air lungs blood vains enjoying good laugh lm still obsessed redflag thinking every day every moment whith negative mindset all hypnotized idea simplicity possibility serinity all like days put one bullet chamber gun holding head closing eyes simply feeling it cold barrel skin frodos like temptation ring complete clearence mind ultimate sensation peace sometimes lose point limbs body go numb well relaxed became crazy anyone guilty act exactly go gentle good night resist temptation love hear thoughts about |
1 | want end suffering pleasei want end really cant take anymore didnt ask brought world suffering waking hours |
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0 | down periscope library since first arrived vhs since then acquired dvd digital cinema nowbr br it quirky flick go militarily overboard either pro con first foremost comedy vehicle main characters quite surprised sequel never offeredbr br the movie gained following borders cult obsession even among young became aware visiting uss drum mobile alabama group cub scouts grandson among them taken roles movie planned relive overnighter boardbr br it fun romp makes proud navy hollywood rare companybr br thanks kelsey grammar lauren holly rob schneider making could otherwise unremarkable movie great entertainment |
1 | calmness deathwhy feel wrong calm right now im alone home minutes away ending life without leaving single letter behind fucking fail dont even know anymore screw that wont fail dont know im typing anymore even know loved life loved living love all wishing best you |
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0 | action horror scifi exploitation director fred olen ray shows talent director character actor william smith one best toughbad guys industry treats viewer best acting performance career randy travis gives best lee van cleef impression hes bad film smith travis make movie rest cast none really stand out ray great job directing flick smith travis good id give b western scale one tenten best seven |
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1 | thought okaydoes ever truly get better swear everything feels okay something else happens im trying hard good hearted strong person getting tiring |
1 | sabotaging myselfjesus christ fuck wrong me im supposed take new treatment depression anxiety keep going therapy saying im taking it taken single pill month im fucking stupid cant believe it im sabotaging realising am still it hate myself wanting end end june now guess coming |
1 | selfdisgust day every daytw depression redflag possible dysmorphia ive new weird ritual thing past months anonymously go whisper app post photos ask rating look therapist determined im uncomfortable around anyone doesnt consider and thats true cant stand knowing people interact dont think im beautiful makes feel depressed worthless also sides family raised particular standards beauty standard dont match cant even around dad stepmom without feeling extremely selfconscious refuse let anyone ever take picture me im terrified considered ugly fat even mediocrelooking dont know im going get past one honestly feel like people dont think im even here |
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1 | hit mum today first time long time deserve it never ever deserved it hate way treated wish could go back fix everything destroyed people say things me provoke already feeling low causes fly handle emerge someone despise episodes often think ending life think guts to unless one day badly hurt someone anger guilt would consume me sometimes cut episodes seems fair much do mum lovely caring woman everyone life treats like shit including stuck cycle know change need help fucked life |
0 | hi cant keep coming back here way express actually feel hate myself im terribly sad time fill void distractions every days come back say thing thing gets worse every time wanna die ever actually want die hypothesis real want die want over feel want die im finally saying feels great want die |
1 | really want make rope mothers yarn uses crocheting hang backyard scared find ropegod damn it universe never letting die |
1 | finalim drinking final drink right hot chocolate bit hot burning throat little thats okay need worry soon soon ill saying final goodbye bye older brother bye cat guess feel guilty leaving them do preoccupation death stronger that then final walk train tracks ill wait theres chance train come delay day so mind come back tomorrow need be then final breath ill relish moment feel pain million pounds steel roll me ill dead final glimpse world final heartbeat final moment worry anything writing actually kind calmed me im going go kill now im still posting this |
0 | cant talk rn im hot girl shit making scenarios head crush fall asleep |
1 | looking emotional representation depressionredflag feel like short film essay something less clinical gutpunch accurate feels day day anyone seen read art piece anything able use help someone close understand something show partner |
0 | must say impressed cinematography amazing frames close perfection way built tension around subject sound like dreadful bore beyond bebr br the film two narrators one seen one unseen trying explain significant series painting caused scandal long time back film theories explanations views conclusion quite shocking must say definitely film deserves votesbr br with minutes play plot film still felt like complete work fantastic direction must say far better blood poet strange reason remind bit of br br i suppose call slang word artsy pretty much lot professional talk various theories stunning visual effects crew ruiz pull off least me amazing film |
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