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died step sister kicked dad balls rly hard fucking tiktok boys ik feel pain like hours still feel nauseous sick

methodsjust purely theoretic discussion easiest ways out would prefered way least impact family least destruction body course purely theoretical

aging rocker movie mentions heep quo favourite bands ever incredible cast everyone fantastic storyline love piece creative genius cannot recommend highly mick jones added much foreigner lead primary songwriter along greatest rock singer ever lou gramm watched great work times bill nighy voice jimmy nail talent oozes every pore astrid karen could aging rocker ask for bloody brilliantbr br alastair perth western oz originally windsor england

im okayidk post here down havent slept think still want live wish could shake sadness

feel like shit nothings really working cant tell friends im already enough burden theyve dealt shit enoughfuck fuck everyone

back why thought free thoughts guess im hurt cant escape inevitable right leah im complete fucking loser right make fun use cheat taunt right

im probably going end soontitle says all thought someone know ive tried help worked while tried guilting stay alive work anymore even know ill make christmas wish would end mistake im useless worthless want die tonight

hi hows going you

want kill myself sure wish id stop breathing maybe never wake upgt whats point life hold job yrs life thats life thats fucking sentence god damn prison sentence fucking place like work dear usps understand now people go postal drive fucking hard barely able pay bills fuck you gt mom wish wouldve put adoption keep someone told think could make age done make everything never considering peoples feelings made countless shitty fucking decisions ass hole gt dad whyd worthless know parents teach well parent husband jesus couldve there made better money decisions actually put food table instead mom starving time maybe father hard watching kids now get dad never had gt lauren miss much loved you still do walked door id scoop arms ask start over im sorry know man needed man all wish wouldve told everything open me fucking maze unexpressed emotions thoughts gt myself disappointment try harder stop fucking pushover go things always wanted reach was late tell everything wished wouldve always scared scared setting expectation putting there starting over hate you reason weve always hard fucking man good enough could separate you everything would different gt god there life make sense without beginning eyes you you everything fault mean stepped in given hand taken me im lost need help answers love companionship someone talk to know anymore wish id never born

recently ive eating stomach problems im getting really bad stomach pain im hungry appetite throw little food eat think eating disorder something im sure

told floating whole time without even know heard atoms able touch right mean floating whole time may feel like were touch ground actually

hate working much drives redflag keep fighting alternativesworking years retire living years damaged bones something else die pointless thanks motherfucking piece shit started breeding cycle

liked roman polanskis repulsion probably check the tenant since similar concept polanski stepping playing schizophrenic wacko actually one favorites movies second rosemarys baby course straight forward journey mental collapse man moves former apartment suicide victim residents building flaky sticklers keeping noise level even slightest titter becomes big deal polanski stars becomes increasingly paranoid succumbs loony hallucinations film carries on gets point dressing acting like former tenant realize matter time decides tor reenact fatal leap window film bit slow dawdling while ever seen roman polanski movie know going end bang flick disappoint also best question intricacies premise take descent madness pretty trippy surreal times polanski good timid deranged resident who somehow attracts ever illustrious isabelle adjani also get see running around drag disturbing hilarious time damn makes one ugly chick so polanski fans actually look past thirty yearold pedophile charges enjoy the tenant entertaining psychological headtrip

go school leave new kitten home sitting purring

im sorryim sorry disappointing mom dad know im strong smart kid wanted im weak ugly faggot im sorry gay im sorry ugly im sorry fat im sorry turning like this im worthless know that everyone remembers remind every single day truth cant fight back im sorry weak im sorry hurting tyler really wish turned different im glad still friends wish ruin like everything else im sorry making spend time me im sorry people associate now im sorry way ive changed you im sorry everything ive done friends im sorry making look me im truly sorry everything hope forgive over

parents said want actually spite ig parents said would kill big hassle

unpopular opinion memes better without meme original picturetext seriously like taking joke far add less funny is feel like memes left jokes

give life feeling worthless tbh recently accepted cant move forward life advice support guys give me nothings changed im old old nothing ever change thats fact me honestly feel like im abomination hate body everyone always calls skinny feel embarrassed im made fun body also feel ugly people gave gestures disgust see me one kid even called ugly im going keep playing video games watch youtube im going abandon dreams find new job career heres worthless bye guys good day

pain doesnt stop stop temporary pain isnt

need make thursday oh please help make iti strength left last week made appointment therapist earliest could arrange know bothers it took psychology school know say know do want magical session gives hope want doc say somethign already thought give hope keep going im sitting here thing think is im done want go on want life anymore want lay pass peacefully sleep days lay awake thinking time go wish would come naturally right now keel heart attack aneurism disease seen coming far wake every morning alone give comfort doesnt feel bad cause id leaving behind siblings parents nieces know love me dont cant help think irrelevant really am sure theyd upset theyd live lives eventually hit ends wheels time turn turn dust life would meaningless now need hope something keep going till least thursday cause right now thursday hope have slimmest hope best heart head fabric hurts

cute girl texting friend literally using ssenpai wwill notice isnt responding group chat ima whoop dumb brain doesnt seize opportunity

dont want give inbut need kill myself

anyone else feel worthlessi feel completely useless think anything anybody serve absolutely nothing purpose anyone else feel way

taking girlfriend applications cool even cooler maximum cool cool little less hot ignore cool

really able get emotion out smashing cups stuff punching face inflicting pain trauma choking denial punch face

group members always shit lazy care stuff solo order get marks also get free credits peanuts hate itgive x test exam individual assignment fine it group assignment literally killing inside triggers redflag depression insomnia cannot sleep without thinking will lend hand tomorrow will pass assignmentfuck group assignment every group members ever school group assignment killing

were kinky watched kurzgesagt nutshellhttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvxotdixatfw video learned electrons help build atoms body kinks electron field technically kinky

theres aaaaaa ghost home better bein alone

one minute im stable next minute im planning hanging myselfi bpd utterly exhausting fast mood shift used moods would shift course couple days bounce back forth extremes several dozen times single day yesterday morning woke extremely bad place ive displaying escalating parasuicidal behavior several weeks talking using pellet gun looks much like glock prop try get people acknowledge validate shitty horrible feel also get help dig hole ive dug myself clue climb own ive also extremely manic random mania manic urge hide emotional turmoil pain talking things like getting car driving hundred miles blowing literally savings maxing credit cards fancy hotel ridiculous dinners two weeks also cruising around car tune additional miles hell not manic energy scares me especially combined rapidly cycling moods massive impulse control issues recipe disaster spent day heart heart talks mom best friend phone spent hours talking phone total two them felt better talking them within minutes call ending started feelings despair hopelessness consume again feelings issue urges impulses feel particularly strong wave emotion hits me first thought hanging stepping front bus ive felt urges wash several times today came close giving temptation stepping front bus literally started sweating degree weather close it walked around hours afterwards dazedissociated state silently crying moved new hotel room spent least minutes examining room find best place anchor belt bathrobes belt basically anywhere post night honestly im always scanning surroundings see best path living moment case decide indulge urge like im always planning lay bed ill feel okay minutes thought triggers strong emotion run head next thing know im literally mentally picturing taking necessary steps hang myself minutes later im back calm collected minutes that another triggering thought pops head go back fantasizing ending all rapid oscillation okay one minute ready wrap belt around closet hanger bar next minute exhausting unpleasant unwanted roller coaster ride worst all kinds rapid massive emotional state changes urges increasingly common life level frankly mentally crippling dont want die feel like limited shitty options dying favorable outcome still shitty choice none options staying alive letting go past dearly miss desirable given emotional issues sucks much im beyond exhausted all want stability

comment much hate methink person hate most would make departure world less regrettable

slayer doom eternal

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opinions swim team ive always kinda wondered people thought swim team swimmers like think pssy sport understand like track underwater whats thoughts it im highschool swim always understood nowhere ner popular talked abou football soccer basketball baseball

seriously contemplating death since weekshi everyone first all obligatory throwaway left university decided leave west european country african one find job did truly loved whole situation ended burning sheer amount required work shitty pay burnout came back parents europe im back round now except time think life at exactly unique path ive taken heres thing passion burning desire anything started running year ago officially diagnosed depression due excess stress predisposition i never liked consider depressed always felt something life helps enough never really sportive recreative thing back university took classes based like languages law road specialized wine trade everything fine realized would lead towards unaccomplishing jobs thought wine overrated wait work there everybody becomes extremely uptight overprotective label put bottle is all drink goes tourism event management latter get erase boundaries professional private lives weird hours get that perhaps would fine people shitty pay get paid enough rather get paid enough extremely low maintenance person started saving half salary every month what significant purchase like housing never reach start buying car simply able save anymore insure it repair put fuel it puts salary perspective work ass point destroy mental health least get paid respectable amount especially qualifications i postgrad so would work much thats works get responsibilities travelled much barely good friends left honest theres parents people really care about that life taking much energy like running thats left good consumer care latest high tech equipment food care fashion obviously dig outside tiny bubble theres also current environmental political global issues im used open all probably first time ever do first time actually consider killing myself never really afraid idea dead transition life death medication mg citalopram per day since september seem anything ill sure go see somebody soon obviously know ill ever able change life change things much define me thanks reading hope come across somebody experienced similar thing would love give family grand kids cant wrap head around dragging somebody mental state let alone raising anybody

great british movie screaming good laugh sexy gary stretch too oh lots bikes lovely welsh countrysidebr br members club arrowhead bike trike social club appear extras hooray br br there genuinely hilarious bits good acting good ideabr br met director jon ivay showing wareham dorset great man earth good laugh film must supported great brit movies shouldbr br so please go see can website cinemas showing find one near youbr br i cant wait get dvd biker friends seen film two three times already cant get enough itbr br amanda

love pain cause mei dont know talk to dont know get help without sounding desprate im breaking point consistantly thinking end it im nightmares every single night havent felt like since highschool coming back im scared feel like way out best thing tell story started university moved mothers home protect myself verbally emotionally abusive tried maintain relationship her worked cannot get past issues right before directly moved two friends died moved sibbling hoping would able get closer happened life hell distracted sibbling sure do failing classes cannot focus exactly escaping mother tries control finances bad mouthes anychance get point shes destroying self esteem making family hate me eldest sibling trying help trying keep grounded keep getting wound this since ive moved shes made feel worthless schooing insignificant work insignificant relationship boyfriend doesnt exist says simply want say im someone need attention men daddy issues moved found cheating boyfriend something agreed on camera basement videos boyfriend would shove face make watch them told didnt want to said could never talk anything talked man sex with ended destroying relationship heard boyfriend point hurt didnt love him wanted end thought wouldnt i even though hurt disturbed me concerned him sister got mad me wanting upstairs could time alone saying neglecting family didnt pay enough money live there nothing family something comment wanted relationship me tried talk would ignore act uninterested cheated boyfriend best friend also showed video that want see it told cheat jaded view her much want think badly her hearing warped mind went go see boyfriend christmas lives ways away said isnt real relationship cheat me dangerous stupidest mistake ive ever made lovely felt welcomed happy family regret second time went on lectures wanted housework rent went up fine this personal jabs hurt like mom judging relationship school came summer gave lecture right front him humiliating me talking treated horribly got upset one point hated didnt deserve treated like that why would interfere relationship way shape form offended broke rules rules going upstairs boyfriend came upstairs wake morning asked lay give hug got caught large amount trouble course going break rules im teenager sex wanted together mins response got disrespecting family cared nothing them boyfriend told talk him else would get angry would hit me became scared uncomfortable home called home sisters boyfriend offered massage accepted back massage text afterwards multiple times asking give another massage time clothes full body massage said no said would professional persisted give one thing said first taken no not telling therapest this things shouldnt say talked daughter treat her want honest opinion isnt fantastic isnt horrible child taken away isnt best sister emotionally distanced child constantly loses temper despite fact child hours per night unless day off does child something gets trouble go upstairs father rough doesnt beat things done questionable said therapest taken worst way childrens aid called sister immediatly blamed me worst part peak sat three hours asking called rat living house little bitch morning child woke crying wouldnt listen mom said heard say yeah keep going childrens aid take away used threat call information disclosed meant family did cannot change it speak want speak confirm true reflection treatment child taking place rather reflection me boyfriend speak me side family hates me sister doesnt know do options kicking out moving living hell leave though get kicked out look bad childrens aid know came therapest scapegoat yelled three hours straight chance arises told im horrible person her depite knowing would happen despite feeling broke down cried last night saying sorry didnt mean like this doesnt truly deserve this right wanted us never there remains relationship taken away nothing find impossible cry everytime expects it drains much defend much begin accept shes saying accept fate nightmares wanting dead entire family hating me without family nothing without family person broke this

movie one favorites hard explain why maybe innocence corin nemec awkwardness paired boldness cheryl pollak definitely something soundtrack also characters little lines movements moments amusing themselves finally story one always tugs heartstrings last scene bittersweet all love movie perfect gooey sentimental girls night

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hi imma go sleep soon u guys comment positive things im depressed wake up

come realisation trying ignore now matter long go without contact one ever reach me feeling like shit ever

mental hospitalso day yesterday night drinking vodka cutting myself looking around house drugs overdose etc felt unknown reason really need help spoke mom awhile finally told asked admitting mental hospital work blah blah trying explain fast possible talks social worker local clinic doctor im suppose see works calls hospital town closest hospital says go today happy insanely nervous drink which im suppose to cant drunk wanna admitted something pack stuff expecting staying awhile really nervous mom calls gp ask valium something help go door hospital get vlium injection go hospital talk doctor nurse room asks lot questions minutes shows bed room people beds could lot people worst nightmare reason thought would room alone past experience mental hospital about years ago great hospital rooms total room own modern obviously liked it time wanted go home asap weeks made think would like that say mom cant stay here asks nurse doctor tells cant go back room im angry now trys convince say wanna go home do point post is like adult mental hospital normally im ireland im guessing different around world anyway advice info would great sorry long

best help could get noosei dealing suicidal thoughts years now im tired making efforts fix maintain shitty life really need give in ive waiting glimmer hope help shrug depression avail ive working professional therapist attempting get sort medication help almost half year ive trying therapists even longer fucking impossible prescribed anything within reasonable time frame everything tried horrible failure relief even done much would smoke weed even dull pain brief while truth helping all nothing left life worth maintaining for family continued treat like tool kin absolutely positive physical relationships people ever get talk even appreciate presence online way helping me venting like near constant life speaking issue never helps despite copious amount research ive done says otherwise everyone talk help either know respond soon abandon quite frankly care would rather hassle things need me ive grown hate everyone else life almost much myself everything ive ever loved faded away lost luster time loved many things loved mathematics sciences loved games learning analyze system loved able support around me cant even derive pleasure sense taste purpose hate myself cant even stand see reflection hear voice want hang like sinful refuse ive proven be top off virtually access methods unlike formerly thought even death good likes me

demons amp voices came visiti feeling lonely confinement guess demons decided knock im kept awake laying bed uncontrollable terrifying thoughts feel lonely yet screams make think wise really want comfort cant sleep im good wanna this im sorry yall cant handle

hopelessness consuming destroying me nsfwthis long post apologize that depression panic disorder i panic attacks rarely gad general anxiety disorder obsessive compulsive disorder premenstrual dysphoric disorder i think officially diagnosed little year ago im day twentysix cycle ive thinking purpose life think help others im sure anymore feel hopeless worthless vagina narrow short tight time even im aroused lubricated cant insert two fingers slide one finger way vagina becomes extremely tight feels like finger going past something hard explain hurts feel angry hopeless one way im glad vagina tight would please partner another way im enraged fact someone would profit pain agony hate people say tight vagina good thing ive users flat tell tighter always better tense vagina feels better ive never abused part disgusted men want tight vagina want profit partners pain suffering like feels good man hurts woman im horrified go in does go way gets extremely tight part vagina ill stop him want take mans pleasure away ruin experience him feel hopeless areas life wish could go sleep never wake up plan harm myself also question sub people feel borderline suicidal arent reported punished right thank reading long post appreciate it

broken land freemy parents make much financial aid work hours week still cant afford college im one year thousands dollars unsubsidized debt less month pay next semester cant even move parents house even though money apartments going get better country shit hard get foothold life all think im done hope america fixes higher education system someday

im tired fighting this want over peace finally find meeveryday fight im tired fighting it want something help me someone hear me small sliver happiness every time nearly manage get one universe beats back miserable dark place beats harder attempt cant keep fighting this fighting alone treated like leper black sheep whenever try teach someone anyone im tired constantly repeating myself reaching out trying find happiness one listens one cares im tired insurmountable guilt feel every day breathing strength mother children need wife husband deserves killed daily guilt knowing much pain theyd id left energy fight anymore cant live guilt knowing id them im tired want fight anymore

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switched ssris feel better like feel stable however although feel better like brain never switch off anxious like developed adhd feel like always need something constantly find near impossible sit lie watch video movie etc say it distract feeling crap like want able relax enjoy things help depression hyperactivityadhd

probably take advice oh well

life over never chanceits like sick joke lets take someone keep bottom barrel cage reach everyone else way cant express anybody else people miss coworkers would really miss work personally im tired working hard trying everything can getting nothing return people meant here one them thus fact life

fool thinking things would oki fool thinking things would ok right now divorce could go smooth truly alone this know believe anymore one cares me

music work anymore lost truly numb music even work anymore

im one disaster away losing sanityover past year felt live continue slip away drive career make world constantly beat gone even spend time trying fun anymore think world one day automated husband means education survive worry bad house bought debate go bankrupt survive allowed place live happens lose job much means get another lucky five years trying low pay ones gone automation learn survive street want try survive permanent damage feet cant afford fix ongoing list medical problems wish one things would hurry end naturally years old feel best life offer already shown me feel never meant make world mental illnesses starting show one day cost job place world someone like cant make own reason ended things trying hold worst comes next time car breaks money house floods anything something happens think deal everything life wants throw me end anything worth fighting even did bother want live see world turn into know done want anymore world seem want take naturally want see make

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ive done terrible things deserve terrible endfirst all im wrong sub id like apologize search redflag found im years old entire life ive done nothing bad ive prison twice currently parole next years ive hurt everyone ever cared about ruined countless lives remorse since incarceration learned lot im person used be predator hunted children unspeakable things thinking past sickens stomach see reason go here family talk me friends happiness still urges time time act again feel it take life now cant hurt anybody else way always meant be im looking sympathy im looking told change better know ive done life given thrown away selfish actions wish could go back young amazing mother supportive father brother never would thought would give me want go back days young free regrets want take back everything done theres nothing left say lay pool tears reminisce golden days one promise made got prison id stop drinking bottle tequila juice thank reading please hold flaming trust me know

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feeling pretty good right now stark contrast usual sending positive vibes possibly can broke free anxiety bit today ive riding high ive made friends past months theyre truly wonderful people im beyond lucky life ive got roof head access water food etc im leaning back bed hoodie amp sweats pulled dryer ago feeling comfortable hell got lofi filling room totally enhancing good vibe head isnt clouded depression anxiety worry doubt whisked away soft sound music first night long time feel okay hope too not please invite join stopping bit enjoy lofi me herehttpsyoutubelicfmag_a ill hang bit longer talk anyone feels like commenting nobody does thats perfectly fine know whatever youre going through youre alone hope looking sign give up it right here thing believe amp im proud making moment genuinely hope lovely peoples nightsmornings go well find way beat demons probably going doze soon wanted share small victory you love ya

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im confused distraught life great recently wife kid rising biologist become professor literally dream two years ago though year old diagnosed aggressive cancer given year best devastated wife devout catholic atheist difference religion tore us apart sons last days convinced agree familys christian funeral divorced shortly it fell depression bombed interview sleep landed half ass th grade teaching job last year students give two shits it top got laid last day school parents though treated students like shit past week ive thought son like die feel suicidal keep imagining like exist want worse am want talk somebody help put things perspective also want remain anonymous call john

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thoughti wish could trade places people dying dont want

ruined one chance want go sleepi it finally someone much struggle found someone liked me ruined it desperate insecure fuck head ruined one chance want anymore go longer

goodbye loves ill back

bit young one see it theres excellent music many folks mentioned one seems notice rare appearance angel mostly ignored quite popular musical outfit wearing trademark white outfits grind th century foxes apparently try cram cameras field vision keyboardist gregg giuffria remains bands highlight apparently never gotten much haircut ever cherie currie exrunaways singer begins brief notable acting career here quite memorable alongside jodie foster rest her topless d scenes parasite ufo sighting wavelength kept us watching time br br its masterpiece preserves chunk period gaze upon wonder

earl grey anhedoniabitter tannin sticking tongue palate astringent mouthdrying bergamot earthy sharp flavour gone waste aroma longer dreamy rather harsh making feel nauseous subconsciously choke back gagging feel get lost nothingness put teaspoon honey glistening like amber watch dissolve sound hefty metal clacking pierces ears saccharine golden strings slowly disappearing rich hazel pool bitterness every little touch fragile porcelain numbs hearing set spoon aside drown bittersweet chaotic fantasies loathe it sometimes allow indulge truly wonderful taste earl grey light stove admire pretty flames put kettle lose sight them water boiling put teabag cup contemplate whether put hand piping hot bubbling tasteless liquid daydream pain wounds attention sound pouring water dulcet sizzling steam theyre pleasantly distracting admire rich brown colour slowly creeping tea leaves waiting exactly three minutes pass taking out second longer sweeteners milk distinct smell taste black tea particular robust flavour burning sensation numb tongue matter seconds rest cup feels like nothing tastes grey angers me come get short overwhelming moments extreme emotion end blink eye washed apathy violent urges selfdestructive behaviours hold thin porcelain handle painted pretty swirls gripping tightly suppressing desire throw wall see shatter innumerable shards getting scattered floor making shrill deafening noise collecting broken bits sounds like hassle however imagining razorsharp solid slicing arm open sound bad one vertical swipe takes instead spill tea sink leave cup aside feel nothing harmonic lack equity feels unfair yet justified painfully repetitive everything seems distant foreign whats do sometimes want poison someone someone dear put effort attention making drink best be euphoric floral flavour lethal aftertaste creating masterpiece consume adore last second last sip times want mix something quickly make existence come end bothering people sounds like waltz end injuring me two steps third one breaks legs point death feels like home confusing grey mayhem ive gotten used to bother im way home

faultlong post here feeling lot emotions past months one really talk with ill post see happens ive married almost years february wife got married years dating legal issues rush marriage matter days lawyers advice talked marriage bit before expecting make decision way fast forward around september living together feeling happy feel like girl fell love changed marriage also things learned marriage know before fought lot clear different try talking times reaction always felt complaining her stopped point back september met woman religious community years older at time married kids worked together volunteer initiative community quickly became close month met routine texting every day almost day long fell head heels her made feel special like one ever before made feel like someone truly cared me really friends friend would tell things like would together next life met late life said husband together would together nothing wanted her certain would happy still feel way would share everything other time hiding conversations spouses never physical relationship never wanted that partly married partly emotional connection me continued year around september told pregnant able talk like usual since husband would often she housewife husband would stay home often hurt lot months okay work project kept mind november project over started thinking her ever since ive severely depressed reach her ask talk get treated almost stranger friends always tells time since busy always family always trusted her believe lying kills someone close made feel special could leave alone like pretty much been ive thinking redflag feel happy wife feel like friends feel like source depression something tell anyone know know situation get better think work family none enough make stop thinking ending all expect sympathy anyone know wrong feel whatever happening completely deserved bad person im reaping sow im simply sharing anyone else share with want happy

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complaining mainstream music bad nowadays dumb one forcing listen probably wont affect way besides makes song good really subjective

holy shit trying poop heard loud distressed hiss growl think thats kitten take care of hope danger im pretty sure fighting big ass cat hates everyone

im homeless silent feels bad man

im monster im okay iti abuse neglect friends im terrible dad sister im mean cruel cat fucking care life meaningless im going fucking die soon might well make everyone around feel much pain go want whole fucking world burn go everyone feel pain rage feel every fucking day

much overdose citaloprammy boyfriend broke upwith

im old day older yesterday comes much wisdom

girl leaving wanna dieso whats best way commit redflag im thinking car tube exhaust pipe

ive suicidal since eight recently ive thinking actually going iti could post throwaway fuck it censor really feel lss im transgender ftm fully supportive people life tried telling dad would longer see little girl would kick out weve always close accept already breaking mentally friends school completely clueless much hurts someone came constantly gets pronouns corrected still struggle calling preferred name think even fully transition ill feel better body pass male thighs cant accept one accept me also awful body issues everyone live overweight want look them throw food hour eat fear gaining weight also sort undiagnosed mental disorder ive hearing voices i think schizophrenia personalities names since constantly talk sex no subconsious sex makes uncomfortable passion sexually active started talking sex specifically vivid visual hallucinations one voices giving oral others also berate tell here hurt others etc im also pretty sure depression read somewhere hearing voices past trauma hope true unfortunately believe sexually abused family member child family situation awful parents i nmom bipolar dad abusive relationship divorce my sake sometimes want come home bad plus special needs aunt lives us acts like spoiled year old know right wrong blames problems im allowed talk family cut ties them well academically school never could feel like fucked future never asking homeschooling special ed year dad guilts well atleast trying to try cant im fucking difficult feel hopeless already plan date want die im even highschool want become adult find love life cant deal shit anymore cannot go therapy mom hates therapists doctors school counselor would get cps involved ive mentioned borderline child abuse past want call resource line theres people deserving me post update next friday probably went it thanks everything reddit

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nobody wants talk person think ugly worth anything wrong nice person deep down misunderstood would love make friends perhaps establish genuine connection people want alone right now would really love friend

tomorrows dayive wanted die time now years life wasted wishing dead ive failed multiple times taking life hospitalized medication therapy name it couple days ago mother uncovered things never supposed know cant go detail bottom line is ive reached final breaking point new issues top everything else deal day day basis finally suffocated me ive wanted years tomorrow day im going go it dont want advice consoling want somebody know thank you reddit see side

want end iti know kill myself overexamine everything even want die want kill tonight cant figure way relatively painlessly none pills cabinent really lethal except tylenol hurts like bitch die from fucking hard

hs girls really like older guys actually date one admire teen heartthrob like harry styles makes sense know typical year old guy girls seem totally others matter age wondering common people think

world fucking cruelit sounds fucking stupid textbooks arriving late getting charged fuck ton money fucking breaking point world fucking cruel nobody cares anybody everyone fucking greedy everyone fucking mean im fucking lonely friends like one loves me mom entirely disgusted reason ive tried getting help wont let me job im limited due transportation bc covid cant fucking find job cant drive keep gaining weight tired it keep going sub ranting ranting never going get better way kill myself would it tried many times always failed take anymore hurts much anyone hurt me wake morning wishing dead make stop much cant this death closest thing peace could ever find shit fucking world

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hope youre fine ups downs wanna say tell friends appreciate them could make day like two weeks ago one friends suddenly said likes hanging hes happy im around im honestly stoked hear someone appreciates even keep telling noone likes me guess tell friends appreciate them let know company means lt

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im im suicidaluh hi im im suicidal really point dont care life mean care th grade so like cousin commented redflag maybe month later uncle same mom really fucked sorry swearing um well bad drug problem older sister basically mom grandma dad left keep coming back start shit like would say siblings worthless didnt matter uncle died couple days birthday birthday spent funeralalso siblings mom step dad lived grandma grandpas parents would always fight like boom fighting pm fighting times got physical dont like talking summer th grade began cut weird liked it hated pain soon dull blade like blacked different person went awhile till sister found told mom finally stoped month went on christmas great grandma died like second mom like loved much funeral saw corpseit wierd kinda expected wake know didntumm couple months ago moved biological dad mom tried kill front kept screaming wants brother my uncle wierd guess dad cool guess doesnt exactly accept trans ftm honestly dont give shit living want die birds sister honestly anti depressants working think death okay guess thanks reading suppose

guys suffer from im depressed im suicidal im happy life emotional problem disorder im ugly im great academics im great sports suffer trauma daddy mommy issues family problems im poor im lonely many good friends anxiety trouble talking girls im fat im good shape lots hobbies interests enjoy life life always good okay seriously tho normal

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almost am im gonna risk take minute nap watch wake up posting good luck

gave ol college try lifes meive trying really have want things stopped thinking negatively telling everythings fine bad im bouncing back anymore every day im closer it chipping away me feel im irrational im depressed want life chose hard path want anymore chose it brought myself many days stretched ahead me nothing look forward to plenty shitty memories look back on keep night punctuate thoughts throughout day repress say im good good things feel might want know never happen try hold ahead me like donkey carrot im even convinced things would fix anymore ive trying distract myself patch emptiness working fact failed effort making worse faking til make working making fake think every day multiple times day usually plan question ability carry out logistically could press button done would stellar im baby cant stand pain complicates things need help another human alive answers im irrational theres rational reason live want to genuinely tried already mean anything unhappy justified mean mental problem depressed dont least tonne htps like candy nothing looks like brain chemicals fine maybe circumstantial circumstances changing time soon think push next several years outcome guaranteed even sure thing change mind anymore really want it ive trying years working decide today waiting years reasonable no death comes everyone grand scheme things shaving yr really change understand people suicidal know theyre going die eventually enjoy journey not thats reason living understandable want to people care im gone regret thats case enough keep anymore im sitting around waiting things get better years surely thats representative timeframe needed get chest suppose someone tell ive made huge glaring errors

reaching friend yes noim much thinking killing myself years getting worse recently realized dead inside life me outside things brought past still present realized even without them nothing want fight help want wait around future would like done one friend weve distant past three months id like reach talk him though even know would about want ask help know want but somehow want let know bad im feeling even let know want continue living problem arises distant emotional problems bad experiences knowing people committed redflag past figure farther away me less talk less killing hurt him reach out cause great distress im gone and after im pretty sure would blame himself think correct answer reach out positive reaching would help alleviate pain distress would selfishly adding his suppose im looking opinions and incredibly appreciate replies else talk this please refrain telling love me killing would waste talents world beautiful none relevant makes feel terribly ill

friend drove away know ever trust someone again fuck feels never anything right

wanting make amends vs knowing kill tw metooi feeling debilitating levels shame metoo coverage recently fixated creepy fucking loser nice guy ways selfishly hurt around me psychiatrist male basically tells im hard myself men news done far worse points lacking experience perspective know wrong want someone take seriously tell without minimizing things yo man dealt major depression since didnt lose virginity technically mention inexperienced socially awkward mentioned somewhat nice guy time good friends woman freshman year college ill call h h started showing interest exciting didnt get much lived dorm h would get bed cuddle watch movies virgin also depressed albeit higher functioning eventually asked liked said yes also told want relationship told ok soon began pestering herasking reconsider months still friends still cuddled became clear becoming less comfortable me kept asking reconsider basically treating like boyfriend months despite feelings felt entitled it told liked me entitled nice guy eventually told could longer friends me told contact her recommended see shrink blocked facebook justice served since graduating spent time alone lot time reflect try better person stayed away dating work entitlement issues anxiety around year ago started thinking h again still blocked wonder subject metoo wonder one reasons psychiatrist isnt taking seriously hes done something worse feel like progress ive made sham whatever good manage never undo selfidentity abuser pain ive caused women people kind enough care me back thinking justice left redflag shamefully selfish worry even bother put effort better person hobbies interests career h reappear life let everyone know manipulative creep many ways still am

idk people complain mask hard wear whatever like legit forget take mask car literally makes difference

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people get comfortable point makes others uncomfortable comes personality people hating dark humor gotta wake pop ibuprofen numb everyone hurtin feelings mean bully people unless bash making joke cultures food cook something real one gonna eat like yams vagina

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cant take anymoreno one likes me say it dont person hates know me school killing me work piles upon demands people succeed friends belittle others im singled made fun of im lonely one likes real everyone fake im sure year old boy trapped like this say stupid stuff know why try stop cant cant focus school release games parents like that help me

years leftmade decision tough im im right now friends family surrounded people care get something it drown work im busy working dont time think pain get better next years figure time take hands make change