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somebody please interview parents me assignment forgot ask questions morning remember news day days following public opinion think changed world know it so how thoughts add due tuesday its sunday here thanks bunch yall
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stuckwent outside last night probably home around am planned know why around hours standing sitting staring railing back fourth kept thinking this dunno whats called stopping me wanna it really do bad get cant sure anxiety looking wondering bad itll hurt height think ending another way sure though appointment nurse wednesday dunno im supposed hold im keep thinking going back tonight actually it im stuck
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grasping straws go farim sorry this like publicly breaking know else do im clinically depressed im driving mad thoughts redflag constant memories thimgs ive done wrong feel may end life cant convince change background guess im early twenties angst red flags firing already afraid not diagnosed clinical depression year ago gps i wanted second opinion i like everyone else experienced changes emotion throughout life longest prolonged drop mood continued today sometimes feel ive come it ive lasted five days best one point worst far ive tried number medications good ive lost faith validity antidepressants ive tried therapy could see little nuances ticking heads never seen person boring complicated puzzle solved judge it therapy work me ive tried confiding family could see hurt eyes described felt cant take anymore either cry wolf cured see them may suspect theyll never sure ive lost friends happened slowly level purpose could longer connect acquaintances every conversation felt like mentally bashing head wall unnatural uncontrollable cognitive dissonance spread like tumour even people closest felt like distant dreams accross hallucinated worlds became desperate called redflag hotline tried describe felt kept repeating rubbish like its good reached us today reached minute mark understand felt hung me told early suicidal night redflag hotline refused help me you may call bullshit thats fine care nothing gain lying now state mind feel normal consistent like rat maze often feel ive found escape find dead end ive enough intents purposes think im bad guy average joe done stupid things before even cant stop believing truly deserve this constant state mental pain human see thus cannot understand one day finally give end all want out want constant fog hours sleep followed random bouts insomnia inability hold conversation poor work ethic selfishness want fucking normal like every god damn mother fucker see arround me rredflagwatch imagine many experienced before classic case clinical depression want fucking bythebookwasteoftime answers oh family miss you it pass time im you have tried suchandsuch drug andor therapy its good reached out fuck kinds people also give shit guidelines here real fucking human being real sence want offer advice please please do get reward maybe self satisfaction stroke ego bit tell friends saved someone get upvote care im dick loser fucking human grasping straws wants someone real help me
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easy wearing mask time sometimes carry well times cannot even find strength put on everything fine long wear minute starts slip fun around cannot even open way truly feel nobody really understands enjoy anything literally autopilot constant state numbness like ball chain wife carry around course tired it would be understand constant pain in understand reason even keeping going opening causes pain know wants happy her thing though would anywhere happy without her world know do feel guilty around like this feel like wear mask time
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chronicles hopeful existencewe imagine young children grow great things use inspiration logic please know inspiration doesnt affect me im privileged blessed person raised guaranteed success got education failed endeavor let myself worked years made thought good money whilst blowing alcohol drugs debt im point going norm choices go grid saying fuck leave life saying fuck it im worried heaven hell believe see darkness passing nothing souls born another life know many live worse existences world cant help them would hurt take one person overpopulated equation mom yes her would destroy her wonderful faith tall tale jesus answer her cant even answer phone anymore anyways carry fellows arent meant this see another time
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nurses hospital tell parents scarsso really know put this please tell belong put so anyway basically whats going is came back doctor breathing problems said ill needing surgery nose im fine with thats great ill able breathe problem comes self harm scars thighs visible wondering knew nurses going tell parents it nurse know parents know them theyre messed people definitely kick house take electronics forever treat like stranger take everything kick out im going wear hospital gown open nurses access help want know theyre obligated least ask parents know it ive freaking minutes now thanks anyone help
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tried everything exercise medication calling friend vent problems calling suicide hotline getting psych guard group therapy psychologists meditation eating healthy owning emotional support animal nothing absolutely nothing works alone life friends grew tired problems cannot blame them lost inside mind thought asking help could way mysery turns never was basically used every single person ever close could fix broken soul feel guilty wanted have even want happy wanted okayi lived past expiration date stopped trying long time ago want last words make everyone knew feel depressed opposite actually hope understand it cannot find happiness cannot find stability looking years got tired trying please put shoes sanei got point realized gone crazy depression took left me used be person everyone knew died long time ago left remainsi want know understand best needed free pain going through today finally restwhoever reading this wish best love you understand pain going through really do wish could free you wish could hug right nowmom please feel guilty dad take care her love both keep young memories find lived past expiration date
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get itwhy let die why fucking get it cant kill me every day gets worse add nothing world why cant tell anyone lock psych ward again get it dont get life cant life im losing fucking mind cant tell anyone cant even drink get altered state mind im young hate existence hate everything myself feel like animal road got ran over guts hanging it yet still alive tremendous pain everyone keeps driving by one helping it
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goodbye teenage years offical longer teenager fun all entered depression s words wisdom go college right away know want spent whole freshman year constant panic figured sophmore year fun mental illnesses please get help finally got medication year old changed life im good advice thats got best luck teens
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job depressed high anxiety way life maybe ill better luck next lifehi im ive severely depressed life severe panic attacks occurring almost weekly ive tried medication fluoxetine sertraline wellbutrin adderall luck im constantly tired everything monotone get panic attack wouldve ended everything much sooner redflag would devastate parents wish happy
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simon pegg plays part sidney young young entertainment writer begun beginnings career writing grassroots magazine specializes badmouthing shallowness superficiality rich famous making career lampooning celebrities although desperate wish celebrity himself movie based bizarre career toby young also ran small magazine britain called modern review offered scathing criticism pretty much everything imaginable closed magazine hail verbal bullets coeditor went spectacularly failed career writer vanity fair pretty much part life told movie br br he first thrilled go work major publication called sharps magazine movie despite active nerves notredflagly beaming first day meets chief editor clayton harding played jeff bridges hard nails also exactly kind editor needs goofoff like young keep job magazine offers little form immediate acceptance young also described liberal tolerance youngs offthewall antics inappropriate behavior br br much comedy movie derived youngs misunderstanding indifference generally accepted code public behavior peculiar etiquette involved dealing rich famous sidneys reasons acting weird way giving outwardly offensive interviews believes loathes entire celebrity culture and would seem believes ageold saying if cant beat em join emand beat embr br complicating matters two different women charming regular girl magazine named alison olsen kirsten dunst first appalled sidneys obvious arrogance womanizing ways stunning model named sophie megan fox represents celebrity culture needless say sidneys endless attack superficiality stardom superficial lust sophie one look starbr br sophie stunningly beautiful true also comes across single thought rattling around head alison regular girl interesting attractive dunsts performance makes real person relationship would reality britney spears marriage yet movie retains level believability because despite obvious is also feel sidneys pain pursuing i felt it anywaybr br how lose friends alienate people pretty interesting premise full honest satisfactory performances although turns bit standard romantic comedy third act variety welldeveloped interesting characters danny huston example gives us great performance alisons love interest pays homage big lebowski also starring bridges everpresent white russian one personal favorite drinks buying absolute kahlua china costs equivalent kitchen never without them br br i looking forward day simon pegg branch little bit love films completely unsure range played serious character hot fuzz serious relation lunacy surrounding him ultimately went back again pretty much shaun dead run fat boy run lose friends hes rising star interesting see else do
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kill myselfim getting close snapping anyone life im distant entire family feels like everyone would prefer dead family hates everyone else loneliness utterly painful nobody talk anything online anonymously post much reddit makes feel pathetic ive lived many years life full im starting come high horse im coming hard nothing interests seems like things cause thats gotta do really want work rest life thought sucks much im afraid everyone social anxiety debilitating hate room feels like everyone glaring judging me think everything general anxiety gets intense fight away distractions keeps working anything else im maladaptive daydreamer ive spent years laying bed dreaming exaggeration done many things ive daydreamed instead pathetic could never build another connection human being never feel close another human being theyre distant bring everyone down like im outside world looking in im fucking lonely guys so lonely horrible school starting eighth grade sat room never work never even got job volunteer service hung friends its good years now friends nobody earth goddammit alone submitted mediocre college apps im loser pos ill probably end working dead end job hate like everyone else whole family fuck hate thought much want work horrible miserable job rest life want go community college want fucking city want run away start completely over want completely totally different human being want anymore addicted video games many years lost many experiences guns house think might kill weekend cant find guns im going go buy strongest sleeping pills sturdiest rope ill way im done im fucking poison earth im fucking done im gonna stop now cant read screen tears im starting shake problems infantile stupid im whiny needy entitled bitch even bother posting stuff never helps nobody cares nobody ever cares yeah im leaving soon im home alone tomorrow next day goodbye everyone sorry ill write note tonight
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cried first time district uses grading app called skyward teachers dont update grades dont update grades says assignments missing therefore lowering grade said class leads missing assignments mom always back grades saw flipped out parents divorced go dads house every week sometimes hard get work done like puts lot pressure this important later on explained mom teachers havent updated grades tells email teachers multiple times hasnt worked told that said something mightve bit disrespectful ive already tried emailing hard back puts lot pressure me get says first im back dont talk like second deal pressure wtf im years old care grades well wouldnt say im depressed dont really feel happy often bad thoughts mom scared depressed year told wasnt shrugged off pressure got started crying dont ask anything return kinda wanted place vent thanks reading whole thing though
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conundrumsim alive someone else die alone knowing full well fate ___ ive suicidal years ive hospitalized times st time pills drugs time tolerance handled long enough someone find pump stomach nd time someone found got gun called cops knowing planning use it rd time voluntary then years ago dad died st conundrum dad always truly kept anything dad best friend person whole life knew gave shit im son son world died sleep nowhere undiagnosed sleep apnea found dead taking nap st conundrum is family members grandparents real old killed moment truly utterly lowest would go losing son grandson would also noone ro take care visit them last yearmy grandpa died grandma epileptic handicapped situation literally none feelings world want alive _ profession lets people work feed kids nd conundrum work lot good people big families kids card pocket says im cant work im journeyman work boss loses money too take food mouths families im around nd conundrum is much ive tried last years relationships start family find significant worth time ive failed everyone help gets that watch work effort give others things honestly deserve feel like ive drowning whole life cant handle anything anymore im tired
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lost hopeim pretty much close giving up best moment me well almost every moment horrible im ever seen positive light contuing let introduce myself im vic yearold last another month hell female im iranian things best since born here everything going south know do lost someone dear months ago hurt aching heart imaginable dear generally sweetest thing ever seen im relationship girl love me know wants pretend go on feel like let her feel like im unlovable thing is friends nobody likes uncared for expect id used now im not pain got worse worse really cant wake feeling like want start day abandoned things loved life bitter want wake up leave whatever reality im living in seriously hard cant im sorry appreciate reading this left response want thank advice
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difficult movie classify items less generally care defining genres theres something movie makes want put specific category order transmit even one word feelings it completely recommend film anyone and truly enjoy cinema enjoy life want soon finished watching it br br i recommend movie call beautiful delightful admitting perfect anything wrong want sound like contradict myself believe writerdirector brad silberling knew exactly getting finished writing inspiring script im sure wanted achieve product nothing perfection product would simple appealing uncompromising title well hes done it br br silberling director long complex dramatic movies like city angels moonlight mile proves items less closes minutes passion work also faith it put actor morgan freeman front woman paz vega grocery store take exactly places ordinary life would take silberling proposes here br br i cant tell within apparent simplicity lies thought provoking background underestimated everyones exposed camera focuses directly two main characters share endless conversation car ride stops thats endless life life let express praise well silberling handles situation saying reaches less time not movie duration time single day movie develops events smaller place kind connection two characters sofia coppola generated lost translationbr br that movie set tokyo also encountered actor woman also conversations moments living lives conversations sense though provoking quality items less and coppolas movie naturalness every situation never lost images music words seem forced included picture buy time br br in aspect collaboration silberling director photography phedon papamichael man shot beautiful sceneries sideways focused every emotion patch adams delights us visual passages true natural beauty br br but ultimate beauty items less found cast by avy kaufman two protagonists ones transmit feeling mentioned beginning cant specify feel connection tell theyre fun may even improvising stuff academy award winner morgan freeman also executive producer film simply stands confirms status today movie industry one thats well deserved quiet man filled wisdom easily make cry make laugh beautiful paz vega well said great spanglishhere proves real deal hollywoods small her
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abnormal feel like lack sex going last strawi problems real ones feeling trapped unfulfilling marriage one thats worse happy not id rather pull trigger leave try to what start over cheat would better leaving grieving family option leaving divorce alone ill survive consider though maybe ill easier forget im villain this care people think will feeling like sex stupid thing put importance makes loathe more want forgotten
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im yr old female ive never person could call friend life half year period barely left apartment first job warehouse job year since started working couple weeks even though ive long havent formed relationship anyone always avoid getting familiar anyone thats default way hate it
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intense actors like bruce dern jason patrick rachel ward combine make modernday film noir winner three know interesting offer good performances intriguing charactersbr br patric narration noir playing exboxer mental patient wow alone makes interesting guy looks dumb isnt ward slinky attractive cynical intelligent compassionate co conspirator kidnapping plan goes bad bruce dern also mix dern never fails fascinate filmbr br the movie could considered kind downer average viewer found fascinatingand like depressing movies normally found kind quirky crime film take look see agree pretty unknown film status simply good story welldone
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hello sure whoever needed longing someone talk to anonymous diaryi battled depression happy overcame demons within me know firsthand important someone feel heard so count let us friends dms open would love hear storiespraying youceg anonymous diary
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lost faith hope deserve goti spent pretty much whole life computer parents never let used live dodgy neighborhood moved somewhere nice become really introverted prefer spending gamingstudying spending time pc literally fucked up pretty suicidal never reason too edgy something stupid sincerely regret police comes takes electronics life onward comes crumbling down dignity gone deserve happening me cant carry living it even care life name face comes news anything getting rope asap cant live friends everyone knowing ive done fucking cringe roll ball stabbing thinking it even worse losing religious faith fuck life stress losing faith fucking intense like living lie whole life care hell exists not want there seeing tragedy going world kills even more dream going cambridge longer possible parents optimistic forget everything thats happened tell carry aiming it well know theres point working hard anymore always aced top grades exams without even studying know much potential ill homeless scum streets people thinking im loser failed school cant find job ugly long beak nose get stared quite bit im public reading propaganda nazi racist islamophobic comments internet made selfconscious try hide face public like looking floor covering face car drives past put hood etc people said look ugly face wear glasses look groucho disguise mask uglified without moustache remember kid friend laughing look stopped looking mirror stressful look go thought process ive grown love nature like want travel world course longer possible try optimistic possible cant carry like this dwelling like freak bedroom day want commit redflag courage cant sister thinking falling unimaginable tears completely shreds apart im stilling waiting see sentencing ill get final outcome either humiliated hated homeless shit job relationships end quick go all always go one lifes quote anything happen stage look so admittedly deserve wanted let feelings out
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dream killing everydayit wish ive got nothing worth salvaging
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im feeling year chronic depressedalready year feel nothing hatred sadness within fueling thoughts negativity ive hope ill ever trust people feel safe loved healed feel happy never person cry year feel like im constantly holding back could cry every day wanted command feel fucked head desire destroy vanish like greatness gone ive felt fucked often became chronic undeniable feel need someone fix make shit decisions professional would expensive right cant put real person shit im always keep evolving often leads going days denying insanity dont know do feel constantly outcast thoughts impossible fit in im either foggy fucked negative spiral inside head ive short outburst happiness hour drains energy
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anyone lay dark think different ways dyingam one somehow find strange peace knowing one absolute way end hurt courage go it
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though movie first rate roster fine actors special effects excellent story line full surprises picked studio distribution went directly dvd perhaps contains much antipolice force information perhaps juts one many action flicks released glut whatever reason big screens missed opportunity fortunately new concept releasing direct dvd allows us enjoy itbr br the theme old rookie reporter uncovers inner circle cops corrupt case frat first response assault tactical team group well trained policeman created clean mythical city edison low point crime drugs prostitution etc working undercover temptation pocketing confiscated goods money proves much opportunity now years formation frat responsible murder drug trafficking terrorizing innocent people etc lead dog lazerov dylan mcdermott makes terrifyingly real gangster partner rafe deed ll cool j even buff usual proving sensitive actor reporter pollack justin timberlake catches wind bad mistake reports theory fraud corruption papers boss ashford the always reliably fine morgan freeman gradually polack convinces ashford subsequently wallace kevin spacey also consistently fine character actor aid pollack investigative reporting closer pollack gets truth surprises bad incidents happen story runs pall mall toward series unexpected resultsbr br timberlake lacks charisma carry lead especially company seasoned actors cool j freeman spacey mcdermott keep welloiled machine movie rolling end no great movie one makes edge seat action flick message grady harp
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hurts much ive suicidal thoughts recently getting major support therapy meds im already antidepressants werent working load things days ago constantly suicidal thoughts twice day cant begin describe agony happens sometimes ill put way extremely painful headache isnt physical im guessing mental hurts muchi cant stand it clutch head go floor crying far remember one else knows this cant stand physiatrist said depression like hardware brain change software thoughts feelings basically means im fighting depression whole life ive nearly whole life anyway planing redflag dont know stand whole lifetime
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historic moment happen next hour yall nasas perseverance mars rover set land jezero crater mars site ancient lake mission search signs ancient life mars take surface samples possible future return earth theyre also bringing along helicopter which successful first powered flight another planet wright brothers moment go watch gonna sick
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racism native communities us canada extremely downplayed western world seen rise antihate movements incredible indigenous peoplenative people often left powerful movements americans canadians tend forget sitting stolen land day native communities subject many forms racism bearing brunt climate crisis horrific
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reason im suicidal sex lifei sexually dead cant honest anyone hurts much core reason cant bear living want know sexuality want kind identity want actually live
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ever since began feeling depressed trouble falling asleep usually takes hours staying bed motionless fall asleepdo experience thing cannot fall asleep normal
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know doim recovering metheverything junkie going year two weeks last night went visit sister friend place ive never really before ended rather going home right sister left flight sitting buffalo wild wings drinking turned year never drunk bar suppose wanted feel like everybody else place felt absolutely terrible three beers decided drive home told roomates happened entire three hour drive could think disappointed myself made progress life throw away peer pressure felt like failure still right now know silly seems even think silly feel though let everyone around me want give up solid support system set trying get sober feel disappointed well feel horrible called work today let boss down lied calling place recently got promoted actually rising ranks great job im lost desperately want like people went high school college partying acting normal becoming suicidal fact drank couple beers ive thought today giving up drive home last night took everything slam gas pedal let drift something time past year actually looking forward future im back last years feeling like shit ashamed deeply wanting anything take away worst part drugs now used use drugs take pain away worked time anymore even picked meth heroin whatever chemical gave put much could make feel better thats worst part want end im tired trying hard better go right back demoralizing tunnel leads bitter end either directly killing slowly dying addict death
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everything life favor right now feel like thisim getting paid love constantly keep writing great music enjoy tastes bland feels black white girlfriend love feel down keep pushed different medications zoloft come closest working im constantly crying least get erection medication love life sometimes do sit think while try hard make friends always tell want friend almost makes wonder sometimes im autistic something know it im adult feel like one people treat things know like common sense feel isolated main reason kill trust anyone else take care cats im sorry mini rant idk else put this think every night luckily stop myself advice
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last tonight im donemy girlfriend broke second time two days ago actually happy last week once school fun well football changed gf meant world incredibly depressed since think im killing somewhere next week cant hold anymore ive going classes ive fighting mom dad last night actually cut wrists still red bleeding dont care anymore im soon again care try convince im wrong dont think can
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redflagdepression antidepressants generally good place every often get really low moods last days more less nothing seems help normal usually go away motivation feel anxious really low mood feel like end really want pass constantly google things reasons might happening blue happen anyone else tips getting ruts feeling days
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film great comedy drama christopher walken tremendous supporting role manager commentary keep laughing robin williams plays great role quick wit jon stewart amuse fans comedy central show good viewer halfabrain see needed subcultural attack policies current republican government criticism american democratic process mention means politicians get electedbr br i amused subplots found film fast paced entertaining without usual ohbrothers would agree film less comedy marketed however without question better garbage theatres present thoughtsdon
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says giving longer making effort always fails leads darker deeper hole kill also keep trying keep failing entire life spent told keep trying succeed one big freaking lie far nothing life worked me feel place world option stay holed piece crap falling house wait eventual death cannot kill myself giving yet killing self
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somebody please interview parents me assignment forgot ask questions morning remember news day days following public opinion think changed world know it so how thoughts add due tuesday its sunday here thanks bunch yall
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fellow teenagers reddit please give cutefunny name ideas call gf im trying brainstorm cute funny things call girl friend need inspiration got any dont shy
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like mario great game people think fantastic game first one natural flaws say dislike mario practically get decapitated mob nostalgic idiots fact many retro games bad modern games improve everything older games made telling im wrong disliking mario gtfuck yoult
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cant thisim really shitty night feel like theres one turn to also dont want turn anyone dont want burden want disappear
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names joey ever since th grade redflag teacher total prick would yell class mentally abusive fuck us sure part trauma ik strong people def added part trauma anyways developed social redflag generalized redflag disorder hindered ability make friends like friends max talked sometimes too even close friends redflag lack motivation would spend day playing laptop bit younger escape me could avoid life play video games day parents lenient started developing depressive disorder probably also started smoking weed gram day strong dispensary weed year brain fucked could think all could concentrate anything like minute hell could even concentrate remember like anything like past day two contemplating starving death know fuck realized ways time now got nurse practitioner gave citalopramantidepressant ssri recommended counselling accepted counselling time declined later got phone call receptonist make counselling appointment whatever thought feel better was side effects sucked sex drive really insomnia started smoking gram day days went psychosis got extremely anxious agitated panicky even yelled parents told mom fuck thought redflag knew not anyways broken inside redflag disorder could handle it psychosis looking antidepressants something help sleep think weed combo sorry wasting time r reading ik lot writing story m
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feels like im losing mindsome time around december started getting depressed super well life suddenly progress paused sort fell this started feeling sad anxious whole works life started back again great things happened life im getting anxious depressed happens thats affecting whats happening life got accepted prestigious exclusive improv comedy group feel like im spiralling control cant perform anymore feel like im burden group regrets accepting me schoolwork getting affected grades dropping mind always elsewhere worst all cant seem talk people anymore feel like peoplefriends have new old see sort freak right im really struggling talk social mind constantly racing miserable know fix it think could ever commit redflag certainly started thinking decent amount scares me want think it im afraid might actually consider life continues current direction needed get chest thanks
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happy happy taught months worth school math stuff weeks spanish words days hell lot physics exams coming teachers focused kids th year mulo its level school ig rd year failed exams bad held back year th years wouldour education system complicated ik thats help me exam skipping th year mulo btw anyway got results today got spanish english maths physics th years even score high like super hard get like got s thats fucking awesome also got dutch im pretending happen everyone know said dutch exam way harder compared exams previous years point fucking passed passed fucking awesomely get go vwo another level school country next year thats fucking cool get wear best uniform all fucking happy yet im sad
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could actually worth somethingi cant really contribute society im music education major education important music isnt nothing mankind future solve poverty disease sits distraction anything truly productive maybe take construction job become truck driver get way real educators teaching stem go wrong love science ive wanted astronaut forever thought good math failed last calculus test understand basic astronomy gonna helpful anything earth theres even argument made lack importance space exploration much love space much really contribute mankind everything enjoy important get way something matters even like go even end point know stuff sounds like eugenics support that really do cost money food time resources energy people care about needs that
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day posting random fun facts everyday forget get bored henry box brown escaped slavery american south mailing freedom friends pack small box ship cargo richmond philadelphia survived went work magician nice day
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lost job today great week feeling horrible lost job
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cute nah basically idea girlfriend im going dedicate notebook write every time hang out im going say day was did felt thinking know whole shabang well year im going give along favorite flowers favorite candy dont lot money cant get big fancy gift thought cute want feedback it ideas revisions
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past week playing furry visual novels havent attached ever since met wolfgang animal crossing discussion post want know bad sign not love wolfgang wolfgang isnt treating like before
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nostalgia always best reason watch movie often not movies loved kid disappoint adult exceptions rule hard justify owning dvd krull regardless many insightful directors commentary may be stay sharp gen xyers dozens disappointments dominating trip memory lane might stop stumbling across one worth revisitingbr br one surprise film worth another look joel schumachers flatliners supernatural thriller starring s popcorn heavyweights keifer sutherland kevin bacon julia roberts billy baldwin would think stew comprised cast flamboyant flair schumacher ber slick eye cinematographer jan de bont would result something sickeningly stodgy calories aside flatliners aint half bad even though production design inexplicably overthetop photography achingly over stylized replete neon soaked streets spewing endless billows steam flatliners still manages effectively dark compelling thriller theres explanation flatliners forgotten might saw release another far superior supernatural thriller jacobs ladderbr br had flatliners released year two jacobs ladder likely schumachers flashy thriller would dismissed toned down commercialized ripoff adrian lynes nightmarish masterpiece films released year flatliners enjoyed different fate tripling jls take box office despite watered version similar premise passage time kind flatliners lost atop dated heap throwaway s brat pack dreck jl cemented reputation timeless classic fates aside jl seamlessly terrifying manages keep audiences guessing right last frame whereas flatliners falls victim over simplification hollywood conveniences drag final act predictably tidy denouement comparisons two movies unfair ultimately overlooks flatliners ability represent s quintessential best released end decade shallow excess flatliners always dated hairstyles clothing styles fairness also remembered well executed movie or least near top particular heap dreck intents purposes entertaining walk memory lane
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i uh dad catch phone middle night like bruh get heart attacks
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jimmy laughed chit chatted nothing matter normal jimmy even heavy fire hed still nattering scottish accent smile giant twisty raf moustache jimmy landed wee plane first open veld spotted father instantly fell plane tuck rolled ready run cover jimmy bit surprised steady old chap need tinkle
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ok tried hanging myself work matter much pressure try put arteries feel explosive head sensation black out wtf one thing want life cant accomplish it gotta say feels peaceful this maybe keep trying one time ill get right spot whole life building to destiny feel it
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felt ecstasy feari tried out sort of way want go quit could anything harmful want found goes plan ill try hours know want work im pretty sure do maybe ill choice taken away me know started feel immense pressure windpipe scared scared situations knew could easily get out tester all split second gloriously ecstatic going free cant stop coughing still feels like theres pressure throat also feel relief long anymore feel like ive stabbed heart every time hes somebody else deal terrible obsessive personality mine anymore deal intense longing desire love never be deal intense sessions highs lows fine week writing notes next even notes time want go least hell attend funeral hope im rollercoaster started started him know ever going stop cant forever much im done
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nothing life worth living for parents would get gone friends would sad little would move too nothing feels like worth it love money faith nothing sick crushing loneliness given opportunity cease existing would take heartbeat fat loser spent entire life making people happy late now cee ya later everyone prolly going soon least would like to
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batman returns opinion first batman batman series half movie batman returns is first batman tim burton batman joker played wonderfully michael keaton jack nicholsonbr br in batman returns feel perfectly cast batman movie yes even better dark knight keaton returns batman perfect role never going far top character batman perfect film comes two villains hes against first danny devito delightfully insane penguin michelle pfeiffer catwoman dare say one interesting complex villains batman movies feel way pfeiffer way becomes catwoman starts rather pathetic mousy selena kyle truly dives dark side mind get brilliant performance woman goes trying hero villain suppose back hero end also amazing cast evil businessman max schreck played amazing legendary christopher walken supporting role theres something role love maybe look schreck film makes performance better already isbr br story wise say batman returns much going time around opposed first batman part reason loved story much fact burton dared go much darker twisted direction opposed nicholsons top antics story penguin tries deceive people gotham making new hero mayor city catwoman struggle decide really new persona comes batman feel one hes ring leader holds two stories together course kicking ass timebr br cinematography film dark atmospheric like story thats taking place within it gotham city never looked good bluray hd chance see way means truly adds overall experience batman returnsbr br so truly feel batman movies batman returns believe tops dark knight enjoyed movie heath ledgers amazing performance joker felt movie lacking something batman returns lacks nothing want see amazing film feel perfect cast batman light bat signal for
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