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used always feel loved me common fight turned sickly true care much man place shoes feeling pain must feeling alone know sick me stop this shouldnt feel bad right

sorry post againi want use sub place go groan guess im now past couple weeks rough life saying much every thing crumbling around me mind broken afraid pushed dearest friend away ive intense lately many people open to know im much know throw sick weight onto loved ones shoulders ive watching videos people dying redflags favorite especially ones guns ive gotten murder videos freak accidents torture never never liked sort thing seeing hurt always made sick love now soothing pleasurable watch videos release drugsmeds always cheap masks make feel real pleasure watch suffering gore actually calm im filled hatred want hurt everyone crosses me want people hurt every fucking day hurt me always pinning screaming ears cant get quite anywhere everyones feeling forced onto me want stop it want eyes leave me ive never fight believe opportunity ive never hurt anyone want bash break people make feel like complete shit opened friend think scared off even give details needed get back wanted person care know completely breaking whats wrong me lived constant urge end life violence pounding head think really turned friend away me im tired everything loud want good man

everybodys telling lifes short want dieim tired whats point anymore maybe humans meant die

character named evie evie wants good person nice friendly smiles often strangely brutally honest evie also secret idiotsavant sister reciting original poetry getting community excited sister writing unfortunately evies poetry mother starts happy boy next door shows interest evie evie tries figure really wants dobr br what keep mind watching movie evie really is brutally honest person mind telling ivyleague types respect them would seem odd would able pull lie someone happy cheerful quite emotionless comes certain issues character flaws theyre plot development mean lot first seembr br mostly something melodrama character lies characters personalities propel drama relationships held risk terms writing fresh bold acting helps writing along well maybe idiotsavant sister could played better real joy watchbr br the directing cinematography quite good theyre acceptable evies world wreathed color light makes beautiful images consistent really much flaw result low production value within value genuine storytelling real care characters perfect movie certainly enjoyable onebr br polarisdib

gen z culture dms redacted study wrote ago basically overexamination things friend sent me really meant serious enjoy qad quaque alternis die meaning every day direct message send oneonone messages to redacted colloquial english term cum pronounced km reference upandcoming gen z teenage culture subcategory includes interesting phenomenon male teenagers try best increasingly risky terms phrases cum informal expression semen ejaculated man orgasm increasingly popular term within last decade galvanized genzers one many words used disrupt social status quo gen z culture phenomena generally explained early childhood genderdifferentiated social relations clashed middletolatechildhood established sexual social script breakdown ie reassertion ideas formed broader social movements began generally unified gen zers together outside forces phrases terms used widely openly new generation include poggers gamer sus plethora abbreviations bled millennial culture like lol lmao open use terms gen z compounded higher activism rates could imply greater shift away conservative societal views popular term utilized describe still faith older systems boomer play baby boomers ie born likely subscribe conservativebased media january th otherwise noted first time ever redacted finally responded back direct message similar fashion original term recently hard work paid further continuous tirade messages finally received another interesting response january th otherwise known parts world including limited france mexico spain argentina romania redactedd response quite peculiar nae response copied multiple times within seconds known youth culture spam one word phrase constantly sent messaging apps forms media given amount time amounting tens hundreds rapidfire repetitions surprisingly nae actually one meaning older reference hiphoprap artist silents pronounced slnt awardwinning song watch me whichs melodic prose included famous lyrics now watch whip watch nae nae become increasingly popular gen z culture monosyllabistic words gain traction easy say type whip nae nae quickly became popular dance moves filling social media sites flash hopeful dancers took challenge create best videos choreographies unlike grand majority songs watch me forthcoming dance moves continued stay spotlight while stayed part gen zs background continuing affect develop day sense one says nae especially said multiple times could referencing watch mes nae nae dance way expressing satisfaction current situation april chinese artist wowkie zhang released hit song sunshine rainbow white pony rise mandarin pop missed american listeners heard verses nae nia nae nae nia nia nae nae naes accompanying phrase english known long history used racial slur uttering writing someone african american background looked upon conventionally appropriate even nothing american culture however mentioned previously specific subcategory gen z culture includes interesting phenomenon male teenagers try best increasingly risky terms phrases sense nae becomes sort challenge another male teenager likely african american background testing see whether continue phrase redacteds intention truly honored considered one would willing challenge expressional dominance matter type nae redacted referencing oneword response truly illuminates deep gen z culture go even seeminglycommon phrases much deeper vibrant significance youth finally end research appears redacted verge blocking ending means onetoone communication with me multiple dates november th december nd december th redacted stated gf shorthand girlfriend meaning female relationship with went post image twice pressured december th january th reverse image searching pictures learned actually roseanne park better known mononym ros vocalist kpop korean pop group blackpink find doubtful is fact redacteds gf useful continue observe behaviors talking her going far propose suitable mating candidate redacted rejected turned down said to remained loyal supposed gf asked probing questions relationship blackpink vocalist redacted became defensive telling stop leave this stop using experiment ignoring latter hopefully continue probe relationship time goes on gen zs tendency get fictional relationships people positions social power ie famous passed previous generations akin millenials love mariah carey gen xs love ooga booga rocks another category fake love called waifuism lonely males embrace d animated world hold d real world male love animated japanese characters plagued gen z generation almostnormalized millenial rare cases gen x generations well later years may eradicate degeneracy hope pray redacted stays d side spectrum study gen z culture dms redacted ended blocked main messaging platform seen previous entries may take us years entirely learn nuances gen z culture continued immersion means continue learn expand knowledge gen z

thinking much keeps alivewhat mean ive thought multiple ways end myself wierd common thoughts are feels pretty normal decade lost best friend rollover catapulted mental rock bottom state didnt help deployed time stateside anyway years since finding out ive since pushed dozens life became recluse care outside world ive spent countless nights laying awake fantasizing ending all mental exhaustion constant battles inner demons dirt nap sounds good however countless nights planning redflag im also countering thoughts happens fail end vegetable forced stay alive machines bad hurt noose doesnt kill im suffering would pretty awkward situation someone walk seeing like right ive thought slitting wrists id rather kids see aftermath that jumping bridge standing tracks waiting train turn bits popping many pills ive thought up thought failure thats kept attempting it today feeling like im fucking cursed live days death finally takes me typical day wouldnt bother say due disdain society anyone reading feels hopeless dont give up matter hardships enduring keep fighting sometimes gets worse gets better take upon reach out follow another path know definitely alone

lack hope motivation prior lockdown worstenedhello im writing gain sort motivation hope future im year old secondary school student ireland currently final year leaving cert acts access route college based individual performance longest time struggled mental health major anxiety depression redflag ideation lower general motivations immensely coupled add makes harder stay focused topic gain focus first place although taking medication these sertraline mg ritalin mg school always difficult however supports supplied seem quite impossible country lockdown schools closed im left home little motivation anything mother understands mental health challenges however insists blaming academic shortcomings lack motivation such believes right angry this said anger aimed me source problem seems me online classes school whatever reason theres little direct pressure teachers use google classroom thats it know get motivated much anything thoughts escape redflag getting stronger stronger feel alone all sucks want feel like anymore if incoherent im sorry hard put sort thing words me

wish would tell somebody chance moment stopped caring moment realised nothing really mattered anymore maybe thought pass like things used to drowning indifference stuck it things used crave enjoy feel like nothing friendships deep ever wanted them feels like meh fuck going tell anyways want anything really want nothing fuck no either way going same feels like already dead mean sometimes matters springs emotion longer recognize somebody brink suicide hand anything times here maybe meant statistic along thinking eventually going miss night sky think appreciate enough going miss memories two best weeks life people may suffer most sorry or not mean genuinely feel like anymore already

innocent friend made dark joke today talking rasputin dance tiktok yknow shirtless boys said crush would literally die said wouldnt youve already tried didnt succeed youre immortal imma leave

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taking lethal dose diphenhydramine tonighti depersonalization derealization im convinced im living simulation way death life made shitty nothing real im inside computer feel like thoughts actions arent even mine want end depression feeling tonight taking mg diphenhydramine enough kill me live brain dead bed rest life miserable death option escape

keep bad intrusive thoughts killing sister killing myselfthese thoughts come around couple times month im scared may act one day

feel like failing dog mom every way depression getting worse day time get home work everyday zero patience energy deal him husband month half hes months old hes incredibly rowdy attentionseeking huge sweetheart cannot seem help jerk whenever hes around feel overwhelmed around him cannot help hate hes feet time constantly trying jump lick anywhere skin showing trying train hes progressing rapidly still cannot seem find leftover patiencei always dog person happened mei feel like worst person world feel bad love much want feel loved know do horrible dog mom

something wrote kind express feeling felt like sharing person inside me wants cannot break wall cries loud ever apparent desperation rise paralyzing enclosused imprisoned repression depression hope lost hope gained day day out disassociation confusion worth it strong enough let go weak enough hold on part something bigger prisoner something smaller say words head ring hallow spinning control maybe asking wrong questions maybe right questions maybe right answers maybe subjective maybe purpose purposeless words enough ride myself want break out replace person something better cry help plead affirmation tell alone tell okay tell okay please tell okay get somehow

feel giving enough time feel prayers answered moved abusers house bliss weeks lapses desires hurt worse today one f days keep praying religious time let cry feels prayers get answered given anybody else help sorrows universe truly want brave myself know begin even meditate journal every single day matter nobody knows even tell mei feel horribly alone many people love come help feel absolutely terrified ask help back even could cannot feel like open like that want trauma dump especially tell people stories get disgusted cannot handle it even know dude feel like still suicidal everything perfect is feel praying much cannot take given shut up feel like help coming soon trying find valid suicidal still

shouldnt kill myselfive lost friends family help live

think im suicidal summerive heard seasonal affective disorder thought winter months drag people down ive got backwards apparently never wanna hot humid life always goes crap im backwards whole life mistake give one good reason continue pointless cycle

banned point ive banned strong suspicion people banned least

life hard like cant get hot boy catboy costume choke life gotta hard like smh kill

want alivr anymore think take longer problem feeling hate everytying happening especially breathng want alive thibk kill myself want feeling idk stop it tired

redflag thoughts living aloneas soon turn eighteen would like start living alone start job im afraid day long thoughts ending all want cut myself want hurt myself im afraid alone could really end all live parents sister since think much cutting myself cant stand anymore know could

reasonim serious dire straights one person read today would enough ive come reddit many times seeking help various problems years let keep quick im worst state depression ive ever in theres huge lead past three years ripple effect huge onset panic disorder agoraphobia coming dangerously close developing eating disorder depression bad moment im physical pain im pretty much frowning time whether want not result chronic headaches time cant sleep binged eat im supossed go back uni next week six hours away folks parents desperately trying convince go back think depression get worse ill kill myself worst depressions even probably ever be mom knows suicidal thoughts only recently help ive medication since may much im depressed suicidal usual say suicidal loosely feel like fucking imposter guess feel like id everyone huge fucking favour die think necessarily want die feel like inevitable part future fucking hate im convinced feeling like result eventually killing myself desire grow old ive never anyone im cant keep job keep school im fucking depressed days really wanna something takes everything shit ton pills write redflag note yet again wanna die want pain end cliche sounds pains getting bad think im beyond point fixing this either redflag live rest life barely hanging suffering sometimes wonder suicidal depressed about im reasonably good health wonderful family live safe country never really want anything go good school im fucking ungrateful could many amazing things life motivation deserve achieve things even deserve get better ive tried fucking hard many years beat this ive really really tried get hard work ending exactly place started sometimes worse im fucking alone mom knows anything even know everything friends acquaintances uni many people like honestly think really good people living campus keep telling really care me care died even fucking care depressed fucking deserve this humour anymore dropped killed even want consider dropping choice have amazing friend group even tried hard go along every event every event smile funny go majorly way help get around everything wanted city theyre exchange students ended ditching me tell amount times id crying eyes out talking jumping window full blown panic attack moments headed them nothing excluded plans never replied messages calls but regularly talked group chat ate without we live hall things without constantly quite rude times happy call overly cautious paranoid acted anxiety no didnt know anxiety depression thats fucking shitty thing say anyways trying hard brave expect anything life honestly dont seems matter fucking hard try im piece shit one really likes enjoys around dead friends people life actually care would much better off feel like alien something wrong im different connect anyone im indifferent death im becoming cold fucking hate it ill never good close friends partner future thats possible me big part wants get better going years reasons anyways get better grow old cant even shit remember loved ones bust ass get degree thats gonna get salary thats snatched taxes constantly pussyfoot around others im terrified offending them spend every second life living like this keep going family worst days brain convinces want die ease burden care someone mental illness not true family amazing fucking believe anyways two questions said consider dropping uni this second time do really go back live six hours away folks tiny room friends people rely on im depressed suicidal good idea let folks convince staying home six months finally anyone give reason keep going one fucking reason would enough keep fighting good fight guys

may sound dumb want dio run fade blonde bastard killed dog ruined love jonathan erina i think im starting season one fight stand stone mask know imma die imma it would prefer fight mask stand

thats id sum up said naked gun meets james bond think mine accurate im neutral point o br br this movie kind blast past reminds old movies from s s thats plays time period exact flashback exception mood movie made shows screen main actor who ive told popular homeland france perfect role here hes spy number attached him one character sums movie asking question hes good see watch movie br br very funny indeed like spies mixed comedy old school flair taking anything else matter seriously need watch this o

best way commit redflag

dont want feel way anymorei keep flipping depressed feeling absolutely nothing dont want feel way anymore first appointment get psychiatrist wont march dont know last long im give everything depressed could handle that life numb nothingness feeling whats breaking down dont know anymore

want out feelings coming backhello everyone know name justin vent family treated nicely past couple years able handle heartache stress caused me started loving carefree family mom got addicted prescription medication went hell pretty quickly mom got super addicted them started stealing them using dads credit cards believe maxed forced bankruptcy used money ever had going high school time beaten mom emotionally abused told oh cant tell anyone take away oh want put jail keep straight face go school like nothing ever wrong keep bottled up hidden inside like dirty secret met would shocked thinking truly normal family normal family monster secrets though normal routine high school same get get dressed get yelled beaten go school sat hours trying make good grades trying listen teacher thoughts god want go home today gonna find overdosed floor get home got home shed asleep would cook clean psychically take bed drugged rinse repeat dad back watching tv ignoring me ignoring situation anyone talked would fighting yelling done everyday day long every high school year age present remember finally broke down weekend gone per usual buying drugs year old kid trying damnedest make happy cleaning entire house cooking big meal waiting dinner time come around started cooking thinking perfect time done made happy made love this well got half way cooking accidentally spilled went got burned remember snapped inside started crying floor mental wreck saying freak freak god ever deserve even though looking back fault instant got right back dried tears fixed entire dinner second time got home right appreciate it love dinner took long preparing trying make happy said nothing house said would better cooked dinner end rope trust broken selfesteem shattered everywhere left broken remain former self next day panic attack panic attacks whole week assuming dying watched laughed criticized saying faking get outta school started cutting felt human control darkness creeped behind though start feeling suicidal way out day shoes like currently still like years old graduated high school take get permit go job interviews broken wreck year period self harmed started again days clean today but feel like things going dark going numb cold monster inside like slowly going insane sad really know whats happening know insane crazy making dream like knowing theres going wreck happens suicidal thoughts back want confide friend jeff loving caring knows situation know self harm suicidal thoughts worried scare him let know guys girls think know long ass post get out appreciate read it

lot easier people cry someone funeral ask going every while imagine would answer anything standard i fine one wants hear loneliness existential dread realised something

teensy bit horny okay lied ive horny day posting would tell im bored

someone please wish happy birthdayim worst birthday ever ive celebrating whole day bc nobodys home feel fucking alone right now lmao didnt even get hear happy birthday today fuck feel like crying something really stupid rn mean definitely isnt hoped th birthday go welp guess someone please wish happy birthday feel least little bit happy today would kinda mean world

got link survey sexual intercourse frequency quarantine lmao u guys r sex id lucky even see gf february

reason dont wanna kill myselfis dont wanna make dad grandmother sad already going lot break heart hard im done everything gave trying nothing ever works me failed

one acquaintances came todayi walking school happened pass asked hey man doing gave typical answer doing okay jokingly replied saying only okay well least hate everything want kill yourself haha know respond gave kind nervous laugh little know

guess whos friends homophobic hell mine yet come feels fucking great knowing anything homosexuality

saw movie night sleep loved searched find would again probably best movie ever seen time even cast full people never seen seems like real life story based nyc kind movie elevates viewing pleasure see it hear feel it moment saw wirey drinking beer watching game imagined must like grow without father many lines movie use daily basis like the personal alone time bathroom drinking beverage great film

were stumbling around together unformed world whose rules objectives largely unknown seemingly indecipherable even possibly nonexistent always verge killed forces understand says ted pikul film people sums life existenz probably film existence real unreal tell difference not last line film superbly ambiguousbr br the film seems like shaggy dog story indeed real shaggy dog it takes along interesting ride full provocative cronenberg touches make look amphibians game pods fish spines bones new light bits quite icky takes place rural setting gas station called gas station chinese restaurant called chinese restaurantthe film engrossing texture leagues away usual big budget science fiction movieyou read many things film repays watching oncebr br the main actors jude law ok jennifer jason leigh great roles suit talented actor good role like unmatchable unconventional beauty fascinating voice suits part allegra looks great short black skirt too familiar actors given much do looks good sounds good howard shore score complements film well cronenberg possibly alfred hitchcock scifihorror genre matter film makes always worth watching

anyone know pills overdose die little pain possible sorry english bad help overdosing

whats problem tornadoes hurricanes america like bitch build house bricks concrete obviously wooden fucking house gonna stay together never heard three little piggies

town mph wind rn watched streetlight fall semi tip side got learners permit today woooo

messaged crush wish luck bois filler filler filler filler

yes horror anthology film lot fun thats although film clearly horror stories light spiritand even occasionally laughs bad thing sometimes horror films bit stuffy overly serious four stories pretty good one better movies style seenbr br the unifying theme connects story house itself four different stories involve people either rent home investigate happened tenantsbr br the first segment starred denholm elliott horror writer writers block so change scenery rent house almost immediately elliotts block vanishes works steadily tale serial killer amazingly soon block vanishes begins actually see fictional character again psychotic killer appears disappearsmaking seem losing mind might best stories nice twist ending makes story come alivebr br the second bad all probably weakest peter cushing plays bachelor pining girl friend died time ago though picture looked amazingly contemporary enters chamber horrors wax museum town sees wax figure reminds lost lady fascinated scared this later friend joss ackland visits he too sees figure entranced it leads ending that frankly bit letdownbr br christopher lee stars incredibly harsh stern father pathetic little girl segment lee seemed like idiot end understand demeanor though slow one ended wellbr br the fourth segment silliest meant parody genre jon pertwee the third doctor dr television series temperamental actor known portrayals dracula however nothing right film according fit pique stomps set find better props vampire film actually pretty interesting played role seemed like natural christopher lee played dracula vampires bazillion times give take few enjoyed pertwees line basically said lees recent incarnations dracula crap compared bela lugosis perhaps lee take part despite silly moments entertaining funpossibly good better first segmentbr br considering film started ended well excellent acting writing hard like film

wait judge ironically killed family free go

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forget milk cereal first yall wash hair body first actually bothering youd better answer correctly

least painful way diecant anymore dont want really painful

im hate life know might seem like every stupid year old kid ive suicidal since would go kitchen late night reenact would slit throught rare dont suicidal thoughts feel like im waste air one loves want im bad school everyone sees failure idk last post reddit good night reddit

world sadim fuckinghurting yall years torment abuse years healing shit alone years always alone get better better im fucking step program im even addicted drugs alcohol though true guess addicted something im fucking trying feel sadness look universe begging hope see pain injustice cant escape im either going die protest maybe death meaning im gonna blow worthless brains end dayfuck life worth this

one best romantic classicteen deviyaan film selecting among equals soft emotionlovethis simple story middle class man came limelight poetic talent charming personality attracted towards three women vice versa one hindi movie star second rich lady third lives neighborhoodbr br the situation put confusion decide one life partnerhe asked days themultimately goes astrologer asked loves mosthis confusion came know lady living neighborhood really cares loves true lovedevanand played lead character fully justified contemporary romantic image

escape fron thismy family believe therapy siblings thinks worthless nowhere go help faraway want end end it

tell someone want dieive suicidal thoughts pretty much everyday past years somehow im still mostly cant boyfriend love much dont know tell im extremely suicidal person breaks least week wishing could take miracle death pill weve dating years knows depression dont think knows bad is feel like cant tell bc die blame knowing cant burden another person anyone relate here dont need convincing stay alive bc im afraid end rn need advice this

silly putty implies serious putty

farewell friend aka adieu lamihonour among thieves perfect neat entertaining thriller sees mismatched demobbed french algerian war veterans alain delon charles bronson trapped basement vault one return stolen bonds clean two million wages sitting christmas weekend naturally things quite simple even open vault leading neat twists turns debit side theres bizarre striptease scene car park bronson irritating fonzielike catchphrase uses inopportune moments brigitte fossey sporting perhaps hideously misconceived hairstyle s it makes look like bald woman whose wig blown back top head high wind something liability ill cook spaghetti ill learn make love well ill read shakespeare speech hysterical wrong ways shame horrible last lineshot otherwise surprisingly entertaining unpretentious number thats worth checking find decent printbr br cinema clubs uk dvd offers english soundtrack since delon voices rest cast fairly well dubbed thats great problem especially since widescreen transfer pretty good quality

anyone hereim sure begin ill start now mother advanced lung cancer step father intellectual incapacities shows word wrong im getting paranoid it im alright everything need someone talk to thoughts self harm redflag thanks

one beautiful moving thought provoking films around good family entertainment time makes think hard issues involved every time see ghost zac riding bike puddle end cant help cry eyes out john thaws performance touching shame longer us gone forgotten outstanding film full marks

whoever says pokemon stupid die movie superlative even shead tear celebei died cry much film touching animated thriller br br in fourth installment pokemon ash friends must stop bad jerk making celebei ultimate evil weapon dark ball time sam celebei travel time continuously hunted game hunters like part double battle sam apricorn pokeball if played pokemon gold silver crystal know isbr br i also enjoyed miramax charge instead warner brothers putting mini movie end great idea pokemon movie come life ever

whats point fighting pain die eventuallyi cant take pain anymore

ive seen many dustin hoffmans movies like straw dogs rain man liked them characters much often calm even shy persons expected movie straw dogs saw totally different person much energetic film kinda reminded al pacino serpico movie interesting beginning end liked way dustin hoffmans character ready everything stay son movie also revealing personally think shows people learn find compromise self without involving people issue

know im going itim going stab taking beautiful view park near live ill start day breaking shit boyfriend ill tell ex cheated her feed favourite foods ill make sure day talked said goodbye friends ill want ill go want ill tell person ive liked years like them then ill go park ill sit one boardwalks its empty night impale myself ill get high fuck it pain problem ill let bleed out ill throw knife water want die

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bought rope againthe ropes thin though long could cut pieces braid it even know im posting here waste time

im drowning selfloathingim fucking stupid ridiculous literally intelligent thought process goes head given time cant well exams fucking basic even monkey them everyone fucking thinks shit easy dont think makes stupid im god damn stupid im blight upon humanity deserve die hate stupid anyone put misery wish one ever believed keep disappointing people realise im really loser life everyone thinks smart actually biggest fucking piece shit ever sully earth someone please help feel like hyperventilating fucking time think im going die soon

im gonna kill tonightim done feeling pain world collapsing dreams dying family members dying im debt lost car lost job goodbye world

re im losing mindthis supposed response post just deleted think freshly posted received responses the post user seem deleted middle typing response anyhow original poster still reddit reading i hope so quick response alone peak hours right people probably asleep its am california right now im best person offer advice since im quite lost depressed state situation exactly i guess nobody really exact situation i too struggle am feel like ive become enemy people say cant let depression define you im struggling see line drawn anyhowsorry cant offer better words encouragement wanted say alone

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update last post tried talk mom headache soon broached subject ig well try tomorrow lazy check basically hour long mental breakdown prolly undiagnosed bipolar

days great days want kill myselfive attempted redflag once took roxycodone pills xanax klonopin drank half bottle nyquil half bottle dayquil know im explaining but yeah now sometimes day like morningafternoon great night get depressed want kill myself one day ill happy next ill want kill myself happen cant happy always gonna nagging thought fuck up right kill first time

rented movie without heard or read anything it shame movie intelligent witty hilarious fastpaced realistically ridiculous characters manage get developed without relying heavily clichd tired stereotypes refreshing watch help thinking marketing would helped lob notsomainstream movie starvedforintelligentcomedy mainstream quality dialogue ease actors execute huge range awkwardness heartbreak comedy rare daysi felt actors must really enjoyed participating something rich national treasure number one box office three weeks rowit weak many ways mention guess im happy movies like seeing still made somewhere there

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need advice ive wanted date someone two years started talking now tell feel last years keep mouth shut

wish people caredim guy im ive cleft lip whole life made depressed ive actually tried kill couple times it enough courage anymore baby sister im scared life could affected death right feel alone nobody life seems care friends want around make depressed parents mock tried commit redflag think problems typical adults understand passing someone hallway school makes shake im nervous anything productive know nobody permanently help feel better ive always thought back head girlfriend a girl loved was would happy always makes feel extremely guilty everyone tells worry first also doesnt everyone want relationship makes special guess im posting here hopefully nobody say that think thing could help even girl hugged me would make happy long time year ago got hug girl best thing ever joke nobody cares tried times actually know many spent many many months talking girls absolute best patient respectful nice mention depression feel like thats best could do girls even want talk me confidence left embarrassing like said everyone tells im young nothing worry about friends call bitch bit emotional thing done made everyone else happier shutting saying nothing want shut good

playing much games summer quarantine realised cop ambulance vehicles minutes hearing sirens front building

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homelessness like chronic illnessgonna homeless again time expect happen fifth count bunch stuff money storage friends help move did thinking selling ending shit im built paycheck paycheck lifestyle breaking cycle poverty seems impossible wanna leave bed cause going long time till one again

tips better confidence hello need advice confident less shy really sure else say

found cockroaches bed one closet get rid them someone actually help im terrified cockroaches im go bed two climbing crack bed do im going sleep couch bc im genuinely terrified

theres guy thats dick day long wont say names thats rules usually jojosomething theyre shitty person fuckoffdickhead

dont want live anymoreim literally friends since years old im pretty sure mild quiet form bpd also pretty sure social anxiety avoidance personality disorder both im fucking lonely ive always people talk work school ends soon walk door people talk outside work right grandparents mom siblings online friend talked time eventually got tired clingy annoying cut off im lonely physically hurts hate myself cry sleep night wake crying morning dont want anymore

girl school said ugly eyes idea means regular dark brown eyes anyone tell means someone tells youyou ugly eyes least let know im ugly

hi guys story wrote english assignment tell think warning story quite dark standards vaguely mentions physical abuse enjoy the solution ampxb opened eyes didnt help couldnt see thing jolt fear ran me gone blind blinked times slowly could see vague shapes around me tried peer ahead fog gloom impeding vision saw appeared barren desolate muddy wasteland rotting trees looming beside me looked could see sun stars moon dark blanket clouds floating menacingly head descend upon crush me felt holding strange stick right hand looked hand realized wasnt holding stick knife sharp dagger precise dripping blood flung ground shock wiped blood hand onto pants frantically looked around me confused got hold weapon then second thought saw something ground little fog hand walked closer towards mysterious object yes hand hand whole body small girl lay ground arms legs splayed out couldnt older covered blood eyes wide open still unmoving horror staggered away body turned ran stopped again blood bodies piling top other ran again everywhere went found bodies still unmoving finally stopped dropped knees bodies around me felt like suffocating me knees saw dagger again done this could possible become monster slid ground prayed over suddenly huge thunderstrike sounding like gunshot woke sleep wait dream seemed real thought breathed huge sigh relief then almost took back looked around me remembering true reality situation sat up looking far wall bland dark stained wall looked around me walls looking almost identical felt cramped like walls closing me small dim light hanging ceiling home mind wandered thinking got horrible situation brought head take surroundings far end room could see tiny kitchenette appliances sitting bench gathering dust contrast wall behind almost sparkled dim light dozen knives stuck magnetic wall shining bright full moon glimpsed peeking small ivycovered window looking knives brings sense comfort took back childhood collecting knives hobby id spend hours cleaning them sharpening them arranging them escape outside world knife dream too didnt bring comfort felt uneasy almost scared might done kind fear ive feeling since childhood pushed feet walked unsteadily small alcove bathroom facilities were used sleeve sweatstained black hoodie wipe dust mirror peer mirror see holloweyed disheveled stranger staring vacantly back me let become creature staggered shower stripping clothes letting fall onto tiled floor turned water showerhead stuttered spit water out slow first strong flow water hit me stepped back weakened body unprepared sudden impact spray leaned spray temporarily enjoying feeling clean water running hair onto body water splashed onto face remember couldnt breathe greasy palms pressing neck grabbing hair muffled laughter barrier water separating us water continues flow crumple floor head hands flashbacks getting frequent still much done many lives saved innocents needed protection would protector never had needed finish project hair still damp dripped like blood dream shook away impatiently rubbed bloodshot eyes almost finished connected last wires carefully sealed glowing capsule inside airtight lead casing could fulfill purpose could save everyone inevitable pain anguish suffering life brings heaved sigh relief first time months allowed small smile linger haggard face took knife rack strapped side would need hands work first time months eased open door cringed loud creak checked hallway furtively one there dragged burden hallway grimacing unaccustomed weight arrived set creation pressed button done everyone free clutched knife close chest waited doubt lingered late go back become

im giving self monthsidk wanna die ya want live anymore nothing except tears months things change ill livei think anything changei friends really know wanti want anyone im scared human beings every human good actorfake emotions family miss fine happy later on ok heres im posting what three months im anyway gonna die wanna experience stuffhelp out

belong worldi never begin withim tired ive actively passively suicidal since years young thinking taking out want end violent disturbing life was growing up want one find me somewhere forests montana lake colorado always wanted move think thats ill find sort peace love nature ive ever loved anything entire life want surrounded die want given back earth put stupid box thrown ground gift come earth would bring last bit peace able give back it im sorry cant shit more

misfits military school hmmmm sounds funny maybe offensive some characters there arab thief sex crazy teen smart mouth pot smoker forget guy burns things throw strict nonsense sergent homosexual sergent one sexy ammunition teacher makes one crazy film adventurebr br i seen film funny comedy revolved around fact try work together things get donebr br these band misfit students weinberg military school placed because sgt liceman quotes because outcasts embarrassments families communities disgraces one ralph macchios earlier performances karate kid cousin vinny appearances barbara bach well film appeals teens young adultsbr br great soundtrack keeps film moving

tiredi stupid amount money owed various places owed council due fact flatmate initially failed declare tax exemption court hearing said owed money th sept divorcing parents tearing whole family setup farewell abusive husband father mother me flatmate leaving go live someone else expected happen growing tired living could tell hard find work chosen career depression impedes efforts work times have tired feeling dull constant ache throbbing feels being nearly breaking middle supermarkets unable tell people around feel would gladly cease existence oh yes mind long wish around deal aftermath mother stepfather friends such aftermath would horrible note would fix anything brothers sisters fill place know feeling death another leaves open wound empty bare could die affect noone would lovely im throwing hands air shouting one last fuck you jumping front oncoming train want go quietly night nothing more

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planned redflag todayi idea anybodys actually going read this know im posting ive tried everything medication help therapy help thought relationship would make happy thought getting dog would make happy thought moving would make happy nothing changed exception brief periods actively wanting die feel like live everything ive done others others done me ive made many mistakes knew could start over would heartbeat cant theres changing ive done think shoulder burden anymore went every option available overdose asphyxiation even shooting myself honestly put thought dinner friday deserve something quick something painless needs hurt deserve hurt happen read this thank you hope better spot right now

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soul mateim years old nearing ive praying death year now always felt like never good enough older brother always better everything parents seemed love always felt like dissapointment got uni met girl fell madly love get insanely well would anything her person makes feel like normal person im away feels like theres nothing left me completes makes feel whole boyfriend really nice guy would get really well way treats makes despise him always late everything unorganized past laughable asked go meal old friends ex recently got engaged girl love want go persisted agreed blew friends go him tells her long shift work go something get known weeks understandably angry went home got pjs meal family finished phoned told meal asked was phone comforting her upset angry said would see evening turned turned hours later said would said apologise would take breakfast late too still forgave him also took girl wanted sleep before see girl loves favourite play theatre understandably upset this somehow convinced unreasonable im always one comfort boyfriend whatever wants everything im left nothing ive desire death met girl found felt human since ive comforted boyfriend many times desire death never greater reason write now help found felt incredibly sad promised would stay around long needed boyfriend visiting since arrived barely says word feel use finally run out stuck girl described worst year life often referred rock always tried hardest make happy put smile face boyfriend long distance relationship btw tried make situation people made feel awful better made worse often forgets consider hard tried last year her continually mentions boyfriend perfect glandular fever thats hard says looked grim glandular fever saw pictures still looked beautiful glorifies everything feel like im becoming worth less less seem need anymore feel getting closer closer redflag even boss work realised something up know do want end

leaving people behindi cant talk stuff anywhere may kill get goal weight want live loose skin disgusting want repulsive unlovable covered rashes wrinkles infections want least achieve goal die see need see scale buy gun time worried people upset die love enough want stick around want hurt all sad sure leave note idea plan this feel sad imagine poor niece missing me confused friends mom husband hope cool okay it just case anyone reads this no money surgery yes even another country

tw moroccan sucide hotline number hhey hey name rayna need help please ive feeling pretty weak mentally physically past last months time would try vent family would simply ignore saying its phase growing up simply took away phone thinking letting talk friends eventually try vent them am writing small message laptop sucide slf hrm mental illnesses are sadly really taboo thing country concidered haram since moroccan people closedminded would like moroccan sucide hotline number even tho doubt theres one thanks taking time read im really sorry possible spelling mistakes english first language im still trying improve

sister reached decision get married guy i say im bi im wearing bridal gown sister going go dress shopping together look fabulous bridal gown

lights new york first alltalking feature film been course jazz singer released oct first feature film incorporating synchronized dialog however film released july virtually unremembered place film history started short gradually tacked clocking minutes accidentally became first alltalking feature film opened grind house run warner bros surprise made million dollars good money back br br the plot quite simple two country barbers naively buy barber shop broadway fronts speakeasy the hawk gangster learn truth cant afford get out younger barber eddie mothers money tied place kitty younger barbers girlfriend gangster hawk wheeler oakman eye turning older girlfriend gladys brockwell newer model chorus girl kittyhelene costello cop killed trying stop hawks men unloading shipment bootleg liquor hawk sees opportunity frame eddie thus getting kitty himselfbr br this early talkie loads fun enthusiast pioneering works sure plot elementary dialog stilted something see much early talkies background musical scoring vitaphone originally used purpose still using musical accompaniment along dialog singing dancing numbers scenes hawks nightclub used opportunity show films could never musical numbers even wildeyed emcee heavy makeup left silent era hoot watchbr br vitaphone could go outdoors point due static camera booths scene park two lovers eddie kitty simulated cheaply greenery looks like something ed wood movie perhaps high school production our town br br gladys brockwell hawks castoff girlfriend delivers lines punch real trooper considering lines deliver hawk so think chicken want throw back deck huh mixed metaphors anyone final lines ive lived ive loved ive lost someone get paid write dialog brockwell making good success talkie career scoring triumphs silent films the evil sister seventh heaven fatal car accident cut career shortbr br then eugene palette older two barbers story frog voice natural delivery lines cuddly appearance gave long career character actor usually appearing putupon family manbusinessman gruff exterior heart gold fact mr palette member cast still notable career films three years movie releasedbr br finally question where microphone hidden microphones still stationary point fun figure theyve hidden it one famous scene though everybody pretty much figure out hawk office talking two henchman seem comprehend slowly talk taking eddie ride watch scene swear phone desk character film front center whole conversation microphone likely planted phonebr br there something heroic pioneers flying blind face new technology sound silent actors accustomed using pantomime expression vaudevillians know play live audience know make impression vitaphone camera booth dialog writers either trying write conversation compactly title cards filling films endless chatter br br check one out boring moves fast loads fun know look for no expect one ever bluray hope folks warner brothers add warner archive soon everyone see it

know might feeling many relate to depression less half life due many different factors things happened throughout lifei used drink alcohol quite frequently even smoke lot weed however quit things completely couple months ago another journey itselfi knew indulging different substances make highdrunk pushed feelings redflag depression aside making disappear forgetting moment came back last couple months completely facing shit unable or say unwilling escape means constantly feeling want cry time little feeling want let floods real got much tension inside know potential would feel much better afterwards time feel empty cannot cry matter hard try feels like emotions somehow trapped deep inside me would need terrible reason able let go pressure instead letting go getting rid it keeps staying is really frustrating want cry cannot

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